Going Backwards..

perhaps it's the new year..perhaps i'm jus plain wuliao..perhaps both..anyway let's turn back time to 23/12/2005..my family reach at ard 1pm..i think..anyway, thanks to lynn..i was able to move all my stuff to the car..man..my sis really have grown..hehehe..then we left vista n checked into a hotel in PJ..then dad went for his meeting..i tot he purposedly took leave to come kl to find me..in the end it turn out tat he came to kl for a meeting..anyway i'm jus glad n grateful tat i dun need to drag my stuff to pudu n travel home by bus..

hmm..let's see..then mum, sis n i took taxi to pyramid..nothing much to shop..sigh..wanted to buy tat dress tat i loved so much..the dress tat i tried on the last time i came there..then sudd i realised tat lay had the same dress..exactly the same one..how i noe, u may ask..i saw her wore it on wed..sigh..even comment tat the dress was lovely..so in the end i din buy..

after we were totally bored of pyramid, we went midvalley..hehehe..bought a LOT of polo shirt..(sounds crazy)..n bought a book titled "still life"..sis was kinda disappointed cos she couldnt find any clothes to her liking..so ya..she sulked all the way..hehehe..later we went to aunty nat for dinner..hmmm..prefer the last time i went wif my uncle..hehehe..cos the fish we ordered las time was bigger..we went back to the hotel..dirty n tired..then played a few rounds of cards wid sis bfore sleeping at 9pm..came back to jb on 24/12/2005 after breakfast..

on 25/12/2005, my aunt n cousins came to jb!!yeah..hehehe..din do much on 25th cos by the time they reach it's ad at nite..the next day, we went shopping!!yeah!!hehehe..bought a dress similar to the one i loved in pyramid one..only to find out tat lay had the same dress..man, she really loves those dresses..hehehe..heck care lar..i prefer this dress cos the prints are in PINK!!hehe..think tat's all i bought..my sis like org gila..bought over RM 300..(sigh..if only i haf tat much of money..i can pay of half of the car damages..)oh ya..bought an elle t-shirt as well..hehe..n plenty of undies..my cousins bought a few lar..my sis is still the insane one..hehehe..

on 27/12/2005..my fren's elian's bday..i stayed at home attempting to do the dd3 project in vain..my cousins n aunts went to city square for more shopping..oh ya..woke up VERY early today cos my cousins wan me to teman them for breakfast..needless to say i return home after tat to continue my sleep..then woke up for lunch again..bro belanja..cos my aunt's bday coming soon..hehehe..love the lunch..too bad not in the mood to enjoy..then in the evening, went lavender n bought a cheese cake for my aunt..hehehe..glad to hear tat she loved our gift..hehehe..guess it's really true tat the greatest gift comes in small packages..hehehe..cos the one me n sis gaf to her was really small compare to the others..hmmm..after blowing the candles n stuff she left at ard 12 am..sigh, begin to miss my cousins n aunt ad..anyway i got addicted to computer games today..sigh..

was browsing thru my laptop's photo today (30/12/2005)..saw some of the pics i took in Melbourne..then i realised how much i missed Melbourne..sigh..hopefully i can visit there again..wonder when will tat be.....

ps: wont be blogging tat frequently next year..IMU's connection sux..i would rather sleep at home..so will only blog when i'm in jb..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

An Expensive Christmas This Year

sigh..so many things happen ever since i las blog..there are good n bad things..first i injured my toe while opening a door..ended up seeing doc in the mid of the nite..thanks to penang sharon n ming jia..who willingly bcame my driver..n thanks for yan for caring for me..hehehe..hmmm..was saying tat yan's bf a bit 'duo zhai duo nan'..seems like the kettle calling the pot black (watever it is)..sigh..

Lady Luck definitely is not smiling at me at the moment..sigh..the worst xmas gift i gaf my poor neighbours today..i knock into their car..sigh..their back lights n my front lights were spoilt..damn embarassing as the whole street came out to find out wat had happened (naturally)..but i'm more ashamed bout how tat accident happened..sigh..wat a 'great' xmas eve tat i'll nv forget..so ms bear i'll b quite broke for a long time as i need to pay for the damages..i guess there will b no more trips for movies for me for the time being..sigh..n ms ling wei, i guess i cant go to tanjung after all..sigh..oh ya..in case if u r wondering, i was on my way to meet wif a fren for movies..after tat accident i was fetch to the movies..

hmm..the movie sux anyway..either tat o i was still in shock after tat accident..oh ya, my dear ai ren..my dad din scold me..hahaha..heard from my mum he warned my bro n sis not to mention bout it ever in front of me..so i guessed i can stop worrying bout my bro n sis making fun of me..sigh..i now only fear bout my grandparents n aunts since they haf yet to find out..tmr..tmr will reveal everything..sigh..i guess my grandpa will NEVER sit in my car..hehehe..dunno bout my granny though..i wont dare to fetch them anyway..sigh...........oh ya..jus tot of someone who will definitely NOT sit in my car after hearing this..my uncle..hehehe..

sigh..i guess tat shud b enuff bout the bad stuff..cos i dun really feel like toking bout it yet i cant pretend it nv happened (although i would love to do so v much..if only i can turn back time)..oh well..had a great time after pp2 class test..had steamboat tat nite wif yan, bear, lynn n her bf..then later went penthouse n borrow mah jong from then..n being a kaki judi i taught them how to play mah jong..we played till ard 3 am n lynn went to sleep..the rest of us (me, bear n yan) play 'tiga kaki' till ard 6am..then after cleaning the dishes, bear left..me n yan plan not to sleep..in the end i slept in her room..she was still studyin(damn rajin)..on thurs (22/12), the attendance was very bad for Dr. Soh's lecture..(fri was worst)..i was late for Dr. Ong's class..after having a tok wif Dr. Soh bout tat day's attendance..can see from his expression he was very disappointed..he expected full attendance on tat day esp it's after the class test..think he v kelian cos he's a very good lecturer..till now he haven told PP bout our poor attendance as he fully understand tat there are ppl who ponteng to study for coming exams..but i guess to him it's a bit unbearable to still haf poor attendance for thurs (n fri, i think)..sigh..so to all P1/04 who happen to read this, pls attend his lecture..

tat nite we had tang yuan..hehe..guess i can proudly say tat i did them with bear's n yan's help..but i guess i'm still not tat good in cooking compare to both of them..hehehe..bear damn 'ngim chim' bout her tang yuan...hehehehe..but i really think tat the ginger not strong enuff..keli n lay came first..then they both left..lay to i dunno where n keli to teman huey san to makan..then huey n agnes came..then me, yan, bear n agnes played mah jong (again..sigh..yan n bear addicted ad..)huey left to penthouse place..when she return at ard 10pm i think, i decide to end the game n return the set to penthouse..plan to go tok for a while but seems tat they were going out for dinner..sigh..so in the end went back wif keli (she was at penthouse too) cos keli wanna go take her pot n stuff..huey n agnes went back..

then as i was about to open the door for keli n bear for them to leave, the wooden door somehow (i oso dunno how it happened) 'cut' my toe..if u look at it now it's probably nothing..but tat time all i felt was intense pain..so intense till i can get up for a few minutes..i dunno how long..how long does it take for us (bear, keli n me) to get over our initial shock n for bear to call yan to open the door for them n for me n yan to haf a small tok bfore i was finally able to limp back to my room to rest..i dunno..so by the time i went to see doc (tat was after both me n yan had bath), i think it was ad quite ok except tat it was damn swollen..had tat stupid yet essential tetanus injection..sigh..sth i hate most..injection...now my arm hurts more than my toe..my family came to kl yest..hehe..so i need not go back by bus..went to pyramid n mid valley to shop..was damn tired n my toe ach like hell..anyway..after all tat had happened, i'm glad to b home at last...

for those who had wished me n to those of u who drop by..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Nothing Much...

hmmm..guess it's been a long time since i blog..sigh..too much stuff happen within this time..let's see..we had food fair on 6/12..was quite a success..we managed to sell all our stuff..hehehe..but the money earned is still not enuff for the convo mag..had a damn tiring day..slept from 3pm till ard 7 - 8 pm..hmm..then we were wondering whether to go nite market o cinema..sigh..in the end we went nite market..but being the blur me i tot we were going to cinema..thank God i din really have much time to dress up..only managed to change to long pants which is ad v weird outfit for nite market..tat nite i bcame the joke of the day..hehehe..

been really tired these days..exams coming..yet i have not studied..been watching bleach every second i haf..sigh..thus this tiredness..these few days din turn out really well for me..dunno y..anyway, now haf to stop..really no mood to go on..will put up the pics for food fair n yest trip to midvalley when i feel better..

TRANSNASIONAL SUX....

TRANSNASIONAL SUX...used to love to sit transnasional buses...reasons is tat they are punctual..when the bus is supposed to leave at 1pm, they leave at 1pm sharp..but sadly, this is not the case any longer..the condition of the bus got from bad to worst..first, the three seater bus was replaced by four seater..next, the bus used to b clean..now it's home to cockroaches n flies..all this are consider small problems..i dun mind degrading from three seater to four seater..i dun mnd sharing my seat wif irritating flies n disgusting roaches..wat i cant tolerate most is the driver's inabilty to be punctual..if it's a few minutes late it's ok..but to be half an hour late..man, u must be blind..or are u tat dumb tat u dun even noe how to read ur watch o clock??strangely malaysians dunno how to read their time properly..we got this disease which makes us so prone to being late..it's such a norm ard here..ppl late for lectures, late for dates..even the wedding dinners start late..no wonder we so uncivilised..cos we're always late..late at arriving to the civilised world.....

The Beginning of A New Sem

overall, i'm damn excited n happy..dunno y i really looked forward to this sem..anyway, like all the other sems, i am always lzy..my diary is 3 months outdated n i haven start studying..sigh..

well, had a great week las week..went out almost everyday..n now i haf a big hole in my pocket..hmm..went n watch harry potter on thurs n dragon squad on sat..went to sg wang on sat at ard 8am for delifrance breakfast buffet..damn full..then went over to times sq to watch dragon squad..bought some souveniors for the two visiting lecturers who came today..nice ppl..

later spend my whole day in borders..managed to save $$ as i finished a book i wanted to buy..hmm..dun think i'm going to comment on tat book..but will put in the pic in..finish the anansi boys last week..damn nice..hehehe..really sth i've nv read bfore..hmm..my recent mood wasnt as happy as i tot..tot i'll b damn happy this sem..oh well, u cant haf everything in the world..going back this weekend..damn looking forward to it..

Someone who Always Noes How to Cheer Me Up....

"replying your nick... if you are like the leaves on the trees, i will NOT be there to catch u...in the first place i wont let you detach yourself from the tree... cos onli leaves which are weak and withered will fall to the ground...got it haha... gotta go, juz online to reply ya... tata"

hehe..cant bear to delete this so i decided to paste it here..where i can view it everytime i online..well, i am not depressed o sad..in fact wat i'm feeling now is far from it..thanks for everything..all the best for ur exams..see ya soon......

dear airen,

guess it's now my turn to reply u..really damn gan dong tat u went online jus to reply me..but i'm still wondering how u noe my nick..hmmm..i was still toking to u when i change my nick??hehehe..u noe lar me..a bit blur one..anyway, i jus read the first part of it from a blog..find it kinda meaningful..the second part, "will u b there to catch me?" is sth i added..since the day i laid my eyes on the nicci french book i haf always been wondering who will catch me when i fall..hehehe..anyway thanks for everything..you really warmed my heart....miss you lots....

-neno-

Last Day of Work

tat will be tomolo..sigh..kinda missed them..and to think tat we've only known each other for a month o so..some even less..n yet they are going to belanja me tmr..hmmm..sudd i was wondering if i'm really tat bad tat they are celebrating my last day of work..wel..life's too short to think bout all this..

Goal!!

hmmm..i paid RM 8 and i got the whole cinema to myself..in case some of u who still dun get the whole pic, i'm the only person in the cinema while watching goal on Deepavali..therefore, i did not silence my mobile for the first time while in cinemas..n i feel super duper vvvvip..cos the movie starts as soon as i sit down..

no lenghty nonsense advertisements..hehehehe..hmm..too bad my vip-ness soon ends..a guy walks in n sat in my row..too bad he was an old guy..very old..like ah pek..luckily he got shadow one..n he walks n not drifts..o else..i think i'll b scared to death..ok..at first tot goal was either not nice o most ppl had watched it ad..o prob cos i watch the earliest slot one..hmmm..thank God the movie was nice..damn nice..would love to watch it again..hehehe..ok..tat's all for now..damn tired from work lar..

prob wont blog for this break anymore..as for the future..i'm not sure..cos i made a promise to myself to study real hard for sem 5..might not haf any time to blog anymore..so guess this is the las blog for now..unless i got sth really happy/sad to tok bout..btw..jus bought a book titled Anansi Boys..damn nice..haven got time to read finish..sigh..woking life sux!!no time to even sit down n relax n enjoy a book..damn neno...............

lastly,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI..(kinda late..but i think i rmr hearing from Anbu that Deepavali is not jus one day..hehehe)

Wat a Small World

Day 1

reported myself at the HR department today..saw my future colleague..who turns out to b my grand senior from IMU..was showed ard the hospital till ard 9.10 am..then was shown to the pharmacy dept..where we (my grand senior n i) was introduced to the head pharmacist..then we were introduced to the second pharmacist in charge..who, surprise, surprise, turn out to be my great grand senior from IMU..is this world small o wat..well..was introduced to the rest of the team..all nice ppl..hehehe..was told tat on our first day we do not need to do anything jus sit there n watch..basically wasting ur time n getting into ppl's way..cos the place is kinda crowded wif a terlebih org like me esp when i do not haf any qualifications yet..to make things worst..the pharmacy dept wasnt told bout my arrival..they knew my grand senior was coming but they do not noe that i'm supposed to come..sad huh..hehehe..

anyway..from the moment i went into the room, my eyes was constantly at the clock o watch..waiting for lunch break to come..which is at 1pm..damn nervous..results coming out today..so was quite tempted to sneak bhind n grab my hp looking for sms..hehehe..finally the lunch break arrives..mum came to fetch me home..grab my bag n left..took my hp out..saw bear's sms..was overjoyed..cos it meant i din fail........till i open the sms..i neither fail nor pass..the results was not released..results was postphoned till wed..apparently our batch did badly n strathclyde is remarking..isnt tat great?!?well, then had a quick lunch..n rushed back..after lunch break my eyes are still fixed on the clock n watch..counting the secs off..planning wat to do after 5pm..finally 5pm arrives..hehehe..went home..and believe it o not i was damn tired..damn strange..it's not as if i did A LOT today..went back, bath, had dinner n slept at 8pm...did i mention i was sick??so it wasnt a great day for me..bored..............

Day 2

well, my grand senior told me today he was toking to my senior on the phone yest..i was like huh?toking to my senior?!?i tot p1/03 was in scotland..plus i dunno which senior he was refering to..later found out tat he was refering to my mentor..glad to hear her doing fine..hmm..the world is small..like everywhere everyone everything got connection..oh well..today is a busy day..learn plenty of stuff..n blieve me..the extemporaneous dispensing is much much easier than the ones we did in PP1..

prob cos i was only allowed to handle easy stuff..hehehe..prob there wasnt any pressure as no one is there to gif u a ZERO..oh well..anyway i learn how to make syrup n stuff..n act dispense it to real patients..well..under strict supervision of course...was allowed to dispense medications too..learn quite a lot bout diff medicines..and also a few things bout the docs..hehehe..n i no longer hope for the time to pass..in fact i was kinda reluctant to leave when the time comes..strange huh?well..let's hope i pass tmr..n no more delay..then i can see doc for my sickness..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Running Out of Titles

jus finish reading my fren's blog..strange..how come there are so many ppl out there who thinks they are not beautiful..hmmm..guess this is sth i wont b able to understand..cos i guess i nv felt ugly before..from day 1 of my life i always think i'm beautiful..although a bit way too fat..but nevertheless still beautiful..hehehe..my dear ai ren..i think u look great in the pic u took wif ur toiletmate..

saw this article in newspaper few days back..was an article bout dove..n their challenge to change stereotype beauty..as in, most ppl thing tat gals mus haf long hair etc..n dove wanna change ppl's view of it..u can b beautiful even if u haf short hair n not modelly thin..u dun haf to b like most ppl to b beautiful..jus b urself..i believe everyone no matter wat size n shapes n wat skin colour they are beautiful in their own way..the only way u can make urself ugly is the way u dress urself n the way u carry urself..

so to those who are always feeling tat they are not thin enuff (includes me) not pretty enough etc..this song is dedicated to you...

Every day is so wonderful

And suddenly, i saw debris

Now and then, I get insecure

From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious

So consumed in all your doom

Trying hard to fill the emptiness

The piece is gone left the puzzle undone

That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down

Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do (no matter what we do)

No matter what they say (no matter what they say)

When the sun is shining through

Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)

The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine)

But tomorrow will find a way

All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no

We are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring us down

Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

the only prob is tat u haf to sing it to urself..hehehe..cos i dunno how to change this blog's song to this..

The Undomestic Goddess

finish reading this book on sat..sigh..makes me think A LOT..bout the one question tat's been bothering me ever since i step in IMU on 9/2/2004..the one question which i've constantly ignored n pushed to the back of my head..had been wondering for days if i really wan to be a pharmacist..where stress n heavy responsibilities are the recipe..where no mistakes are supposed to be made..where ideally humans worked flawlessly..where i dun seem to belong..i've nv been one of those who are able to thrive under stress n pressure..

anyway..this book is a great one..better than the other books by the same author..too bad now i've got nothing to read other than the daily papers..

You're Beautiful..

well..i should haf posted this entry long time ad..but i think by posting it on 10/10 will be more meaningful..this entry is dedicated to someone special..you noe who you are..hmmm..basically i dunno wat more to write..cos most of the important stuff is ad highlighted by qi..but i would like you to noe tat you are one of the important ppl in my life..glad tat we had a huge misunderstanding las time..hehehe..or else i dun think i'll appreciate u this much..hmmm..i dunno why but this song kept popping in my head.........

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down......

well..at least part of the song..hehehe..well..i hope i'm able to bring tears to your eyes by now..which i very much doubt will happen..but i do hope tat if there really were tears, those tears are tears of joy..sigh..guess i really am bad at words..perhaps a hug will be able to explain all tat i wanna say..perhaps..so u better get ur ass back to kl this year..hehehe..ok lar..tat's all for now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

The Longest Yard

the longest yard..nice movie..reminds me of IMU cup..speaking of which we got second for cheerleading n third overall..strange thing is i dun feel happy at all..perhaps i sort of expected sth..oh well, it's over..but ppl..if u're really free like me u should go watch the longest yard..flight plan was nice too..very well-planned..but somehow not everyone was able to understand it..i think..cos so far the comments i heard was not really good..i guess diff ppl haf diff taste..i love it..it has a very good plot..sth which i dun see from movies nowadays..

saw this book in MPH on 29/9..seems nice..really wanna buy but too bad..i'm now banned from buying anymore books..reason?my house is currently full of books..sigh..the book is by a couple..nicci french (dunno which name is the guy n shish is the gal..) title : catch me when i fall..hehehe..n it's this title which catches my eye..flipped thru it too..damn nice..hehehe..trying to persuade my mum to let me buy this one..hehehe..

nothing impressive i done these days..unless u can count going back to imu on 4th to watch the cheer leading n came back on 5th as impressive..thanks keli for keeping me company..

ok..got to go for now..tomolo got to celebrate my mum's n mine chinese bday..hehehehe..will start working on 17th October..so i guess this semester break wasnt so bored at all..currently reading the undomestic goddess (by the same author of can u keep a secret?)

ps: dear ai ren..if u are reading this may i remind u tat my bday is coming..n all i wan is to take a pic wif u..hehehe..oh ya n to anyone who haf ken hirai's songs (any song will do) and fish leong's silk road..pls contact me..thanks..n to those in jb n are bored pls contact me..i'm dying to go out..hehehe

Finally!!

finally!!finally pharmacy won the basketball match against M1/04..God is indeed fair..but happiness is short..jus when i tot we'll get first in basketball this year, we lost to sem 1..how? i'm not sure myself..prob was too tired..cos although i was there i din noe wat was going on..jus noe tat i dun like one of the referees..sigh..IMU cup as usual has been unfair..sometimes i wonder y..y pharmacy batch still wanna play when they noe they wont win fairly..no matter how good we are, we'll still lose..it's such a waste of time..is it??i think i got the answers when i read keli's blog..pharmacy batch always have the semangat to play..it doesnt matter if we win o lose..but then i think it'll be a better event if ppl win fair n square n the end result is not tat pharmacy always gets last o second last n that Sem 5 always wins the cup..if pharmacy batch is really tat lousy in the games i got nothing more to say..i wont even be so hardworking to b typing all this..but from wat i see is tat pharmacy batch this year is diff from the previous years..we've got more ppl who're capable of winning..and it's strange tat although we won quite a lot of events this year our ranking in the IMU cup is still way behind..prob if any of the committee of the IMU cup can enlighten me in this (or anyone who actually noe wat's behind this??)..or perhaps after months of counting doses i'm only capabe of transfering units of the active ingredient??hmm..probably the marks were counted in such a way tat normal ppl with normal common sense like me can never understand..like the way i can never understand physics..oh well..i jus hope tat for other events like track n field n cheerleading we can win as well..hmm..i jus rmr sth..i rmr bear told me tat this yr IMU cup has debate..strange isnt??and apparently is cos that one of the committee members can debate..man..wat's going on??does tat mean tat i noe how to play mahjong then i can include it in IMU cup??wont tat b nice??as long as no money is involved playing mahjong is not gambling..i'm really looking forward for the day when IMU cup has mahjong..

hmm..like happiness, sadness is short-lived too..well, after the basketball finals, we went to sri petaling to eat at waffer's world..and..surprise, surprise!! (well, if u read elyne's blog ad then it wont b much of a surprise..)my best frens in IMU, namely agnes, ai lynn, christina, elyne, huey, sze lay n boyfren n tze yan, celebrated my bday..in case some of u who din noe, my bday is in october..so pls dun start sms-ing me..hehehe..a bit perasan i noe..well, i guess i was too happy to be free again tat i din noticed tat my frens were acting strangely the whole day..seriously i did find it strange when patricia wished me happy bday but later dismissed it..was too engrossed in the basketball finals i guess..it was really a pleasant surprise and to all my frens who contribute tat nite..thank you..cos i noe it's not easy to organise this when we were in the midst of exam..esp u guys haf to celebrate rite after the exams..plus, in such a short time and notice too..thanks..i really cant imagine how great u are..mainly by being able to come up wif sth so special..hehehe..and as for my bday wishes, let's hope it comes true..hehehe..

finally, the last point for this entry..i'm finally free..free from exams!!too bad i'm not free from worry and anxiety yet..let's jus hope we all pass..

Attn to Sony Ericsson Users

i need help..anyone noe how to use sony ericsson phone??as i previously said i'm currently using a spare phone..which happen to be sony ericsson n i haf no clue how to use it..sigh..so if anyone can help me pls let me noe..thanks....

Truth o Dare?

so glad the one week thing is over..i can finally blog bout this..hehe..well, for dear zhi yong, (if u read this)..if u still wondering wat got me last mon, all i can say it's tat it was the result of the lil game we played on tat sun..was supposed to say a lil speech before shaking hands wif dear zhi yong n end it wif a few loud claps..thank god the response i got from zhi yong wasnt so bad..in fact, i wonder wat's on his mind when i was doing all this..his mind seem occupied..well, at least in the end he still asked me if i'm alrite tat day..hehehe..kinda glad he gaf the response he gaf tat day..or u might see my face turn red..sth which nv happened bfore..hehehe..thank god it remain tat way..

well, after my first dare, i stick to the good old truth..and i must say those ppl who played are quite good at digging out truth..hehehe..but most questions are directed to my love life which is unsurprisingly nothing fascinating..hehehe..so tips to other ppl who play this game wif me..nv ask ques bout my love life..nothing interesting..i think my other life is much more fascinating..hehehe..

Lizard Killer Strikes Again!!

hmmm..for those of u who dunno bout this..i think most ppl dun noe bout this..well, i got this nickname back at home..yup..they call me the lizard killer for some reasons..hmmm..so yest while helping my granny and running ard the place, i accidently, i repeat, accidently killed a lizard by stepping barefooted on it..(wont include anymore details..pretty gruesome)hmmm..sad huh?so when my sis n bro knew bout this, you can imagine wat happened to me given the previous history..sigh..but think my sis pointed sth quite rite..i really pity the lizard..judging by the size of it, it mus still be at its infancy stage..my sis was saying tat the poor lizard din even haf chance to grow up n enjoy life..not forgetting the lizard missed its chance to mate etc..sigh..wat a stupid entry..i'm jus bored of studying..

Lords of Dogtown

Lords of Dogtown..is a mus see movie..din realise it was such a great movie..so glad i went to watch it..hehehe..red eye n ah sou was ok..prob cos i expects too much..oh well..

somehow fri (9/9/2005) wasnt quite my day..felt reluctant to wake up..then after attending 10 minutes of my tutorial, guess wat..the stupid fire alarm went off..so we got to leave for the senseless drill only to be told to go back to class jus when i reached the place we're supposed to gather carrying all my heavy bags..i noe i'm supposed to leave my belongings there n run for my life..but as it is jus a drill, i worry more bout my bus ticket, handphone, mp3 player n money more than the rest of the things..and as i have the habit to hide every single valuable things at place tat i dun even noe n need time to look for it, i decided i might as well take everything down cos it seems to me tat the lecturer's not going to cont anyway..but lucky o not he did cont..good thing is i felt at least i din waste my time by staying till fri to attend this one hr tutorial when i can go back on wed by skipping this class..bad thing is i think my shoulder is breaking..thank god huey helped me carry one of the bags..sigh..

next i rushed to pudu as the tutorial ended late (unsurprisingly)..jus to find out tat the bus was delayed..sigh..for half n hour some more..then when i finally got on to the bus, as i was searching for my mp3, i found out i forgot to bring sth..i forgot to bring my handphone charger home..argh!!so now my handphone's dead n i'm using a spare phone..jus when i wanna sms huey bout sth, i discovered sth..surprise!!all my contacts were saved in the phone n not a single contact was in my sim card..unlike huey who managed to rmr mine when her phone was spoilt, i cant rmr anyone's number except my mum's, my dad's n my bro's..sigh..isn't this great..thank god i got almost the whole class' contact number..jus when i tot that everything will work out fine now tat i haf the list..

on sat nite i discover another bad news..even if i got the whole class' contact number, i dun haf my other frens numbers..other frens meaning frens from convent n not forgetting other family members except those mentioned above..n since my fren's bday is today n i dun haf her number, i tried to sms my other fren for her number..cos my inbox (sad to say..act is my own fault..hehehe..cos i delete everyone else sms n left hers alone) has only one person's number..and she din replied me..only today i found out tat she was in jb n using her jb line..while i sms-ed her spore line..wat luck..sigh..thank god i somehow got the bday gal's number n sms her but she din reply..hope i send to the rite person..sigh..well, so ppl, if u read this n u plan to sms me pls name urself..so far i've only identify huey n ai lynn..n if i guessed wrongly pls forgive me..

oh ya..n now my chatter box has gone crazy..seems tat whenever i type spacebar the word i previously typed got posted..then somehow it was ok again..n got crazy again..can someone help me??btw, rac..the book's not bad..hehehe..dunno wat type of books u go for..but yup u can borrow from me..i'm in jb till 25/9..n the book's in jb..so feel free to come n borrow..as for apple, i reply u in ur chatterbox ad..in fact, i think i flood ur whole chatterbox..hope u dun mind..really sorry bout tat..hehehe..will read ur project..

MPO guy

shud haf blog bout this long time ago..hehehe..lazy lar..well, saw the guy during MPO Open Day..in fact, saw him the whole time i was there..then guess wat..i saw him again..in IMU..think he's the new batch..but only saw him on first day..then as i tot my eyes were playing tricks on me, i saw him in a pic the seniors took..n show it to bear..hehehe..so happy..can finally convince bear tat i din see wrongly..and also quite relieved i din see 'things'..(it was still the seventh month..sigh)

hmm..think the title for this entry is kinda not appropriate..cos it's not mainly on tat guy..hehehe..finished PS: I Love You ad..not too bad..but din quite like it..prob Holly resembles someone i noe very much..n that someone is definitely not in my good books lately..sigh dunno y..probably is my fault..too discriminating..but cant do much bout it..but then again i'm probably too sensitive..Holly may not resemble that person that much..but there's definitely sth in Holly tat reminds me of the person..well, i better do some justice to the author..kinda surprise tat she's only 22..hehehe..got great talent in writing cos i dun think i can write like tat even when i'm 122..well, probably i'm exageratting a bit..but i think the author did quite good..too bad i jus dun quite like some parts..

and guess wat..i finally found the cover of velocity..with some help from bear..hehehe..well, i think i'm not suite satisfied by the story cos i feel tat the author shud haf explain more..but then perhaps it's purposedly done this way for watever reasons..well, not going to judge much bout it..but the bartender did impressed me each time he decide (or din decide) to do sth..will be a great book if the author clarify more things..it din fail to take me in surprise at each turn..i dunno whether i'm jus plain thick o wat but this is one book tat i fail to see wat's coming (except those plain easy ones) until it's reveal..oh well, get one urself n judge it urself..

here's sth to grab ur attention (i hope..took it from the book) :

‘If you don’t take this note to the police and get them involved, I will kill a lovely blonde schoolteacher. If you do take this note to the police, I will instead kill an elderly woman active in charity work. You have four hours to decide. The choice is yours.’

so..the choice is yours..to get the book o not..i got it from kinokuniya in klcc..seen it in mph..not sure bout borders n popular o times..but think borders shud haf..so, make ur choice now..

coming up next : book review on Sophie Kinsella's 'The Undomestic Goddess' when (a) i finish reading it and (b) i am hardworking enuff to blog..(i noe i did mention tat i'm not doing anymore book reviews but jus realised there's still a couple of books i haven read finish n 'The Undomestic Goddess' is one of them..)

Mirror, Mirror On The Wall, Who's The Ugliest Of Them All...

i dunno wat's your answer..but mine is definitely cinderella..sigh..for the first time in my life in IMU, cinderella's the most hideous IMCC of all..but i really mus point this out..tat 'princess' sure has got lots of guts to go up the stage n did watever 'she' did..too bad i dun haf any of the pics..better not post it..spoil my blog..

hmmm..been quite sometime since i blog..sigh..blame it on last week's class test..but i think those who noes me better would know tat the culprit is laziness...sigh..supposed to post on this book when i finished reading it..well, it's always better to be late than never, rite??hehehe..quite a nice book..when i was browsing the net for the pic of the book i stumble into this blog..seems like i'm not the only one who's reading the book..in case u r wondering wat book i'm toking bout, it's 'Asking for Trouble' by elizabeth young..nice book..hmm back to the blog i stumbled to..the owner of the blog is malaysian too and she (i think it's a she) read cecelia ahern's 'PS: I Love You'..hmm..i haven finished reading 'PS: I Love You' yet..will comment on it when finished..hehehe..

watch red eye n ah sou during the weekends..not bad..hehehe..was sort of scared to watch red eye cos my room mate told me it was a ghost movie..thank god it's not..planning to go watch another movie this wed..hehehe..so happy..long time din went for movie marathon ad..then went huey's place yest..played card games wif huey, bear n sze lay..contents of the game (well, partly, that is) will be revealed next week cos i promised to only reveal it next week..hehehe..

finished another book called 'Velocity'..by Dean Koontz..hmmm..cant find the pic of the book..so until i found the pic then only i'll tok more bout the book..act i jus cant find the cover which i haf..think mine's the UK version..sigh..cant they jus uniform it..

oh ya..from today onwards i guess there wont be anymore book reviews..except for 'Velocity' (if i can find it in time before my laziness sneaks in) and 'PS: I Love You' (cos i'm still reading it..hehehe)

hmmm..and i passed my 'down' period ad..hehehe..prob it's the stress from the neno class test..well, think i did quite well for the exam..cos first time in my life i got such remarkable results in class test..hope i can cont this performance..hehehe..

well, the time now is 2.41pm n i haven taken any meal yet today..so, i guess i gtg now..and continue another day cos i can feel the gastric being excreted out..sigh..plus there's the book waiting for me at home n my long-forgotten diary waiting for the updates..hehehe..

Wat a Day..

stupid pp1 essay..make me go crazy..sigh..keep on telling ppl wrong info..for those who got the wrong info..i'm sorry..sigh..anyway jus wanna post this pic..promise a fren i'll post up the pic of my new (act not tat new ad lar now) hp..hehehe..cant find the one same as my colour..so u haf to use ur imagination a bit..imagine it in red..

oh ya..forgot..my dear apple, 'call me elizabeth' is now available..let me noe when u coming to collect..or jus let me noe when u r in town..hehehe

The Power of Books

yup..i noe i shud be studying by now..hehehe..but jus rmr sth..books can be very influencing..sigh..been reading those neno books for too long..n it's beginning to put weird ideas in my head..sigh..made up my mind to stick back to the good old stuff i usually read before this..in case things get out of hand..hehehe..ok, really got to go now..

oh ya..before i forgot..my blog is 1 years old ad..sigh..supposed to 'celebrate' it on its bday..but forgot..poor thing..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

Miss Goatee

sigh..shud haf blog bout this days ago..hmm it's act bout a dream i had..hehehe..forgot the details though..jus rmr i had a goatee..some how..hmmm..it's kinda funny..but somehow it seems so real that each day i worry it turn true..hehehe...

went to MPO on sun wif bear..was a damn nice experience..love the classics..hehehehe..visit bear's blog for more info..lately been meeting wif my cousins..so fun..hehehehe..one of my cousins went USA last week..din act went to see her off cos of the time factor..but went to visit her the day bfore she left..too bad din haf enuff private time wif her so i was quite silent tat nite..cos most of our relatives came up from melaka to wish her etc(stuff u normally say to a person who's leaving overseas for studies)....

yest went out wif cousins too..so fun..too bad din get to tok for long cos when we meet is ad quite late..hehehe..sigh..yest huey they all went midvalley..wanted to go too..but part of me wanted to meet cousins as well..plus, i ad promied them..act i hoped that huey they all go out today..hehehe..so i can tag along as well..prob is a sign to me..asking me to spend today studying..if that's the case, i think i better stop..sigh..wasted half a day..doing nothing..oh well, will stop here..

so happy tat i'm going home tmr..

I'm Sick!!

Sick..sigh..sth i couldnt afford to be..hope i'll be ok soon..sad..sad..no mood to write ad..so this blog will be dead till its bday..hopefully by then i'll be ok ad..

The New Cheesy Pizza..For Cheese Lovers

i think only agnes will b able to appreciate this pizza..in my own opinion, the pizza has nothing much to offer..sigh..the prospect of eating many types of cheese is indeed inviting for a cheese lover like me..but i dun think i quite like it lor..hehehehe..prob i chose a bad flavor which din really go with the cheeses..anyway been real happy back at home..dun feel like going back..sigh..but wat to do..damn happy when i think tat our sem is going to end soon..so the sooner it is i can b at home..but then again, i dun wanna go scotland so soon..sigh..

I can see the sky..I can see the clouds..I can see the sun.......

i'm in paradise..hehehe..after enduring weeks of the neno haze, i'm back to where i belong..where i can see the sky, the clouds, the sun and breath more freely..hehehe..sigh..these few days damn tough esp for me..thank god i'm back at home..but still haf some side effects...hehehe..

pity the animals though..saw some on my way back in upm..sigh..we humans can escape to indoors..while they haf to suffer outdoors..some lucky ppl like me can go back hometown..n they still haf to stay there..sad sad

finish reading elyne's book ad..eleven minutes..damn nice..but then again, i realise that all the book i recommend in my blog are all 'damn nice'..hehehe..jus cant figure out this..y ppl still smoke when the haze is so bad..if u badly need to smoke jus go outdoors n deeply inhale..get all the smoke u wan for free..n stop lighting the cigratte..contributing to the haze..

Unlucky Day

sigh..was damn unlucky las sat (6/8)..went to pc fair tat day..fell down twice..fell when i was approaching the guardhouse while attempting to receive a call..in the end my phone ended up scratch..sigh..second time fell when i was climbing up the stairs..sigh..my feet was step by ppl umpteen times..and ah foo accidently step on my slippers..causing a bruise to form on my feet..sigh..basically i haf to check for injuries when i reach home..

anyway, i bought a new mp3 player..hehehe..to those who ad noe, yes..i ad got one..but then i jus cant resist this so i bought it..plus after travelling so far n squeezing thru sea of ppl etc i think i haf to buy sth..hehehe..anyway i'm giving the old one to my sis =p hehehe..

been damn neno lately..sigh..ok lar will stop here now...........

Nothing Much

hmm..damn pissed off with gmail lately..yest i cant log in..today, i cant send email..wat's the point of having an email acc when u cant log in to check ur mails n send emails??sigh..maybe i'm jus bad luck..

finally finish reading harry potter today..hehehe..finish it at ard 4.30 am..almost couldnt wake up for lecture..hehehehe..luckily huey called me which is like ard 10.20 am..i got like 10 minutes to get ready n rush to uni..went to lecture empty handed except for the essentials - money n hp..din haf time to figure out which lecture i haf so no notes were taken..now waiting for 2pm to come so i can meet my new tutor..so sad tat Dr Ling's going..sigh..

the book wasnt really up to my expectation..sigh..prob cos i haf too high expectation for it..find it quite plain compare to the previous ones..prob i kinda guess the ending..sigh..watever..guess it's time for me to conc on PP1 n HEP..........

Jus Plain Happy

i'm so happy..in a way..hehe..bear tells me yest i'm a good actress..cos althou i'm feeling kinda sad but i dun show it out..hmm..dunno if this is good news o not..hehehe..

wat i'm happy is tat after the previous entry i posted i'm quite shocked yet warmed by the responses i got..first, ai lynn sms me bout it..i'm reluctant to tell her n others bout the details cos like wat chun yau said : i only heard fragments of it..so there's no way i can conclude..hmm..then to my surprise bear n purple was concern bout it too..after they read the entry..hehehe..then my best fren was worried too..hehehe..

din blame her for not sms-ing me..sms-ing ppl from overseas is not cheap..wat i dun expect is..response/comment from chun yau..i had no idea he reads my blog..so thank you all..(the sequence of the names mentioned above is based on wat i saw/heard first..cos i dunno which comes first..)hmm..prob some of u may wonder why am i so happy over such small things..i tot no one would bother but seems like i'm seriously wrong..

next, i guessed i'm happy cos we dun need to retake the cvs exam..sigh..a load off my back..so damn happy that i dun need to study tat again..for now tat is..another tat i'm happy is prob tat bear got back her print quota worth RM 3..may seem little to some of u but believe me..RM 3 is a lot when it comes to print quota..

last but not least,

Thanks to all for ur concern..Have a nice day...........

Not So Perfect After All

sigh..went home this weekend..was quite happy despite some stuff happening..jus when i tot i would return to bt jalil in an overall happy mood, i kinda overheard a piece of conversation which totally ruin my whole week..possibly whole month..sigh..

hmm..guess i'm prob too naive o wat..cos i always tot my family was a grat family althou we're not as rich as others etc..but nevertheless, we're happy..i tot..sigh..the fragments of conversation i heard totally shattered my perception of my family..prob i've been dreaming too much........

Call Me Elizabeth

bought this real nice but not cheap book from MPH las thurs after my CVS exam..CVS exam was ok since it's much easier than i tot..been quite fan bout certain stuff these days..almost went bonkers on tues (26/7)..felt like jumping off my balcony..sigh..guess i really too stress..

A great book bout a great mother..i really salute to the author - for her courage..courage to endure all the sufferings she suffered..and her courage to write it all into a book..besides that, her love for her children is really beyond imagination..cant say if wat she did was rite o wrong..cant possibly judge her since i myself never went through all those..this book really touches my heart..more so as it's a biography rather than pure fiction..

Plain Gross

sigh..felt real sick after reading a news report on child pornography in Malay Mail on Saturday..the things tat ppl do to kids are jus plain gross..some dads rape their child cos they can sell the video to earn some cash...some jus practically sell their kids to others for filming porn..sigh..cant continue anymore..feel damn sick now..

The Ugly Side of Human (Part 3)

been thinking of blogging this entry for days..had this plot in my mind when i came back last Sunday..hehehe..somehow due to my laziness(as usual) and stress(from CVS interpertation exam) the posting of this entry was delay..hmmm..plan to act post this up only after my CVS exam..but then again, life goes on..so might as well post it today since i'm so free n haf nothing better to do =p (this is the 2nd time i'm typing this..sigh..lost the first draft..so guess this would b inevitably shorter than the original one..tired of typing)

as usual, i would like to warn whoever is reading this page, if you're unhappy wif wat i am going to write down here, there are a few things you could do :

a) close the page..there's this cute little x at the right hand side corner of this page

b) write down any comments you feel like it..no foul language though..we're in the 21st century ad..be civilised a bit for God's sake

c) go back and think..there is a high chance when u dun like wat u hear or see from ppl is tat it's the 'ugly' truth about you..so it's high time to do some soul searching

Secondly, i would like to say tat this article is not directed to anyone i noe..if u feel tat it's directed to you, it's just a pure coincidence..cos there is no way it's directed to you since it's based on myself..if you do find this familiar, you should rejoice instead..cos u're not alone..

So, here goes the ride through the ugly side of human..(for the third time)

recent incidents happening around me kinda indicate tat most humans, if not all, actually enjoy using each other for various reasons(mostly selfish reasons)..basically, i myself noe of a few people of tat kind..everyone from all walks of life have, whether directly or indirectly, use another human being for their own advantages..remember the time u ask favours, be it small or big, from others?well, tat's the time when u join the 'club'..the club of using ppl..situations like this happen everyday..i bet many of u had/have/will use others for ur own purposes..if you beg to differ, all i can do is congratulate u for making into the list of 'ugly' humans..for telling such a 'beautiful' lie...(pls refer to The Ugly Side of Human (Part 1)

chronic 'users' only tok/phone/sms/email (in plain english contact) u when they need a favour from u..the favour range from wanting transportation from u to asking u to be their personal Pos-Laju..it's ok if u ask favours from others, i mean who nv ask favours before?(i would be lying through my teeth if i say i haven)the fine line bet 'normal users' n 'abnormal users' is the ability to noe the limits..it's fine if u noe ur limits..but sadly, many ppl out there dun haf the basic instinct to noe the limits..

toking bout noe-ing limits, one shud really consider this when trying to criticise others..it's ok to haf healthy comments bout others..but it gets nasty when u forget the limits..bottom line is dun ever think tat u are perfect..cos no one is in this world..always take a good look at urself before criticising others..stop saying others are stupid when u urself are NOT tat smart..if u really are, u wont be here wif me in the first place..u'll be six feet under ground, alongside wif Einstein..and to those of u out there who had been criticising me for ages..here is a lil advice for u:

a) even my parents dont mind..why should u??y bother urself wif my matters??dont u haf A LOT of things in hand??mayb u shud jus mind ur own business??if u are really tat free, mayb u can do wat Jasper suggested..get a spouse and haf 12 kids in a row..tat'll keep u busy both physically n mentally for good..

b) u r not as perfect as u think..true, there mayb some qualities in u which is better than mine..neverthelessly, according to bear:

in my opinion, "perfect" (I really mean perfect in every ways) people won't even discriminate others as they are already so perfect that they dun have any flaws at all! So, whoever you think is/are perfect here, is/are not perfect.

c) this is me..i like the way i am n would nv change for now cos i feel comfortable being the way i am..so either u accept me, or jus get out of my life..cos u r definitely 'friends' who are not worth keeping..

lastly,

I wonder why...I wonder why AA has plenty of comments even when her entries are predominantly made up of few short sentences... =p

ps:i plan to blog three entries at first..but somehow i guess i'll jus combine all three together to make a real LONG one..hope u enjoy this..do leave a comment..badly needs them to soothe my nerves..hehehe =)

BORDERS..

went to Times Square las wed..watch a movie wif miss bear..hmm..a very chim movie..not a good option if u jus wanna relax n enjoy..mayb i jus dun quite like to think too much..after the movie, went to borders..nice place..real heaven..till now haven explore finish the store..hehehe..bought two books from there..finish one of them in jus one day..damn nice..the book currently is wif purple..i would definitely recommend this book..hehehe..althou i dun think everyone will like it..really still depends on wat type of book u prefer..

one of the books i bought...damn nice~

n3n0-ing

Before


After

Today was damn happy for obvious reasons..hehehe..took these pics on sat during the Cheer 2005..so happy tat Dynamitez won..hehehe..they were great..

learn many stuff today from bear n foo..hehehe..tat contributed to my happiness today..but i mus agree tat there are some issues which kinda got on my nerves today..guess will b highlighting some of them..hehe..got this really neno lecturer teaching us now..sigh..damn good at 'blowing cow'..he loves to waste time boasting bout his past..think i mention this bfore..sigh..but wat to do..he really sux lar..unlike miss bear i'm going to give him an evaluation report at the end of this sem tat will make him stop neno-ing(i hope)..

damn stress these days..got too many stuff haven done yet..sigh..but one thing which i've been looking forward to is tat i'm going back this weekend :D

Before After

A n3no Day

hmm..wasnt really enthu in writing bout the midvalley trip yest..till i saw miss bear calling us monkeys..hehe..so guess we would soon be calling names at each other soon..hehehe..basically this blog isnt mainly bout yest..cos i guess the main outline bout the trip will be from bear's blog..so this entry would be on wat had happened the past few days n stuff..

i guessed i mus haf grown older A LOT these days..on las tues, a lecturer, who obviously had not taught us bfore, mistook me for another lecturer..this incident created an uproar in my class..sigh..i still cant figure out wat makes me look like another fellow lecturer to him??hmm..wished i could go in further details bcos this incident seems to brighten up many ppl's day upon hearing bout it..but somehow i jus dunno how and where to start so if u r really interested let me noe..

hmmm..another 'funny' incident happened this mon when we were having HEP workshop..somehow my words were not appropriate..hmmm..i was merely asking the lecturer if i could show him my outline privately..and it seems that the word 'privately' causes many to imagine stuff..sigh..i was kinda ok wif the reaction they gave but it seems tat it causes the lecturer to feel kinda awkward n stuff..he was kinda weird today when i went n see him regarding my draft..hehehe..so i guess it's kinda obvious he remembers me?!?hehehe..so basically u can feel awkwardness n stuff hanging in the air when i was in his room for..yes, 'private' sessions on my outline...:p

hmm..basically i like all my lecturers this sem except for tat one n only..sigh..i'm not sure y i dislike him tat much..but he's really a waste of time..as in he spent the first half of the lecture toking bout wat i consider as rubbish..or should i say he spent the first half of the lecturer boasting bout himself..arghhhh..and end up couldnt finish the lecture..if u r really tat great mayb it shud ad be one of ur principles to stick to the time..man..if u r given 1 hour to lecture then finish it in 1 lecture..if u finish the lecture earlier (which i doubt it) then u do wat u like wif the excess of time..by boasting bout urself at first half of ur lecture, u are basically wasting my time n money..n if u haven noticed it, u had ad lost most of the attention from the class..the class gets more n more restless towards the end..sigh..

hmm..basically was damn excited the day bfore yest cos yest was going to midvalley for two movies..but my spirits was kinda dampen by tat neno lecturer..thank God my spirits lift up when we got the movie tickets..hehe..had Sushi King for lunch n Pizza Hut for dinner..all well ends well..i managed to buy the beans my aunt wants..u can kinda imagine how i look when i return to vista..exactly like Santa Claus wif his huge sack..hehehe..

guess tat's all for now..got to run..having a lecture soon..will blog again..when i feel like it..

A New Hope To This Blog

hehe..not really sth big deal lar..jus tat i'm kinda lag in everything i do these days..from academic to social to entertainment etc..sigh..been kinda behind wif all my revisions n stuff..then this mon i receive my HEP topics..sigh..more work to do..haven done any research yet n i've like tons to study..plus the lab practicals to cover before each sessions..sigh..one thing i am thankful for is tat i'm exempted from the damn EARLY english class..hehehe..hmmm..i dun really noe wat i'm busy wif cos i dun even haf time to go online to check emails n blog..yup..so for the first time in my life, the reason y this blog seems dead is tat i haf either no access or no time to access to the net..and not becos of my laziness creeping in..hehehe..strange har??

remember my previous entries when i said that i was forever changing n adapting to the environment ard me??hehehe..guess i'm adapting pretty well in my new home..hehehe..so much so that now i hardly had afternoon naps(pls disregard this week..hehehe..cos i've been having a lot of 'nite activities' which are unpredictable)hehehe..strange huh?for a sleeper like me??guess it's bcos i sleep at ard 11.30pm everyday now..and wakes up at 6.30 am( another shock for those who knew me well..hehehe)hmm..y wake up so early u may ask..well, been jogging wif frens (namely tze yan n jiet hui) every morning at 7 am..hehehe..kinda too healthy for a person as lazy as me?!?kinda like this healthy lifestyle..hope it'll last although this week i've been skipping jogging sessions due to the late 'nite activities'..

hmmm..probably many will misinterpret the 'nite activities' i do every nite this week..well, basically is tat my roommate (ai lynn) is not ard these days..so i kinda forgot bout time when i embarked on new missions i set for myself..normally stop only when feel tired..bad way of timing my tiredness huh??wif ai lyn ard, i sort of haf a 'reminder' wif me..so was kinda glad if she's at home..so i'll sleep earlier n thus wake up earlier n not taking afternoon naps..which will lead to me wasting a lot of time..arghhh..i cant believe this...i cant believe tat one day that a sloth like me will say tat sleeping is a waste of time...well at least sleeping too much..hehehe..i dunno whether i should rejoice o mourn for this sudden yet healthy(acc to my mum n almost everyone i guess) change..hehehe..

guess tat's all for now..sigh..damn tired now..slept only for less than 3 hours..played caesarIII wif elyne yest till 6.30am(yeah..tat's one of the notorious 'nite activities')sigh..getting addicted to games now..stupid laptop..hehehe..maybe i shud stick to old n slow laptops so tat i wont b encourage to play games too much..thank god there's now connection now at my place..or i'll be lagging more..going for lab now..(really worried bout pharmacy practice labs..looks tough..cos any small mistakes will lead to a deduction in ur marks..God bless me..)

sO hApPy!!

hehehe..damn happy today..cos my new notebook has arrived!!yea!!guess i'll be spending my free time playing with it ad..hehehe..well like usual nothing much happen..except i just cut my hair..cut by my mum..hehehe..

was kinda angry at first..cos i tot she cut ad i looked like an idiot..but when everyone seems to like it i kinda feel quite happy about it ..hehehe..my face n neck is full of scars now..the result of me scratchibg it..feeling damn hot these days..sigh..maybe cos of the long hair..finished the book elyne borrowed me..was quite nice esp some of the neno parts..looking forward to her other recommended books..

today got scalded by hot oil while cooking..was actually frying chickens..now my body is covered wif red bruises..hehehe..went sushi king yest..i haf to admit that the sushi king in my hometown sux..everything oso dun haf..and i haf to wait for so long for my ebiko and stuf..they dun haf inari oso..walao..ate two plate of sushi then i went out ad..everything oso dun haf..go back drink green tea better..sigh..ok lar..this is supposed to be a happy entry..tat's all for now i guess...

I'm Free!!

hehehe..so happy..today is the last day of my days working..hehehe..jus got my pay..quite happy wif it..i actually earn RM 6 per hour..hehehe..nowadays damn busy..no time to watch tv..so wasn't able to online..hehehe..basically this few weeks i'm busy moving house..thanks to ai lynn, agnes, elyne, huey n dylan..i was able to move my stuff in one day..was damn tired after tat..but upon reaching home, i've got to carry out my new responsibilities..

my granny was unable to cook for these few weeks cos she jus undergoes an eye surgery..so i took over the kitchen n i am the cook of the family for these few weeks..i'm doing great (i think..at least my food is edible :p)hehehe..my sis n bro is kinda neno bout my cooking..kept on criticising on my cooking..nothing much though..but i think i cook better than my aunts n mum..hehehe..my granpa said i shud quit studying n be a cook..i think wat he meant was quit studying n be a housewife..hehehe..

tomolo going to watch star wars wif my pay..hehehe..couldnt wait till sem starts..but then, when the sem stars, i think i'll be looking forward to the breaks..hehehe..that's life isn't??so contradicting at times..

The Lazy ME!!

hmmmmmmm..just came back from ENT..had my ear wax removed..according to my mum, i'm a very expensive child to maintain..hehehe..first, my eyes needed speccs..n i changed them so damn frequently..yet i never wear them..hehehe..next my nose needed special care due to synus(dunno how to spell)..hehe..then my teeth needed braces and stuff..and finally, my ears needed to be attended by specialist every 3 years..why??cos i got a very hard ear wax..chinese believe (at least my parents do) tat ppl wif hard ear waxes (like me) are stubborn ppl..quite true lar..hehehe..so ya..got my ear wax removed today..

the feeling's great..hehehe..cos i can hear properly again..lately haf been working part time..yup u din see wrongly..i'm working part time..on fri, sat n sun..12 hours a day..as an art teacher..teaching pre school kids who are driving me crazy..hehehehe..hmm..next wat else i've done..ya..been vexed bout accomodation..cos kena halau by landlord..then at first found a place to stay and all is well until tat neno guy who went back on his word..so i'm homeless again..then now decided to move in to stay wif my fren..hehehe..wont say anything yet until i move in for sure..or else ppl will get very confused..hehehe..oh ya this holidays i did a lot of cooking, driving, eating n working..sigh..damn scared of the results which are coming out next week..think i got to stop here now..going to fetch sis..hehehe..

ps: haven update my diary even though everytime i say i'll update it..hehehe..see when i damn semangat only go update my very outdated diary..hehehe...

If I was born a guy.........

if i was born a guy..sigh..thanks to this statement in elyne's blog..i've finally got sth to write bout..hehehe..let me see..if i was born a guy..wat would i do..hmmm..first thing tat come to my mind will be the freedom i'll be having..hehe..not tat i hate being a gal but the things tat come together wif being a gal is jus too much..from constant nagging from mum bout safety and stuff to things which gals aren't supposed to do..sigh..hmm..maybe if i was born a guy thing wouldnt haf been so restricted..hehe..

after an hour staring at this screen, except for the freedom thing, the no period thing and the no more sex discrimination part, i still cant come up wif other ways tat guys haf a better advantage..hmm,..since i ad spend like more than 15 years being a gal, and i'm still alive, guess i would jus stick back to being a gal..sigh..this title is harder to tok bout then i first think..guess i enjoyed being a gal too much..

ps: the only thing i think i'll enjoy being a guy is tat i can haf sex 24/7 n dun worry bout getting pregnant..hehehe..n no period..nice..for a fantasy tat will never come true.......

Semester break

hmmm..let me see..my finals sux n i dun wanna tok bout it..basically did nothing these few days except watching naruto n dvds..finish all of them ad..hehehe..

then spent time in the kitchen wif granny and let me see..going to be my cousin's private tutor starting tomolo..my diary is like one month behind..arghhh..so plan to update it after this..actually waste my time sleeping eating watching tv online playing mahjong etc..hehehe..
first few days when i came back i actually kept on thinking of studying..hehehe..must be post-exam syndrome..sigh..whenever wanna eat o sleep i'll think of studying..going to go crazy soon..after exam only got the urge to study..hehe..then yest when to watch divergence..sigh,,not as good as i expect it to be..but ok lor..not too bad..hehehe..

well today woke up late cos yest watch midnite show n erm lately i damn tired for no reason..when i wake up, i found i got no place to stay in vista..my hsmates all moving out..sigh..so later after much hassle, i finally confirm moving to elyne's place..sigh..the thing was jus finalised..jus hope tat i got place to stay..and not like las time..hehehe..well, my next movie will be xxx2..hehehe..dunno when going to watch but hopefully soon..

oh ya been driving ard the town these few days..still sux in driving..kinda surprised tat i din damaged anyone's car YET..hehehe..ok lar tat's all for now..going to eat junk food then neno a while only update my long-forgotten diary..sigh..

IMU Ball..

hehehe..i noe i'm super duper slow compare to the rest of my frens who already flooded their blogs wif pics n comments on the ball long time ago..hehehe..now i'm beginning to think that i'm more like a sloth than a chameleon..hehehe..oh well, first of all, i'm not going to post any pics on the ball here..bcos i dun haf any!!stupid camera played a trick on me..sigh..got myself armed wif plenty of batteries cos i noe i'll b taking pics till i drop..well, i DID took pics till i drop but none of them is using my camera..sigh..so it was kinda useless n mafan to carry my stupid camera..

on the whole it was the best ball i've ever been to..but then again, how many have i actually been too??hehehe..guess i like this one cos i basically prefer this time's make up rather than the last time one (i noe huey has been saying i look like a stepmother..hehehe..but who cares??i like it then can ad lar..)secondly the make up's i up to my mark n CHEAP..thanks to jiet hui and frens..hehehe..hmm and this time..for the first time in my life (pathetic i noe) i got a date!!hehehe..sigh..kelian my dear princess..sigh..sorry i left her alone..maybe tat's y she called me cinderella stepmum..am i tat old??sigh maybe..

one thing i hate bout this ball is the food..but then again..when did the food in these type of occassion does not sux??heehee..was quite glad my chicken did not fly to the next table..oh ya..would like to thanks Dylan for helping me potong the stupid super hard bread..sigh..the food was so western..so full of bread..yet lack of cheese..sigh..anyway, was walking all over the place all the time either wif huey o dylan o both..(yup u guessed it..they were my camera man..)hehehe..

dunno whether i really damn ugly o wat but most ppl seemed to be shocked to see me..really tat bad meh??hehehe..sigh..think so too..judging from all the pics..but i still think i look pretty tat nite..hehehe..not on photos though..sigh..i'm living in a denial world..wanted to take pic wif prof ong..but the batt in huey's camera went flat..stupid..oh ya..my sai lou n sai sai lou were very pretty wor tat day..hehehe..quite a lot of ppl were very pretty tat day..EVERYONE except tat princess huey.. =p

who ask her say i like stepmother..hehehe..well, frankly speaking, huey din make it to the list cos i ad expected her to be tat pretty lar..so only those seldom wear skirts n stuff make it to the list..btw, i wear skirts to uni everyday..sigh..ad sem 3 n still a lot of ppl come telling me they nv seen me in skirts bfore..either u weren't paying attention, o my roughness hides away the skirts..hehehe..

hmmm din noe which paragraph to insert this..should be at the beginning i guess..but nvm lar..i AM a messy gal..well, we were late at the ball and guess wat..the door wasnt closed as promised..hehehe..why late??cos i was slow in getting ready..cos desmond's car went into smoke halfway the journey..was enjoying myself watching him neno the car..ya..i noe i'm a sadist..hmmm..why late again??oh ya was taking pic outside the ballroom..damn reluctant to get in..plus i jus sprained my ankle..was act surprise tat i could get on my heels but had to walk awkwardly cos it still hurts..thank God dylan was around..hehehe..so was act taking my own sweet time getting into the ball room..

ok..guess this will be enuff bout the ball..for those interested bout teh pics pls visit acrix blog..hmmm..look around lar..sure got ppl put one..oh ya n princess huey's frenster..hehehe..me not putting any pics..

It's NOW or NEVER

If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it .
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .

If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him.
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you . And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .

If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.
Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him.
Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them.
Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it .
Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

A Stroke of BAD Luck

it's been a bad day for me yest..first, i was sick after the trip from Ipoh..sigh..was having flu n stuff..next, jus when i tot of sleeping in as we only had class at 1.30, elyne came to my place asking for Grace's ID..so i drag myself off the bed, reluctantly..went reach uni, found out tat the computers in the e-labs are either not functioning or it's already been occupied..sigh..what luck..finally found a place..then turn out i couldn't log in due to some 'technical' reasons..so used joe's account..

as i was using other ppl's account, i couldnt print my stuff..so had to print later..went in late for both lectures..then after lectures, couldnt find a single functioning unoccupied computers..found one in e lab 4..comehow, i only managed to print 1 page out of my 9 page lab report..the ret din come out for some reasons n my print quota was minused..sigh..next, i went out of library, fuming madly..next thing i noe i slipped down the escalator n fell..as i was about to pick myself up again, i slipped again due to my inability to balance..so in the end i got my stuff scattered around the place and my heels were spoilt, and of course, the climax of the whole scene, i sprained my ankle..sigh..

then at nite, dylan came n massage/rub the area for me..then, we felt the building shaking..at first i tot was me feeling giddy n stuff, elyne on the other hand tot i was shaking the bed (we were both sitting on the bed)..no one realise till when dylan said out loud tat the building was shaking..next tat happen is wat i called a total mess..the same time when we discovered the building was shaking, my housemate came back..n my two seniors was out of their room..so there was a lot of conversations going on..my only worry was whether if the building will collapse..hehehe..sounds weird now..but tat was how i feel..then i sudd realised i jus sprained my ankle n if the building were to collapse, i will be the first to perished..sigh..thanks to my great housemates, who accompanied me step by step nv thinking of going first n leaving me bhind..we literally walked down a flight of stairs fom the tenth floor this way..the whole scene in the stairs can be depicted as a mini september 11 scenario..except there's less ppl n panic all together..

when reach the ground floor, i joined elyne to go insearch of huey..saw her in pyjamas wif the rest of the imu ppl outside imu..in the end, i slept overnite at my uincle's place wif huey n elyne..i cant bear the pain of going up again wif my sprained ankle..sigh so i opt for a place which doesnt required me to climb stairs n stuff..went to see doc this morning n got two days mc..a tern advice from the doc tat i should not put weight on my left foot for two days..thus, i cant walk for two days except for going to toilet etc..sigh..

even at the breaks where i was allowed to walk at minimal level, i find walking such a torment..so for ppl out there who takes walking for granted, it's time for u to appreciate both ur legs..and for ppl like elyne who thinks walking can be achieved by jus one leg, i'm so sorry to say that u're utterly wrong.. :p

mOThS!!n more..

guess it's time for me to make this place alive again..hehehe..lately damn stress..basically is cos i'm having my practical exam on microbiology tomolo..n a class test on monday which i have NOT revised yet..then another class test on next fri..sigh..the msian project is coming too..including two more reports to write..and i'm left wif only 3 weeks for this semester..and yet..i'm planning to go to the ball..wat's wrong wif me??arghh..like right now, i'm supposed to study for tomolo's exam..n i'm here blogging n msn-ing..sigh..jus SICK of studying lar..

basically i'm getting out of the topic..plan to blog bout moths..hehe..and how scared of them i were..for those who are elyne's constant fan, i guess u'll noe wat i'm toking bout..hehehe..i actually went to her place to spend a nite cos i'm afraid of the moth lingering around my room..well..it jus happen yest, while i was busy doing my pharmaco project, the same species of moth flew in again..sigh..u can guess how terrified i am..as i was damn busy i did not really freaked out as bfore..but as it settled down near me, i began to change my ind..called elyne for help..and being a good fren she came down to my place n caught the moth for me..despite tat it was around 1.30 am..for those animal lovers..u'll be glad to noe tat we did not kill the moth..jus merely put it in a plastic bag wif sufficient holes for air to go thru..but being soft hearted..hehehe..i untied the plastic bag (which we left near the dustbin in the kitchen) and..yup, u guessed it..as soon as i untied the plastic bag, i ran back to my room as fast as i could..sigh..pathetic huh?

i dunno why my place always has so many moths coming..esp my room..sigh..can anyone tell me y??is there any explanation bhind it??hehe..well, i was so scared tat more would come, i ask elyne to close my window n decided to turn on the air-con..din dare to go near the window in case there were more..hehe..well, enuff of moths toking..

tomolo or rather today, i'm supposed to conduct the msian studies class on my own..we're supposed to discuss bout the project we're doing..but frankly speaking, i doubt tat the attendance will be of satisfactory..and i can see dylan's face smiling at me now..a face which keeps on telling me tat i look like our msian studies lecturer..sigh..i dunno which part of me, whether facial features, character, etc, tat reminds them(agnes, yee huey, elyne dylan etc) of her..let's jus hope everything will turn out fine..

had microbiology presentation today..presented case 11..sigh..too bad i din get to present case 6..hehehe..presented wif yee huey n agnes..supposed to be individual work..hehehe..somehow we manage to persudae Mr Khalid to allow us to present it together..damn funny lar esp when others are doing it alone...hehehe..great experience though..hand in my pharmaco draft today (shud b yest) to prof yeoh..hehehe..manage to finish it by dawn..so i kinda slept for a few hours only..

hmm..may o may not go to imu ball..depending on the situation..hehe..funny thing is i'm not tat keen in going to it..not tat much..mayb cos i'm too busy to even think..sigh..oh well, it doesnt matter much if i'm going o not..hehhe..at least ta's true for me..btw, CHRISTINA WONG, if u're reading this, where's my dance club t-shirt???sigh..everyone in my class are so tensed up till they may explode at anytime..tat's true for me too..ok will stop here now..will blog again when i'm on the verge of having a neervous breakdown again..

Do Not Read..You'll Regret..

Had not blog for a long time..sigh..due to many reasons lar..jus found out from a conversation wif my fren tat there's something i cant tolerate bout other ppl..sth which i hadn't change despite of my 'chameleon' character..

somehow i totally dislike n disagree wif ppl who are either really brainless, or they haf the brain but choose not to use the full capacity of them..to me it all come to the same point tat to a certain extent they are brainless..i noe it seem harsh to a certain point n i noe some of them jus cant help it but somehow i jus cant seem to accept the fact..

i jus cant help feeling tat such ppl shouldn't exist in this planet..maybe i'm to close-minded..maybe ..maybe not..wat's the logic behind a person who is qualified as a professional but act as an idiot in front of his o her lover??a person who is qualified to be a professional clearly shows tat he/her has a certain amount of IQ and plenty of active grey cells within the brain..but how can one human being stooped so low tat even a school kid will tell u tat the person is brainless??perhaps it's bcos of love..perhaps..but pls..wake up from ur dream..there are no more fairytales which u used to believe when u were a kid..life is a reality..u haf to learn by hoook o by crook tat nothing is forever..no matter how strong n sweet ur relationships are, it will not last..no matter how deeep is ur love for each other it will not last..it's kind of obvious by jus looking at the divorce rate..Asians are fortunate in the sense tat divorce is not encourage..but still, the numbers are rising too!!

if the person is jus slow in watever thing he/she is doing bcos he/she is born (sad to say) brainless, tat i can more o less accept n sympathise..but an individual, who has the capabilities and brain, for some reason o other refuse to use it, makes my blood boil till it evaporates..i noe it seems a bit exaggerating but i guess tat's the only way i can relate my feelings..mayb i'm too emotional cos even when i'm typing now i could feel my blood boiling..

some of u may say: why bother??watever the person does is non of ur business wat...true..it has nothing to do wif me..nothing at all..not until that 'brainless' person becomes ur fren..then u get to see more of he/her more..and sees more of his/her idiotic and pathetic self..u'll feel helpless for not able to change the way he/she does things..i too would love to not bother wif tat person but truthfully, i cant..for some reasons i jus cant stop feeling angry whenever he/she turns from a brilliant n clever person to a brainless n idiotic person in a flash..

maybe i too am brainless..too hopeless too perhaps..who moes maybe u're always tolerating at my frequent brainless n idiotic way..well in tat case, like all brainless ppl, i'll NOT care the least of wat u think bout me..hehehe..perhaps tat's the reason why brainless ppl will always be brainless..but then again, like i said, nothing is forever..maybe one day brainless ppl will finally be enlighten..

A Tribute to a Friend..The Best I've Ever Had..

Thanks Sin Siu..Thanks for everything you did..without u, there will never be the me today..Thanks for ALWAYS being there when i needed u..although i had treated u a rotten way (during Form 2), u never ceased to be my fren, my soul, my diary, my teacher, my guardian, my angel, my everything..they say ppl whom u met in life will never leave ur life without leaving a footmark..if tat's true, u're the one who has the deepest mark in my life..through ur own ways knowingly or unknowingly, u taught me things tat can never be taught in schools..through ur little ways, u showed ur care in bundles..u are the only one who noes me so thoroughly tat sometimes it surprises me..even before i speak, u noe wat i'm going to say..in you, i found my perfect fren..and because of you, i hope to be, in turn, your perfect fren..thank you once again, my fren, the BEST i've ever had..

The Power of Words

Just realised how powerful words can be..be it spoken or written..by choosing ur words carefully,not only can u convey ur msg across, u can HURT or WARMTH others' heart depending on ur own will..to be able to do tat, u must of course be well equipped with vocabulary of tat particular language..

A certain msg can be conveyed very tactfully..so tat the recipients are protected from the 'sharpness' of the words..the SAME msg can be conveyed less tactfully..for those weak-hearted beware!!this also goes to show the beauty of words (and also the skills of the user)..some words when used alone seems dull and unprovocative..but when used together, it can touched other ppl's life, hurt them and evoked many more complex emotions..

Guess it's time for me to honed my skills..skill in using words, skill in communicating etc..i wonder how many hearts have i touched jus by using words?certainly less than those i've heard..yes..unfortunately i belonged to the group of people who can 'kill' people using just my tounge (pls dun think dirty)..but i believed tat i'm getting better nowadays..and one of my aims is to be able to touched ppl's life with the same tounge which was used to hurt ppl bfore..

As usual, it's always easier to be a bad person than a good person..found it extremely hard to achieved my aims..for once, in my entire life, i feel like being quiet..so tat i can neither do harm nor good..