Call Me Elizabeth

bought this real nice but not cheap book from MPH las thurs after my CVS exam..CVS exam was ok since it's much easier than i tot..been quite fan bout certain stuff these days..almost went bonkers on tues (26/7)..felt like jumping off my balcony..sigh..guess i really too stress..




A great book bout a great mother..i really salute to the author - for her courage..courage to endure all the sufferings she suffered..and her courage to write it all into a book..besides that, her love for her children is really beyond imagination..cant say if wat she did was rite o wrong..cant possibly judge her since i myself never went through all those..this book really touches my heart..more so as it's a biography rather than pure fiction..

Plain Gross

sigh..felt real sick after reading a news report on child pornography in Malay Mail on Saturday..the things tat ppl do to kids are jus plain gross..some dads rape their child cos they can sell the video to earn some cash...some jus practically sell their kids to others for filming porn..sigh..cant continue anymore..feel damn sick now..

The Ugly Side of Human (Part 3)

been thinking of blogging this entry for days..had this plot in my mind when i came back last Sunday..hehehe..somehow due to my laziness(as usual) and stress(from CVS interpertation exam) the posting of this entry was delay..hmmm..plan to act post this up only after my CVS exam..but then again, life goes on..so might as well post it today since i'm so free n haf nothing better to do =p (this is the 2nd time i'm typing this..sigh..lost the first draft..so guess this would b inevitably shorter than the original one..tired of typing)

as usual, i would like to warn whoever is reading this page, if you're unhappy wif wat i am going to write down here, there are a few things you could do :

a) close the page..there's this cute little x at the right hand side corner of this page
b) write down any comments you feel like it..no foul language though..we're in the 21st century ad..be civilised a bit for God's sake
c) go back and think..there is a high chance when u dun like wat u hear or see from ppl is tat it's the 'ugly' truth about you..so it's high time to do some soul searching
Secondly, i would like to say tat this article is not directed to anyone i noe..if u feel tat it's directed to you, it's just a pure coincidence..cos there is no way it's directed to you since it's based on myself..if you do find this familiar, you should rejoice instead..cos u're not alone..
So, here goes the ride through the ugly side of human..(for the third time)

recent incidents happening around me kinda indicate tat most humans, if not all, actually enjoy using each other for various reasons(mostly selfish reasons)..basically, i myself noe of a few people of tat kind..everyone from all walks of life have, whether directly or indirectly, use another human being for their own advantages..remember the time u ask favours, be it small or big, from others?well, tat's the time when u join the 'club'..the club of using ppl..situations like this happen everyday..i bet many of u had/have/will use others for ur own purposes..if you beg to differ, all i can do is congratulate u for making into the list of 'ugly' humans..for telling such a 'beautiful' lie...(pls refer to The Ugly Side of Human (Part 1)

chronic 'users' only tok/phone/sms/email (in plain english contact) u when they need a favour from u..the favour range from wanting transportation from u to asking u to be their personal Pos-Laju..it's ok if u ask favours from others, i mean who nv ask favours before?(i would be lying through my teeth if i say i haven)the fine line bet 'normal users' n 'abnormal users' is the ability to noe the limits..it's fine if u noe ur limits..but sadly, many ppl out there dun haf the basic instinct to noe the limits..

toking bout noe-ing limits, one shud really consider this when trying to criticise others..it's ok to haf healthy comments bout others..but it gets nasty when u forget the limits..bottom line is dun ever think tat u are perfect..cos no one is in this world..always take a good look at urself before criticising others..stop saying others are stupid when u urself are NOT tat smart..if u really are, u wont be here wif me in the first place..u'll be six feet under ground, alongside wif Einstein..and to those of u out there who had been criticising me for ages..here is a lil advice for u:

a) even my parents dont mind..why should u??y bother urself wif my matters??dont u haf A LOT of things in hand??mayb u shud jus mind ur own business??if u are really tat free, mayb u can do wat Jasper suggested..get a spouse and haf 12 kids in a row..tat'll keep u busy both physically n mentally for good..
b) u r not as perfect as u think..true, there mayb some qualities in u which is better than mine..neverthelessly, according to bear:

in my opinion, "perfect" (I really mean perfect in every ways) people won't even discriminate others as they are already so perfect that they dun have any flaws at all! So, whoever you think is/are perfect here, is/are not perfect.

c) this is me..i like the way i am n would nv change for now cos i feel comfortable being the way i am..so either u accept me, or jus get out of my life..cos u r definitely 'friends' who are not worth keeping..

lastly,
I wonder why...I wonder why AA has plenty of comments even when her entries are predominantly made up of few short sentences... =p

ps:i plan to blog three entries at first..but somehow i guess i'll jus combine all three together to make a real LONG one..hope u enjoy this..do leave a comment..badly needs them to soothe my nerves..hehehe =)

BORDERS..


went to Times Square las wed..watch a movie wif miss bear..hmm..a very chim movie..not a good option if u jus wanna relax n enjoy..mayb i jus dun quite like to think too much..after the movie, went to borders..nice place..real heaven..till now haven explore finish the store..hehehe..bought two books from there..finish one of them in jus one day..damn nice..the book currently is wif purple..i would definitely recommend this book..hehehe..althou i dun think everyone will like it..really still depends on wat type of book u prefer..

one of the books i bought...damn nice~

n3n0-ing

Before


After


Today was damn happy for obvious reasons..hehehe..took these pics on sat during the Cheer 2005..so happy tat Dynamitez won..hehehe..they were great..

learn many stuff today from bear n foo..hehehe..tat contributed to my happiness today..but i mus agree tat there are some issues which kinda got on my nerves today..guess will b highlighting some of them..hehe..got this really neno lecturer teaching us now..sigh..damn good at 'blowing cow'..he loves to waste time boasting bout his past..think i mention this bfore..sigh..but wat to do..he really sux lar..unlike miss bear i'm going to give him an evaluation report at the end of this sem tat will make him stop neno-ing(i hope)..

damn stress these days..got too many stuff haven done yet..sigh..but one thing which i've been looking forward to is tat i'm going back this weekend :D


Before After




A n3no Day

hmm..wasnt really enthu in writing bout the midvalley trip yest..till i saw miss bear calling us monkeys..hehe..so guess we would soon be calling names at each other soon..hehehe..basically this blog isnt mainly bout yest..cos i guess the main outline bout the trip will be from bear's blog..so this entry would be on wat had happened the past few days n stuff..

i guessed i mus haf grown older A LOT these days..on las tues, a lecturer, who obviously had not taught us bfore, mistook me for another lecturer..this incident created an uproar in my class..sigh..i still cant figure out wat makes me look like another fellow lecturer to him??hmm..wished i could go in further details bcos this incident seems to brighten up many ppl's day upon hearing bout it..but somehow i jus dunno how and where to start so if u r really interested let me noe..

hmmm..another 'funny' incident happened this mon when we were having HEP workshop..somehow my words were not appropriate..hmmm..i was merely asking the lecturer if i could show him my outline privately..and it seems that the word 'privately' causes many to imagine stuff..sigh..i was kinda ok wif the reaction they gave but it seems tat it causes the lecturer to feel kinda awkward n stuff..he was kinda weird today when i went n see him regarding my draft..hehehe..so i guess it's kinda obvious he remembers me?!?hehehe..so basically u can feel awkwardness n stuff hanging in the air when i was in his room for..yes, 'private' sessions on my outline...:p

hmm..basically i like all my lecturers this sem except for tat one n only..sigh..i'm not sure y i dislike him tat much..but he's really a waste of time..as in he spent the first half of the lecture toking bout wat i consider as rubbish..or should i say he spent the first half of the lecturer boasting bout himself..arghhhh..and end up couldnt finish the lecture..if u r really tat great mayb it shud ad be one of ur principles to stick to the time..man..if u r given 1 hour to lecture then finish it in 1 lecture..if u finish the lecture earlier (which i doubt it) then u do wat u like wif the excess of time..by boasting bout urself at first half of ur lecture, u are basically wasting my time n money..n if u haven noticed it, u had ad lost most of the attention from the class..the class gets more n more restless towards the end..sigh..

hmm..basically was damn excited the day bfore yest cos yest was going to midvalley for two movies..but my spirits was kinda dampen by tat neno lecturer..thank God my spirits lift up when we got the movie tickets..hehe..had Sushi King for lunch n Pizza Hut for dinner..all well ends well..i managed to buy the beans my aunt wants..u can kinda imagine how i look when i return to vista..exactly like Santa Claus wif his huge sack..hehehe..

guess tat's all for now..got to run..having a lecture soon..will blog again..when i feel like it..