Jus a Thought...

You were on your way out of the ward after your rounds..jus then, a figure caught ur eye..he was sitting cross-legged with his back hunched forward..you walk towards him and realised he was one of your patient who was discharged a few days ago..you exchanged a few words with him and his daughter..he looked breathless but other than that, he was fine..assuring him and his daughter that he will be fine, you headed home for the weekend..

when you were doing your rounds on the following week, another man was in the patient's place instead..browsing through the registry, you realised his name was no longer in it..thinking he might have been discharged during the weekend, you continued the rounds..as you were exiting the ward, you heard one of the staff nurse talked about that patient..you stopped by and asked her about it..

it seems that the patient passed away earlier on Sunday..he was actually doing quite fine one Saturday and Sunday morning..he was able to walk around the ward and talk for hours without the help of oxygen mask..the doctors and staff nurses were sure that he could be discharged soon..on Sunday night, he was suddenly breathless again..the medical team tried their best..he passed away soon after his attack..

prior to his attack, he was chatting to this staff nurse..he told her that he has lost all strength and hope to live on..it saddens him each time he was warded as he sees his family members took turns to take care of him..he feels like a burden to his family..minutes after this chat, he had the fatal attack..

you were sadden by this news..just moments ago you rejoiced thinking he got better and was discharged..it seems as though it was only yesterday you saw him the first time in the ward..it seems as though it was only yesterday you taught him the correct technique of using his inhalers..it seems as though it was only yesterday you stopped by his bed to chat to him and his family members..and now he is gone..

at least throughout his stay here his family members took turn to take care of him..they took turns to visit him..the other patient at the neighbouring ward wasn't so lucky..she was one of the regulars in this hospital..and each admission would take weeks, even months..never once have you seen her family members..she was abandoned by her family to a nursing home in the area..each time it was the nursing home who admitted her..and now, the nursing home is abandoning her in the hospital..it seems that her family has stopped paying the nursing home..

Life is short..treasure those around you..

Birthday :)

got an ipod from my aunt, got myself a new mobile, got a surprise gift from a "mysterious" fren..and lots of love from family :)

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aren't they lovely?

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i need to cheer up..sigh..but it's kinda hard..hopes tat everything goes well.....

At Last..

I'm out at last..lol..although din get wat i wanted..but still better than none..onli get to start work on wed..wakakakakakaka..wish me luck!!n hopefully everything will b smooth sailing from now on..

Guess Where?

i'm bored..n this blog needs to b revived..so let's haf some mini games..guess where are these places?

Scotland

Taiwan

Korea

Melbourne

USA (Washington)

Hong Kong

Indonesia (Bali)

if u do not know this, u shud wack urself..

Going Insane..

sigh..things have not been going well for me..first, my car was covered wif cow's blood..then a patient's kns attitude spoilt my mood..n i received numerous complaints bout my place..sigh..i onli been away for a week..wat the hell happen during tat one week..

damn..super miss HSA now..tat one week was like heaven..although i leave at 5.30 (sometimes later) i dun feel as shitty as i feel now..

n today i was told to buy rubbish bin for the clinic..those idiots realli think i spent 3.5yrs of studying jus to buy a rubbish bin for the clinic..damn..there's no way i m going to buy it..kns..i haf enough going on ad..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

can someone tell me when has it been a pharmacist job to buy rubbish bin..KNS..i dun even buy my house's rubbish bin..

Indonesia Open

wakakaka..taufik is going to the finals..kekeke..will face LCW tmr..hopefully he wins..wakakaka..sigh..hopes tat my kursus will finish faster then can come back n watch the game..kekeke..wah..long time din feel so happy ad..kekeke..

kimi, i'm still waiting for my pressie ;p

THL..

wakakaka..i finally found it..kekeke..taufik's blog..n found out tat he is gg to haf his own sports wear line..kekeke..

i have a wish..kimi, can i haf one of taufik's sports wear??wakakaka..

THANK YOU KIMI!!

Singapore Open :)

kekeke..had a great time in Spore today..missed the times we watched Sudirman Cup in Glasgow..kekeke.. i hope tat boonsak wins tmr..kekeke :)

sigh..pics sequence is in a mess..lazy to edit ad la..need to rest my eyes for tmr..kekeke..

Singapore Open..

kekeke..cant wait for the weekend..singapore, here i come :)

Super Random..

having a massive headache now..sigh..jus finish my homework..tmr got to go work somemore..to babysit a bunch of kids..n i can smell trouble on its way ad..sigh..then need to tidy up my store..not sure when will be done..sigh..hate audits..arghhhhhhhhhhh....i wanna sing k!!

sigh..heck care la..think i'll jus finish it on sunday..kekeke..hopefully they come when i'm not ard..then at least no need to ans to those endless questions..

sigh..headache..maybe a few rounds of mahjong can cure me :p

oh ya..pics from yum cha session the other nite..

kelvin, where's my nugget n drumstick pic??

SPUB

received this SPUB from my fav place..of all the goodies i received from it, this must be the best..

i haf no idea wat the pt is getting..any geniuses ard??try guessin wat the pt's getting..i jus hope it's not some super alien drug tat i dun haf..then i'll haf to go begging ard for it..wif angry pts at the counter not understanding the situation..jus like today..sienz..

Accident..

sigh..had this accident today..kinda similar to the one tat kimi had..which she told me when i was in muar tat time..

was driving back home..happily..finally finishes my work for the day..was passing one of the many traffic lights back home..there's this super long lorry in the next lane..jus as my car is at its "head" (no idea wat it's call la..ask me bout human anatomy i might noe..car anatomy..sigh..i used to call side mirrors as the car's ears..so u get wat i mean la..), the stupid lorry started giving signal tat it wanna come into my lane..sensing sth wrong, i started horning him..think the driver is super deaf ba..cos he went ahead n yeah..smack my car..then i started horning louder n longer..he did not stop until i decided to press the horn like there's no tmr..then onli the deaf driver heard me..n started sticking his head out of the window doing animated things..i think he's scolding me o sth..like i care..u drive into ppl's lane w/o prior notice..unless less than 3 secs of signal can consider as prior notice..plus..i m ad at his vehicle head..where do u expect me to go??up the divider??idiot..n i tot i was sucky in driving..

he then started giving hand signals to ask me reverse..walao..my car is almost below his lorry lor..reverse n knock into one of his huge tyres ar??n if i reverse i will knock into those box looking things under his vehicle (again, no idea wat the hell it is)..then his colleague came n ask me to reverse..i keep pointing to the stuff tat i gg to knock if i were to reverse..then the driver start to get more animated..the other guy kept asking me to reverse..using hand signal, i ask tat guy to come over..u so keng u come reverse la..n he jus stood there asking me to reverse..so i did wat i can do lo...take my phone n call the police..well, din call the police la..jus wanna threaten them onli..wakakaka..in holiday mood ad..jus wanna get home asap..wif minimum damage to my poor car..

when the guy saw i took my phone attempting to call, onli he approach me..n yeah, i dunno wat got over me, i lower my window..super big mistake, cos now i realise how dangerous it was..wakakaka..luckily nothing bad happen..n got my car out wif minimum damage..another super big mistake is tat i forgot to take down the lorry's plate number..man..but wif me being almost under the truck i cant see anything but tyres..n tiny boxes under the truck..

think the stupid driver tried to come into my lane cos his lane is super slow..walao..for God's sake..heavy vehicles shud stick in left lane la..if u wanna come to right lane pls see if there's any mini car next to ur vehicle o not..stupid..kekeke..i v bad oso la..cos took half day off..so actually got nothing better to do..so after the accident happen i keep stalling the driver's time..wakakaka..who ask u so kan cheong ar..sigh..mus rmr to take down car plate number ad..

so advice to ppl, if u so unlucky n had an accident, rmr to jot down the other ppl's car plate number..call the police o someone who can help u la..nv wind down ur windows (like me)..cos it can b super dangerous..

sigh..so my poor car suffered some scratches..lights still working, engine still working..side mirror was scratch..luckily the glass din broke..erm, not sure got anymore damage la..need to check in detail tmr onli will noe..need to wash car too..too dirty to noe if it's jus plain dirt or anything worst..

so bai nee nee..wait till i repair my car ar..then onli i take pic let u see..wakakaka..u come back see urself la..i malas to take pic :p

oh ya, kimi, see u tmr!!kekeke..cant wait till tmr..sigh..think i super lookin fwd to this break..this accident din affect my mood abit..wakakaka..bring camera!!

Randomness..

paiseh..been real busy lately..din even haf time to update my blog..sigh..clinic gg to join stupid contest..so been OT everyday..

nothing much to update..jus work work work n more work..super sien..was stealing pics from bro's camera..came across the pics we took during dad's bday..

i like this camera..makes all my pimples invisible..kekeke..

after gg thru his tons n tons of pics, i still cant find my bday pics last year..sien..think it's gone ad la..

super looking fwd to may..kekeke..gg to KL soon..celina, me gg to kl instead..wakakaka..3 more days to go..3 more days to go..excluding tmr la..

Happy Easter Day :)

Hungry..

am working in clinic now..damn sien..super hungry too..sigh..got bout 10 ppl still not yet come..n i jus got a call that one of them is gg to be late.. -_-"

why they dun haf mc d here??no nd drive thru like in bp la..at least got delivery service ma..sigh..super hungry..

btw, back's ok now..can kill a tiger ad..wakakakaka..

Agony..

fb says i haf the mentality of a 21 year old..mum says i m physically 60 years old..o mayb older..cos i sprained my back since last fri..n there seem to be no progress at all..it hurts when i lean, when i sit, n esp when i lie down to sleep..will get those irritating spasms each time i lie down..when i do get to sleep, i cant get up the next day..the whole body goes "solid"..as though i haf been mummified..n when i can finally move myself, pain greets me..used to love to sleep..now i dread to go to bed..

sigh..can i change a new back??think it's super swollen now..sigh..

Hooked on to this Song :)

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

Excuses..

sigh..sick of excuses..if u r so good at lying, can u at least try to b more creative??at least gif me a more original excuse la..o sth tat can humour me throughout the day..sigh..life is as bored as it is..i dun need other things to spoil my day..I WANT TO TRANSFER!!!!!

Pyjamas..

Mum : nah..this pyjamas for u..

Me : huh? (looked surprised..n starts rummaging the plastic bag..) but there is onli one..u ler??

Mum : (no answer)

Me : Sis ler? y sudd buy pyjamas??CNY over ad wat..

Mum : cos u dun haf pyjamas.. (and walks off)

Me : ???? (din understand at all..took me a while to finally realise it)

i haf been wearing the same pyjamas for ages..occasionally (very reluctantly too) changing to my other pyjamas (which my sis gaf it to me..cos she din wan it) when my pyjamas is taken to wash..

mum must haf tot tat i m so kesian tat i dun haf pyjamas..until i need to wear my sis unwanted one when mine was in the washing machine..the truth is i haf got plenty of pyjamas..the reason y i always wear the same one is cos i like it so much..wakakaka..din tell my mum cos i din haf the heart to..esp when she purposedly get me a new one..gg to keep my current one ad..wakakaka..n wear the new one more often..

15 Days Over..

and 3 more to go...wohooooo..

cant stand it anymore..getting more n more grouchy each day..if weekend dun come sooner, i think i'll most prob end up dead..or mayb ppl ard me will die first..wakakaka..cos patience seems to b slipping away..

cant wait till this fri..wakakaka..

Another Miserable Weekend..

this is my second weekend working this month..been workin for 12days straight..by the end of next week, i would haf work for 18days straight..

sigh..n i can feel a cold coming..i desperately need some rest..damn hungry too..hadn't eaten anything this morning..am waiting for the remaining ppl to come..thank God i haf got a series of things to do to keep me awake..like walking all the way to the back of the clinic to get water to boil..repeat this 5 times n i shud haf enough water to last me for this weekend..need to remind myself to refill one of the pt's medication too..which is located at the back of the clinic as well..hmmm..by the time i finish my 18days work, i shud b able to lose some weight..wakakakka..

oh ya, n updating this miserable place wif nothing exciting........

Bored..

hmm..nothing to do..not sure to go back for the day o not..so basically i m rottin here..wif nothing better to do..mornings are always chaos for me..firstly cos i cant seem to wake up in time..secondly, there's always so much traffic..n police checks on the way..n finally, everyone seem to b able to arrive earlier than me..n every trouble seems to appear in the morning..when i m most busy..

so now i m left alone in the office cos every single soul left for lunch..n i m stuck here alone wif practically nothing to do, no one to tok to n rotting away..guess tat's wat u get for stayin so damn far from ur workplace..m looking forward to next week..wakakaka..cos starting next week, i shall not b alone anymore during lunch hour..

hope time flies to friday..wakakaka..cant wait to meet my "twin sister"..oh ya..n those lovely food (i hope) tat i will get to eat..wakakakaka..hotel food shudnt b worst than hospital food rite??

ai lynn, when wanna come teman me at this God forsaken place again??come n rot wif me ler..wakakakaka..

Updates..

it's been ages since i actualli sit down n blog..so wat haf i been doin all this while??

hmmm..let's see..working n fb-ing..been realli hooked to facebook lately..ever since my sis came back..n introduce me to the games..not forgetting ming jia..who suggests pet society to me..so basically i've been busy fb-ing..

work..sigh..i rather not tok bout it..really need to get out more..n stop surroundin myself wif anything tat's related to my work..but tat's kinda hard..n yeah..tat's oso part of the reason y i change the template..i'm sick of looking at pills..n patients..

hmmm..things haf not been goin as smoothly as i tot lately..but i dun think i m this unlucky..wakakaka..kesian ming jia..

ming jia, when wanna come out yum cha??very sien ler..sun pian ajak the rest too..

shall stop here for now..need to get back to my fb games..lookin fwd to tmr :)

New Year..New Template..

took me whole nite yest to figure things out..then took me 2 hours to finally finish editting the template..did some major change to the original template..normally i wont choose this type of template cos :

1) fonts are too small

2) too much scrolling needed

3) page loads too slowly

4) lots of clicking needed to go to diff section..super mafan..

but i realli liked it..so took me like 5 hours yest to actually figure out how to edit this yest..by the time i finish figuring it out, i was ad too tired to do anythin..wakakaka..maybe it's been too long since i changed my template..

hope the designer dun mind too much bout the changes..hehehe..

Happy Chinese New Year

finally, it's here!!wohoooooo..a long whole week to myself..hopefully no annoying calls from work..sigh..

wishing everyone a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

pic done by sis :)

Pissed..

sigh..sth is super wrong wif my msn..either i cant log in o it will log out on its own..n then i cant log in ad..due to some unknown error..sigh..can anyone tell me wat's wrong ar??dying soon..

Happy Birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

New Books!!

wahahahahaha..finally got the books..cant wait to finish them..

Thanks Shannon n her fren for getting the books for me :)

Happy New Year!!

paiseh la..poor ppl like me "see 5 cent as big as niu che lun" la..wakakaka..so to those who din receive my msg,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

AND 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR NEW YEAR BOY..

ok la..haf to sleep ad..super sien..new year eve n i cant celeb..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh