Firefox is Back!!

yeah!!firefox is back in action..meanin i will most likely to post pics tonite..for now, nite nite

Wishes from Malaysia..

i finally got my very very belated bday card from my mentee today..hehe..along wif a chinese new year card..damn happy..went n post some post cards today..goin to nap soon n later goin to fry rice..hehe..tonite goin to get the sweden pics n post them on my blog if i am not too tired..stupid firefox..cant assess to my hotmail, gmail n blog..ish ish..so now using my IE..ok then..below are the pics of the cards..



belated bday card (outside)


belated bday card (inside)


Chinese New Year Card (outside)


Chinese New Year Card (inside)


ps: i still hate to edit my blog using IE..hopefully tonite firefox is back in shape..

Home Alone~

jus came back from sweden..reach jbc like an hour ago..then found out tat poor agnes was left home alone when the rest of the house went out for dinner..prob to celeb huey's bday..hopefully she was not intentionally left alone..n if she was realli left alone intentionally, i hope it was not bcos of me..if it is, well, i guess i haf to make up to agnes..(but tat does not mean tat i wont neno u bout ur attitude and ur last minute-ness towards the essay n academic stuff, agnes..jus tat u got gp visit n tat u r kinda kelian cos was left alone today..so i decided to "postpone" the lecture..be prepared tonite..kekekeke..even ur pengganti oso cant save u..cos ur pengganti too cute ad..no heart to hit her..)

oh ya..think i need to explain a bit bout the pengganti thingy..kekeke..damn cute..cant blieve u act think up this "kiew" to neno me..lol..when i was in stockholm msn-ing wif agnes, she told me she got a surprise for me..then when i got back from stockholm, i was greeted wif wat i tot was a whole stack of A4 papers..which was damn obvious tat it was from agnes (cos no one in my hs ever leave anythin other than the daily letters in my mail box except agnes..)..so i took it in n read it..all i can say was one word :CUTE (but too bad, agnes..u r beyond hope..so not even the cuteness n creativeness can help u this time..)..kimi tot i would scream when i saw tat..kekeke..too bad kimi, i din..kekeke..anyway, i think agnes' creativity n art work improves a lot..judging from the halloween card she gaf me..but then i got a feelin tat kimi helped her..lol..ok, enuf words..pics of the stack of A4 papers from agnes:


cover page..


contents..

pengganti agnes..lol..


hehe..as for pics from sweden, pls visit naked buddies' blog or siaw vun's blog..cos i din bring my camera so all pics are not wif me..when i got them n if i am in good mood n damn free then will upload them..in the meantime, pls go to their blogs..esp ah foo..kekeke..i am told to direct u to their blogs..esp mingjia's n sharon's blog..hmm..on second tot, i will post the pics tat i like best esp for my ai ren..kekeke..the only pics i got from sweden is my "trophy" of souvenirs (erm..the phrase sounds weird..kekeke..heck care la..)..behold, the reason y i return broke:

bell from kiruna..love the sound..kekeke..wanted to hang at my mobile cover but my cover was too small..so got it a new home..my sling bag..

reindeer's fur key chain (if i am not wrong)..hang it on my mobile as a mobile charm..kekeke..love it..(looks like brush though..)

chocolate stirrers for agnes, kimi n me!!goin to use it when we drink hot choc..kekeke..

sweden pin for my pencil box!!hehe..my collection of pins is growing..yipee!!(paiseh for the "blurness" of the pic..lazy to remove the plastic..)..been collectin pins from the countries i been..missed out swiss one..anyone goin swiss in the near future??let me noe wor..thanks..

fridge magnet 1 (gift for someone..kekeke..)

fridge magnet 2 (gift for someone too) bought the first one..then went to another shop n saw this..love it n bought it..n now i am in dilemma..cant decide which to give who..

ps: ai ren, let me noe which fridge magnet u like k??cos i realli cant decide..hope u like it..

i haf definitely changed..years ago, i wont haf given this six santas a second look..now, they are so irresistable tat i din even haf any second tots of buyin them..kekeke..they are tiny!!


first three from the right up close

last three from the right up close

ps: my sis gonna neno me for this..but it's mine..muahahahahaha..realli love it..regret tat i din bought more..shud haf bought two to three more sets..kekekeke..


one of the 5 postcards i bought..sent two home from sweden ad..the rest cos i cant remember the address so got to wait till i get back..kekeke..

stockholm nite view..wif slight snow..

part of old town of stockholm during the evening..

some view from sweden country side..

last but not least, the most expensive gift of all from my trip..

a pair of red hand made wooden horses from sweden..think was called dali horse..not so sure though..this pair is for my cousin who is goin to get married this year..kekeke..as their weddin gift..dunno appropriate o not..jus hope they like it..

hmmm..think those who noes me shud noe this..tat is my feet is too small for my body..sigh..hence i keep falling..lol..or mayb tat was an excuse by me for my clumsiness n carelessness..anyway, i haf been fallin non stop during this trip..more so during the skiing..the reason i said tat i learnt how to ski n walk on the last day in kiruna is tat skiing is realli closely related to how u walk..erm at least tat was in my opinion..i can proudly n loudly said tat i am the best faller n most frequent faller during the ski..lol..i sort of fell on the SAME spot for more than 5 times..meanin i get up then fall then get up then fall..thanks to the soft snow "cushion" so i was not tat badly injured..kekeke..but then things are kinda diff in glasgow..floors are damn hard..yeah..i din manage to reach home "safely"..fell when i was jus bout to reach home..rite in front of jbc..rite after we said hi to kalai..sigh..sort of twisted my rite ankle n my left knee is blue black now..shud b fine after applying ointments n stuff..i hope..

conclusion of the day : if u cant prevent o avoid falls from happening, minimise the impact of the fall..hence, minimise the severity of the fall..if u do fall, pick urself up from where u fall..n move on..life goes on.. (hehehe..the philosophy i learnt from falling..kekeke..think it applies in life in general as well..)..tat's all for today..now is 3.28am..need to do plenty of laundry tmr..

ps: thanks sharon, ming jia, chee mun and siaw vun!!had a great time wif u guys!!sorry for makin u guys wait for me cos was kinda slow n kept falling..n thanks for worrying bout me..lol..esp when i get too cold..thanks for everything..

Sweden Post..

last day in stockholm, sweden..had great fun here..goin to the airport in 45 minutes time..currently i am broke..left wif 4 sek..had used my card umpteen times..dread to see the bank statement..sigh..but i had a holiday experience that i nv had bfore..seen the aurora borealis..had a ride in dog sledge, drove snow mobile, learnt how to ski (n walk)..had snow fight..made snow man..almost froze to death (temperature in kiruna on the first nite was -37)..bought plenty of stuffs for myself..kekeke..ok..gtg..time's up..how i wish i spent another extra day in kiruna (it's in the artic circle and is a place in sweden..)

Kiruna~

yeah..finally finish my neno essays..thanks kimi for letting me camp at ur place for so many days..then somemore kidnap ur baju n bag to kiruna..kekeke..ur bag damn good..a lot of space..if u got prob wif ur pharm care essay then sila rujuk essay saya lar..hehehe..i jus found out tat both the essay haf to b in the same document..sigh..hopefully my every ready fat will be able to put to use..n hope tat by the time i am back, i lost 5kg..sigh..think i realli need to sleep..sleep..sleep..oh ya wont b ard these few days, so wont b updating this..n wont b checkin the emails..so any changes to the air tickets wait till i come back la..n s for those of u who still dunno, dds results are out..hehehe..long time din see tat type of results ad..damn happy..was too busy to b happy yest..so now in conjunction wif my trip to kiruna, can happy till cukup cukup..jus hope i dun fall asleep..o froze to death there..

if u cant understand this post, ignore it..it's typed at a semi conscious state..wif eyes opened no larger than the 5p coin..

Reunion Dinner..

sigh..after many trials, i gaf up..still like the old template the best..kekeke..anyway, got so much to do bfore i haf to prepare for tonite's reunion dinner..kekeke..tried calling back but failed..sigh..wasted money..sad sad..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

hmm..new skin for a new year??lol..black background..not ideal for pantang person..but i like it..hehe..got a pig template since this year is a pig year..anyway,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

One Down, Two More to Go...

phew..finally finished my research project draft..total page = 65 pages excluding references..if u were to add those then the whole thing is 72 pages..consider short ba..lol..was even longer bfore this..sigh..

one down two more to go..not feelin tat well now..dunno is cos i stayed up whole nite..sigh..two more neno pharm care essays to go..how to write one essay in 3000 words??it is impossible!!i confirm will overwrite..always like tat..sigh..hopefully can maintain in the word limit..500 words for a case summary??throw in the pharm care plans some more..plus pt being admitted to hosp for more than a week wif almost all parameters goin haywire..n u still wan me to summarise all those in 500 words??kill me ba...

sigh..but i am glad tat i chose this course..glad tat i came here to study..kekeke..mayb CNY is comin..my whole mood is lifting..sigh..but still got two more to go..sigh..

Disgusting..

lesson of the day: do not simply add stuff to ur food..unless u r making rojak..

sigh..jus had my dinner..regreted addin stuff to it..now goin to throw the rest in bin..wat a waste..but the dinner was truly disgusting..

n i like ben more than hira..his replies are more frequent n less messed up..kekeke..

oh ya, went for gp visit on tues..was a real eye opener for me..at least now i noe y i am studyin so much for tat one hour test..i noe y i am workin my guts out studyin for those few hours of test..actualli, i am not realli studyin for those kns papers..but studyin to enrich my knowledge..cos if i noe less than a person who nv receive trainin as a pharmacist, can i still call myself a qualified pharmacist..will i still haf the pride to call myself lee ai lian??lol..i think not..pride comes bfore fall..rite now, pride is my only motivation..but then temptations are always so easy to succumb to..kekeke..

ignore me..disgusting food can make u think to much..n tok nonsense..if u understand wat i wrote, well then good la..if not then forget it..

Beautiful Fairytales..

yeah..beautiful fairytales..sound familiar, kimi princess??lol..there was this post on v day in tat blog...makes me laugh non stop..no wonder dun wanna go dinner wif me n agnes la..got kimi date u ad..wif his f1 car some more..walao..jus heard from patricia tat u can actually own a star n haf it name after u..for ard 40 to 50 pounds..lol..so, kimi princess, did ur prince name his f1 car after u??lol..

agnes was elated tat she got her v day gift from her didi..he gaf her a swatch voodoo love watch..the thing tat makes me (n prob him) wanna bang my head is tat she dun like the watch..well at least no as much as the voodoo doll tat comes wif it..she sort of "chuck" the watch aside n showed everyone (almost) her voodoo doll..n din mention bout the watch..it was until i notice tat the doll was from swatch onli she admitted n very reluctantly show me her watch..lol..but she was still very protective of her gift..kekeke..

as for me, hmm..gaf two cheesecakes to kimi princess n agnes for their v day..got on a "date" with joe (TSM, pls dun kill me..return him back to u..lol) n other batch reps in the noon..then plan to go to lonely hearts wif mike??(Lol..was one of the joke we came up wif during the pharm care discusssion)..still waiting for my choc from my airen..n waiting for my one n only rakan sekatil to come tonite (kekeke..no need belasah the person la..come teman me tonite..lol..)

oh ya, bai ni ni, if u read this, how was ur date wif lil john??kekeke..blog bout it k??in ENGLISH..thanks..kekeke..happy v day wor..

to all the couples in my class, hope u guys have a great vday..totally agree wif TSM on her vday post though..

paiseh, no rose pics or love knicker wif lots of love or love pics..erm, no love shape bras as well..hehe..onli got this:



to dearest agnes, stop complainin tat i din put ur pics in my blog..kekeke..n ps: i not lesbo n am not crazy..so, will u stop using ppl's skype to neno me??kekeke..


paiseh kimi princess, dun haf pics of me kissing u..ur kimi damn protective..nv lets me borrow u..plus i scared he drive the f1 car he named after u to run me over..

to my dearest ai ren..dun haf pics of me kissing u either..which i think u r quite relieved bout it..i dun wan red carpets o billboard on the day i arrive..i jus wan to noe wat u were thinkin when u wrote wat u wrote on 19/9/06..dying to noe....


lastly,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!


Dying Laptop..

my laptop is dying..first a dotted line appear like one month ago..now, another new line joined..sigh..anyone got any idea how to fix it??is it realli a sign tat my lappie's screen is dying??

Idiot..

sigh, i am an idiot..

Pissed Off..

My dear, I noe i am no dean's list standard..neither am i a first class honours standard..but when i asked u to reconfirm ur dates will u mind jus doin tat..nothing n onli tat..dun come n show me ur GREAT intelligence cos i am not interested..u wanna flaunt ur intelligence go else where..i am workin my ass for u n all u return is an email full of sinis..if i dun need to do the kns air ticket for u, i will definitely haf plenty of time to study..who noes, i might get better marks than u..i dun expect a word of thanks or gratitude from u..jus cut ur nonsense n let me noe wat i wan..surely u are INTELLIGENT to do so..when ppl ask a simple yes o no question, jus ans either yes o no..dun need to elaborate..i am not doin an essay o saq ques here..no marks are allocated..THANK YOU!!

Note : this is directed to one particular person..if u think is u, then is u..if not then no lor..as easy as tat..(agnes say i sound like chun keat.. do i??i surely hope not..lol....)


Bad Mood..

mood in the morning : dunno..still sleeping interrupted by occassional period pain..

mood in the noon : bad..grouchy..down..irritable..dunno-y-i-exist..tired of life..basically all negative moods..but not bad enough to end my life (not stupid enough..not irrational enough..)

current mood : full..(ate too much food..went to fridays to eat..think might help my bad mood..how wrong i was..)feeling better..but got a big hole in my pocket now..sad..sad..sigh..wasted money n time..hurt my ankle AGAIN..sigh..

anyone got any cure for bad mood??or am i in the stage of needin antidepressants??hope not.....

Post Exam Stress...

finally finish the dreaded exam..how do i feel??sucky..wif PES n period pain clashing together, i feel lifeless..sigh..got to finish my research project draft by 16th..n two pharm care essays which i wished to be able to finish by 16th as well..so tat i haf nothin to do on CNY n jus b a PIG..sth i had not been for a long time..in between those two, i got to go GP visit, prepare for presentation, meeting, work..sigh..wonder if i can manage to juggle all within these 8 days (actualli is 7 days n a half ba..plus me goin to nap now..hmm..which leaves me one week)..not forgettin spring cleanin n laundry to do bfore CNY...mati la..sigh..goin to haf more sleepless nites...wont blog these few days ba unless i am damn bored wif the assignments..sigh.....

Plain Lazy..

wat u do when u are jus too lazy to study n do past years??for me is to drop by to the blogs of P1/04 n leave a msg in their chatter box if there is one..if there is none..then i haf to wish u all from here ba..sigh..dunno wat i tokin oso..brain is blank now..someone pls let me copy ur answer tmr!!lol..anyway,

ALL THE BEST N GOOD LUCK PPL FOR BIOPHARM TEST..



sigh..one hour of test..weeks of pain n restlessness..is it realli worth it??

Colours of Love..What is yours??

love is orange
hidden between red and yellow
masked by the hectic life
and personal desires...

love is pink
the moment red and white blend
when the innocence and purity dissipate
and the flame of romance is ferocious...

love is green
when blue collides with yellow
jealousy emerges
personal desires become strong
while one loses one's cool and calmness

love is purple
when red meets blue
the flames of romance burn within
and never to be revealed
while calmness and coolness are maintained




love being pink
when you meet somebody of your kind
the 'one' who makes you tick...
you might innocently like somebody...
but soon you will be stained with red...
when the feeling gets intense..


being secretly in love with somebody makes love purple...
liking somebody but you cant revealed it...
when you are with the 'one', you have to keep your cool
and your distance so that you dont let the cat out of the bag...


liking somebody can make you a green monster...
when you see the 'one' being close with others of your same gender...
you wished you were one of those ard the 'one'
when desires overpower,
you may lose your coolness...
envy becomes jealousy...


when you 'love' somebody...
do you realli love them truly?
would it be based on the support you need
the comfort you wan from the hectic life...
the security you need from the crazy world...
the refuge from the stress of the city...
or merely fulfilling your selfish desires...




NOTE : this was "curi" wif unlimited permission from my ai ren..lol..u still haven told me the reason..dun care..goin to bug u for the ans..lol..

Influence..

lately, my msn nick is neno the idiot is plain lazy..think tat there is some big influence to me..cos i got from being lazy to be practically a living sloth..wonder if a change of nick will help o not..lol..if i can manage to finish browsin thru biopharm today i might post another series of wacky photos of the ceilidh..hehe..

Bliss?

agnes' mouse went haywired..she was sayin tat her stuffs are going dead one by one..so currently my mouse is wif her..to me it should b a blessing from heavens..cos wif the current rate i am on, i will definitely not b able to finish wat i expect by fri..wif the mouse gone, my tendency of sitting in front of the laptop is reduced..although i haf the touchpad tat comes wif all laptops, i am nv fond of using them..so wif my precious mouse gone, hopefully i can spend more time studyin..hehe..hopefully....

Shall We Dance??

everyone who went to the ceilidh (except agnes) has at least posted a pic from the ceilidh..how can i lose to them??lol..given tat fri is my class test n i am at page 3 currently, my stress level is HIGH...very very high..so decided to post some nonsense jus for fun..but if those of u who are in the pics n are upset by wat i wrote, pls let me noe..will remove it..anyway, enjoy..first up is kimberly wif shin jeng!!


gal 2 to gal 1: eh, tat guy in white not bad hor??hope he later ask me for a dance..

guy: wah..tat gal in pink not bad..


guy: yoyo, u wanna dance??

gal 1: y not?

gal 2: wat bout me??

gal 1 by kimberly (i had a great nite!! it was fun!)

gal 2 by shin jeng (why why??why he dun wanna dance wif me??)

Note: the above is jus for fun on my part..not to offend anyone in particular...

Summer??

the weather is weird..realli weird..onli seen few minutes of snow during the so-called winter..n now is supposed to be spring..yet it feels like SUMMER!!sigh..the weird thing is the locals are still wearin thick clothings..i almost melted in my thick jacket one day..so now i normally go out without one unless it is really cold tat day..hehe..received my first n prob the onli CNY card..lol..it was a surprise..din expect to receive it..sigh..tat card makes me miss home even more..esp during CNY~

love CNY the best..unlike some ppl, i spent most of my CNY wif my family..not jus my mum, dad, bro n sis..but wif my whole family..hehe..not forgettin the remainder of the CNY with my grandparents n the rest of my family in JB..hehe..ok la..goin to cook now then later skype wif mum..


taken last year..with many missing in action..

Tired~

damn tired..not tired of studyin, but tired physically..partially due to the ceilidh yest..but mainly is cos i went wif agnes all ard glasgow (almost) to look for remedy for her pc..in the end we got nothing..

kinda guilty cos promised mum not to slack anymore this year yet i haf not study for the comin fri's test..instead, went to friday's for dinner wif agnes..which makes me even more guilty afterwards..why??cos it costs me a ard 25 pounds for dinner..sigh...n there i was tellin myself i need to save for this month..dead la..i realli need money to fall from sky..unlike most ppl, their parents will b payin for them when they go ard for trips in europe this comin june..for me, i am payin for my mum n sis for the tours when they come in june..the amount i left in my account is prob sufficient for me alone to go wif some spare..sigh..i shud realli start to save..hmm..no more goin out to dine..lol..easier said than done..

the ceilidh was fun yest..a bit rough a bit lack of space..but hey, i manage not to roll on the floor..lol..when my bro heard i was goin to dance he was like : jus make sure u dun roll on the floor..
sigh..i noe i am not talented at all in dancing..actualli sux totally in it..lol..sigh..but the way my bro puts it realli makes me wanna go back n neno him..ish..i am totally at loss at the waltz n slow dance part..langsung dunno wat i am doin..kena manhandled by some guys too..making me suffering from back aches etc..oh ya..n the injury at my ankle got worsened..so went to boots today when temaning agnes today..n bought sth for my ankle..is workin well i guess but is damn expensive..those non-boots brand cost like 16 pounds..walao..i print money meh..boots one is at 7 pounds..so i bought tat..lol..think i goin to finish my bottle of yoko yoko soon..sigh..ok la..gtg..study..my laptop crazy ad oso..goin to ask ppl help me burn out my stuffs in dvd after the test..then onli post the pics of ceilidh ba..lol..

oh ya..i am damn bad luck this few days..o shud i say careless..lol..i actually can cut myself twice at the SAME spot using the SAME knife cutting the SAME thing but on diff days..was preparin "jian jiu ji mian xian" (ginger wine chicken mee thread - direct translation..pardon my poor mandarin..) n was cutting the rock hard mushrooms (even after hours of rendam-ing in water)..was too hungry to wait longer..so went to cut it wif all my might n ended up cuttin my hand at the same spot by the same technique..lol..tat's how my super blunt knife manage to cut thru my skin..thanks to my super mighty strength used to cut the super rock hard mushroom..my knife is blunt to the extent it cant even cut thru tomatoes' skin..unbelievable..

oh ya..jus found out on thurs tat even the home students think i look like someone from Grey's Anatomy..to my horror tat is..sigh..i guess it wont b tat diff to guess who i look like ba..am i rite, ah foo??lol..i still think i dun look like her..AT ALL..i am much prettier :P