Diabetic??

am i diabetic??shit la..cant stop worryin now..sigh..yest cut my fingers while cutting mushrooms..n apply plaster to it but each time i remove the plaster to change it, it jus starts to bleed..makes me wonder if my blood nv clots..

was discussin this to agnes n she say : do u noe wat kind of disease tat might cause ur blood not to clot??the first thing i tot was haemophilia..which i told her is impossible cos if i had tat i wont haf lived this long..then she was sayin there is another one - DIABETES..

i was like..OMG..i might realli haf diabetes..since i love sweet stuffs to the max..and haf family members who had them..sigh..but then again, it might jus b me thinkin too much (which i hope it is..)

watever la..if it continues to bleed till thurs then will go see doc..hopefully will heal by then..shud i apply plaster o not??sigh..din apply since this noon when i wanted to change it..

This is Insane..

i noe i said i wont online..but but..hehe..the force is too big..the temptation is too much to ignore..n since i finish my method (finally..) i tot of givin myself a treat bfore startin on my results n discussion..

now is like 6.45am..n i haven slept..as mentioned i jus finish my methodology..hehe..anyone got nothing better to do n interested in proof readin my methodology??i need opinions as to whether outsiders who read my methods will understand it o not..and whether they are able to repeat wat i did..hehe..so anyone who is interested let me noe..

thanks..gtg ad..realli cant tahan ad..need to wake agnes up bfore tat..lol.....

Pulling the Plug..

i wont b online these few days..cos realli need to pia my final year project draft then need to study for class test bfore startin my two pharm care essays..n the thing is tat it is impossible not to on my laptop for the draft.. it is also impossible for me not to get distracted by the variety of entertainment internet brings to me..

so i will b pulling the internet plug after posting this..n might b pullin the extension plug as well..so if any of u wana contact me, can either do so by textin my mobile o call my mobile..hehe..thanks thanks..u can try callin the extension but as i said, i am not sure if i will b pulling tat plug as well o not..

ok la..thanks elyne for the emoticons name today..below is the pic..courtesy of miss agnes..

goin to deco my room..lol..later onli do draft la..sigh..i am procastinating again..i need someone to "kok" my head man..

I Wanna GO!!

sigh..everyone is in australia now..i wanna go..hehe..not to study ba..but holidays perhaps??when i am rich ba..dunno if they will still b in aussie.. the next few days wont blog tat much till march 07 ba cos need to pia my final year report draft n my class test..not forgettin the pharm care essays..sei la..sigh..now is 2.15pm n i haf yet to eat my first meal of the day..slept at ard 5am yest..n woke up at 8.55am to make it "in time" for the 9am class..n i am at loss now..dunno to eat o sleep..how how how??

anyone interested in sudirman cup??hehe..mayb onli me n kimi go..o mayb onli i go.....

Random Post..

went shoppin yest wif agnes then later on met up wif hui sing n doreen for dinner at lauders..hehe..planned to get a new sports shoes since mine was ad spoilt..in the end i got myself 4 new knickers..no pics though..hehe..

finish my card holder today..hehe..damn happy..jus showed it to agnes n she say she wans one..lol..i'll think bout it n prob in march when i am so damn free onli make one for her ba..

goin to post some of the pics of the stuff i did..hehe..oh ya, received my mum parcel ad n got myself a two new crochet needles..so will be returnin jaymie's hers..

found tat there are some pics in my camera when i took the pic of my card holder..so tot of postin it up too..

elyne's bday card..hehe..made by kimi

i wanted the cow..but wat to do..the artist is kimi..so she got the priority..n therefore i got the pig..


chocolates from kimi..one for bday gal, one for garlic n one for ME!!too pretty to be eaten..so it is still sitting in my room nicely wrapped up..

elyne's i pod cover made by ME!!hehe..i pod seen above is from melanie..(thanks, melanie..now i noe u r hotter than the i pod)

the samsung mp3 player pouch i made for agnes' bf (on her request)..

dun ask me y she dun wana do for him..wanted to teach her but she doesnt wanna learn..

she requested that the top part could b bend down..(damn mafan..)was supposed to pass it to lay's bf so he could bring back msia..too bad i wasnt able to finish it in time since i got the yarn at the almost last minute..(used up 4 hours to do this..) not forgettin the forever damn mafan n demandin garlic who wanted me to make it for her bf..


my card holder!!hehe..can see the two needles send by my mum..wonder wat will she say when i show her my cardholder..lol

from another view..

when opened..

Left..

jus found out few days ago tat soh kai sam retired last year..n was replaced by a spanish lecturer..then i found out today tat miss vijaya is goin to leave in feb..wonder who will replace her..very glad tat i was taught by them both..cos i think their experience is irreplacable..

kimi, i wanna go sudirman cup..hehe..let's book the tickets tonite..n i still think that

TAUFIK HIDAYAT IS THE BEST!!!

Happy Birthday, Feli!!

happy birthday to feli!!hope u haf a great day!!wanted to wish u in lab today but i dun think i see u..hehe..paiseh..mayb i did..but was too busy in the mornin..when i am finally free, u were no where ard..hehe..anyway, may all ur wishes come true!!as usual, i got tis pic from frenster although i am very tempted to curi the pic from zhi yong's blog..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FELI!!

Malaysia Open..

how can i lose to kimi..lol..a pity tat both her idol, lin dan..n mine, taufik, is ad out..sigh..no mood to chase the tournament anymore..like kimi said, a pity they were put to face each other so early..mana shiok man..lol..good oso la..since i cant watch from here..jus found out tat taufik is joinin surdiman..makin me wanna watch more..sigh sigh..how how??i realli need money to fall from sky!!

sigh..both me n kimi hate the new system tat was implemented durin thomas cup..sien..not shiok anymore..like simply simply then can score..n so fast finish..n like no diff from other sports..sigh..y??y??y wanna change??even after readin the reasons y they wanna change the system, i still not satisfied..

hehe..kinda surprised tat kimi is interested in baddie..tot she onli likes f1..lol..another fren to share my interest..kinda hard these days to find ppl ard my age tat loves baddie..most of my high skool frens say tat onli old ppl watch baddie..i got tat old meh??

got to stop here la..can cont non-stop..need to finish my protocol tonite..sigh..a mere mention of badminton by kimi today makes me excited till cant stop jumpin ard..plus wif the snow n everythin..wished i had seen lin dan n taufik played..hmm, wonder wat it will b like if me n kimi is watchin together..lol....

Stress~

13 days of lab..n tmr is my most stress day of all..y??cos i need to run the sample (which needed to b in peroxide for 2 hours prior to injecting) in three diff mobile phases..to change a mobile phase, i need to wait at least 40 mins each time..worst of all, i need to finish all of the above n cleanin up by 12pm..sigh..goin to nap now..later tonite goin to plan a guideline for tmr..dead..

Miracle..

miracle..tat is wat i need rite now..sigh..my hplc crashed today..not sure if it will b repaired by tmr..n all i can do now is sit n pray n wait..then came back n check my uni's inbox..saw this really funny email..

Would all students who have not handed their Certificate of Comfort to Allison Reid at the Reception on Level 3 of SIBS please do so by Friday 19 January 2007.

they actualli mixed up the certificate of good conduct wif certificate of comfort..o is it called certificate of comfort here??lol..

seen snow in glasgow for the first time yest..even though not the first time i seen snow, i am pretty excited bout it..took some pics..most were blurred..so will put this one n onli clear pic of me n agnes yest..it lasted for few minutes..

not sure if u can see the snow..it does look like rain..this is the first session of snow yest..which was shorter n has lesser snow..the second session of snow was at ard 11pm..which lasted longer n covered some part of the grass n paths wif snow..onli went down once at ard 9pm during the first session..hehe..

Happy Birthday, Elyne n Yuan Qi!!

Happy Birthday to the both of u!!hope u enjoy ur bday wor..hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELYNE!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUAN QI!!

ps: pics are taken from elyne's blog n tongsui monster's blog

War of Emoticons..

so wat do i do during weekends after 5 days of countless lab sessions n dilutions n hplc??the ans is having war of emoticons wif my equally wuliao housemate aka garlic (oso known as butterman, agnes, aggie..n the list goes on)..got some pics to show u guys exactly how wuliao we were..enjoy!!

in msn..from agnes (she started it first :p)

then i reciprocate in msn wif this..


then agnes haf her revenge in skype (u can haf more emoticons in skype due to the limit of words in msn)..

Thanks a lot, Kimi Princess n Lee May...lol..

first she complains tat i din update..then she tag me wif this..lol..oh well, since i am damn wuliao n got no updates at all..might as well post this up..seems fun..lol.. (dunno to b happy o not since i am the first tat she tag..but feel damn honoured la..lol)

Just realise tat i was tag by lee may too..lol..n found out i missed out one of the question..wat to do..retype the whole thing while havin a massive headache..thanks neighbout for the co-codamol..


Layer ONE : On the Outside

Name: Lee Ai Lian
DOB: 19th Oct 1985 (i expect pressie for this)
Current Status: single?married??busy?? (wat kind of status u wan??)
Eye Colour: dark brown to black??dunno..come find out urself
Hair Colour: black on the top, brown at the bottom..wif some white all ard..
Righty o Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Lee-Bra

Layer TWO : On the Inside

Heritage: chinese??japanese??korean??malaysian??lol..asian la..
Fears: a lot..not practical to list them all..
Weakness: a lot..more than strengths ba..dunno

Perfect Pizza: Plenty of Cheese n Seafood..hehe..plenty of everythin i like..

Layer THREE : Yest Today Tmr

Tots First Waking Up: is it time ad??nvm..snooze another 5 minutes..later at most skip breakie..
Bedtime: no fixed time..
Most Missed Memory: erm..dunno wor..dun haf most missed one ba..but got plenty of great memories..

Layer FOUR : Ur Pick

Pepsi o Coke : tot they are the same..colour same..taste same..dun like both..
Mc D o BK : Both??hehe..i like Hungry Jack's more..
Single o Group Dates : u mean for pak tor ar??single lo..
Adidas o Nike : Nike ba..
Lipton o Nestea : neither..chinese tea o green tea more my taste..
Choc o Vanilla : Vanilla wif choc chips..
Cappucino o Coffee : Depends..

Layer FIVE : Do u

Smoke : Nope..
Curse : yup..but depends i am wif who..
Take a shower : unlike kimi, i dun wanna noe who din take shower..cos i am pretty sure i can smell u from 100 miles away..
Have a Crush : pls la..i am not a stone..of cos got la..but now no..
Think u've been in love : u mean the feelin is mutual o single sided??single-sided got la..whether it is mutual o not, i nv noe n nv will noe n dun mind not noe-ing..
Go to Skool : of cos..if not how i learn to read n write..
Want to Get Married : hmm..not at this stage..as for the future..when come onli come la..dun haf oso wont die one..
Blieve in Urself : lol..of cos..but like it better if others do too..
Think u're a Health Freak : the ans got to b no..eat like i eat..n live like i live..i can guarantee u tat u will b on ur way to hell very soon..

Layer SIX : In the Past Month

Drank Alcohol : of cos
Gone to The Mall : Buchanan Galleries can consider mall o not??
Been on Stage : the last time i was on stage was cos i kena pull up by headmistress for toking..tat was in high skool..in uni, since they no longer pull u out when u are toking, so i no longer haf the chance to stand on stage..
Eaten Sushi : Of cos

Layer SEVEN : Haf u Ever?

Played a Stripping Game : Of cos..wif gfs onli though..
Changed Who u Were to Fit In : did tat long time ago..until now, dun even noe which is the real me..lol..mayb the real me is ever changin..dunno..u find out n let me noe..
Dyed ur Hair : yea..n now it looks like a dead grass..lifeles..

Layer EIGHT

Age u're Hoing to be Married : ideally 30..dun wan so early..

Layer NINE : In a Guy

Best Eye Colour : anythin tat suits him..anythin natural..dun wan contact lenses..
Best Hair Colour : anythin tat suits him..anythin natural..dun dye hair till like me..lifeless hair (hate it)
Short o Long Hair : ideally SHort..but must depends if it suits him..

Layer TEN : Wat Were u Doing

1 minute ago : multi-taskin..doing this, chatting wif cousin n doin anova
1 hr ago : still multi-taskin..readin kimi princess' blog n found out i was tag..chatting wif cousin, siaw vun, chee mun, replyin n sending emails to class n doin anova..
4.5 hrs ago : u wont believe it..sleeping..
1 month ago : enjoyin the peaceful life of living alone in H9
1 year ago : forgot la..memory test ar??

Layer ELEVEN : Finish the Sentence

I Love : My Family n Best Frens (both back at home n here)..love to eat delicious malaysian, chinese, hakka, japanese food..eh..i got love a lot of things ler..how to list them all..siao..
I Feel : very "san fu" now..headache non stop..still haven finish this..faster la..got how much more..
I Hate : got a lot oso..but most forgot ad..my memory space dun haf so much la..let u noe when i rmr la..
I Hide : my underwears when guys come..sometimes oso couldnt b bothered..
I Miss : Same as the ones i love..i love therefore i miss..lol..
I Need : to finish all my assignments n pass the exams wif flying colours.. (hmmm..shud b i wished to ba..)

Layer Twelve : Tag 6 ppl

i am not so bad la..i noe not all so free like me..so i am goin to tag whoever is as free n got nothing better to do like me..u wanna do then u do la..but mus let me noe wor..so i can go read..muahahaha..

Last King of Scotland..

just watched this wif elyne, ai lynn n jenny..think it's nice..althou a bit gruesome for me..totally kill my appetite for dinner..think there's lots of meanin in this movie..n it definitely makes me think twice in goin to places like tat to do charity work..cos in my opinion even after 30 years o so..the world hasnt changed much..

hmm, tired of tokin in my hs as well..nobody listens..guess i am better off keepin quiet at home..save energy, time n voice..then the next day go lab n tok..lol..toking is a great way for me to kill time in labs nowadays..hopefully things will get better tmr..need to finish this fast!!haf to start on my pharm care essay..sigh..plenty to do..yet i feel tat i am wasting time..sitting in front of the hplc..waiting..n waiting..life's bout waiting..esp these few days....

Happy Birthday Elaine!!

happy birthday to tongsui monster aka acrelaine..hehehe..wish u all the best for pp3 wor and everything u do!!jiayou jiayou!! hope tat all ur wishes come true..hehe..wonder wat was ur third wish??cant realli see u jus now when u were wishing..lol..see ya in lab :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELAINE!!

paiseh..haf to steal this from ur blog..

Not Asleep..

now is 5.56am n i am not asleep yet..sigh..die la..later got to go out to get yarn wif agnes..hope i can tahan n wont be too tired on monday..anyway, i got a new notebook for the lab session..the cover was ok except for a few neno words which i decided to cover it up..so tat is basically wat i haf been doing from ard 4 till now..hehe..the end product is this:

got this book for ard 3 pounds..i jus love this cow..lol..

took me a long time to write those two chinese character..phew!! (i do noe how to write my name..but to write them in this way..this is the first time..lol..)

oh ya..i couldnt decide if i shud colour the cow o leave it like tat..so, if u can, pls gif some comments..thanks..goin to go sleep soon..sigh..so many things to do tmr..lab notes, agnes' mp3 pouch, my forever lag diary..need to update for 6 days..dead..i need more time!!

i think i am realli at the wrong course..lately been drawin n stuff a lot..sigh..mayb i shud change course??

Reached!!

hehe..finally i can blog bout it..hehe..glad tat u receive it safely..din tell me if u like them o not..oh well..here are the pics..

a very belated xmas card..

against black background..


hope u r feelin better now :)

Stupid Fire Alarm..

the ppl are back from xmas n new year holidays..n so the fire alarm goes off again as usual..was sleepin so soundly..but i mus admit..two days of lab sessions is poisonin my mind..all i can think of is lab lab lab..when the alarm went off..it was ard 7.20pm..n bcos in glasgow 7.20pm n 7.20am looks almost the same (both are dark..) n bcos my clock cant show am o pm (it onli tells the time..tat is y i always prefer digital clocks..)..moreover my mind is so occupied wif lab..all i can think of when i was woken up was not "fire, run!!"..but it was "shit, 7.20am ad..need to get ready for lab!!"..n tat was wat i did until i saw the time on my laptop showing very clearly 19.20...sigh...stress?? sleep too much??i dunno..i jus dun like the ppl who are the cause of yet another false alarm..dont they ever learn??

Last Day of Holidays...

sigh..this mark the last day of my holidays before i graduate..sien..no more holidays ad..tmr need to go for lab from 9-5..sigh..dunno if i can wake up!! damn tired now but cant sleep cos hair too wet..kill me ba..

had a very full dinner..damn happy dinner..a dinner to mark the last day of our holidays..sigh..had dinner at kimi's place wif agnes..steph drank part of the soup then left for cg..tmr need to fill in the neno cossh form..sigh..

n i hate one of my group mates..well, hate is a bit too harsh but if she doesnt keep away from me..soon the feelin might develop to hate ba..hope not..the tot of her makes me lagi dun wanna go lab tmr..sien..

ok la..got to stop here for now..wanna vomit ad..ate too much..now feel like pregnant lady..

A New Year, A New Start??

hehe..would like to wish everyone a happy new year first..then would like to thanks my two best friends in glasgow..without them i dun think i cant tahan till so long..n thanks for all the advices tat day..

thanks, kimi princess n garlicon..

since everytime oso put garlicon first..hehe..so now put kimi first..it has been a great xmas holidays wif u guys ard..enjoyed the short-life peace i had too..but am still glad that elyne they all are back..cos if i were to live alone in this place for too long wif no hsmates ard, i will realli b a hermit..sigh..dunno y..feel like making a confession here now..not realli a secret cos some of u may ad noe n haf found tat out..

in reality, actualli i am an introvert tryin very hard to b an extrovert..i love tokin nonsense..all bout ppl ard me..but i dun realli like to tok to ppl bout my feelings..n during this holiday..i think i sort of got in touch wif a part of me tat i haf always wanted to ignore..tat is i dun like to tok..weird huh..tat coming out from me..but the truth is i was nv the talkative one..it's when i went to skool tat i met ppl ard me who are talkative..n being a very easily influenced by the surroundin person, i bcame talkative too..n soon, tat quiet part of me is gone..o so i tot..until this holiday..so i guess i am glad tat everyone is back..lol..at least i can get out of the hermit part of me..but i am not sure if i will b as talkative as before..but then again..who noes..lol..

new year resolution..i haf onli one..a very diff one i would say..n tat is to strike a balance in everything i do..

man..this is a weird post..ignore it ba.....

Last Post of the Year...

if u think this is goin to b a happy post, then i haf to warn u tat it is not..for me at least..sigh..was keeping this as a secret except for one o two frens who noe bout this..i cant stand it any longer..part of me wans to noe the truth..part of me dun wan (probably i dun wanna face the truth..o if wat i suspect is the truth, then at least i dun wanna hurt the others as well..)

been suspectin bout it for quite some time..been quite sure tat i am rite bout it..but wif no confirmation from others, i will nv noe if i am rite, am i??besides, most part of me dun wanna face the truth if wat i suspect is rite..another i dunno means another day of hope ba..

the onli part of me which wanna noe is driven by the "kay-poh" part of me..realli at loss now..sigh...

if u read this n intend to ask me wat happen, pls dont..i dun wanna reply..if u read this n wanna advice me bout it, pls dun..i jus wanna write it down in words n forget bout it..life goes on..so mus i.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE..