Stress..

this is unbelievable..i haf taken like umpteen times of major and minor exams..but i m nv this nervous n stress..sigh..first time i got no confident as to whether o not i will pass n stuff..first time i go to the library more than once to study for an exam..first time due to the stress of the exam i cried (well..there are other factors as well..but other than blaming to stress i cant think of any other reason y i cried over tat matter..)

hmm..i dunno if it is stress o jus me sleepin too much..i am like an empty walking shell..no appetite (confirm got nothing to do wif stress n exams..), no mood (sleep too much ba..)...well, basically i jus keep wasting time..watch anime la..wake up late la..do nothing la..n time jus keep ticking by..

and now, i m in a very contradictory state..tat even me myself dun get it..i m stress yet not stress..i wanna study yet i din study..i wanna stop wasting time yet i waste time..

sigh..just leave me alone la..it shouldnt have come at all for this month..spoil my mood onli..