I've Been Dreamin for Too Long....

i've been dreamin for too long..until my eyes are clouded..until i cant tell wat is reality n wat is fantasy..sigh..

n only now i've realised how unfair this world is..how unfair ppl tend to judge u..how unfair each person is treated..today, i feel tat i've been judged n treated unfairly..today, is also the day where other ppl at other parts of the world who are judged n treated more unfairly than me..n yet, i haf always tot that this world is fair..that humans are blessed wif eyes..eyes tat were given for us to see..to see the diff bet right n wrong..yet, some of us are too blinded..for once i'm loss..am i doing the right thing??i guess i've been sleeping too much..way too much..i can feel the "old" me creeping back..is this a good thing?i dunno...

wat i do noe is tat i've tried my entire life to control the "old" me..to control it so that i might bcome a better person..yet, i think i'm fightin a losing battle..n i dun care anymore..i'm tired..seriously tired..tired of thinkin..tired of being judged unfairly every time..tired of everythin..

total equality may come one day..it may not..i used to think tat it's possible to haf equal treatment, equal judgement..as long as we humans try..now, i think i've been sleeping n dreamin for too long..

i feel like shoutin..but i cant..i feel like cryin..but i cant..mayb i should jus go back to sleep..n nv wakes up..to those who had judge me before..dun b too eager to judge ppl next time..u r not God..hence, dun judge ppl..

i'm sick of everythin...i've never felt like saying fuck u so much in my life.........bcos today i lost my freedom..


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

i dont know what is going on.
what do u mean by unfairly judged? people judge each other everyday. even when u dont realize it. u cant deny that u 2 judge other ppl. maybe in a more unjust way. its just that there is no1 2 tell u that u r wrong or right. its either ppl dont dare to confront u or they think it wouldnt matter much if they let u keep the thinking. from what u wrote, i guess someone is making u annoy? how do u know that ur action is not making the other party feel the same way 2? have u consider about approaching the situation in a different way. things could have gone better for every1.

we human tend 2 live believing we r the sensible 1 and the 1 who is more superior than other ppl. that is how unfair judgement came about. there is noway it will goway. it has been here forever n it will stay forever. u can try to make a change. treat ppl more nicely. be more tolerable. care more. dont simply confront ur opponent or ppl who pose as a threat to u. think b4 acting. having a friend is alwiz better than having an enemy.

i hope u r fine.

neno said...

lol..thanks..i din expect any comments on this..anyway..i think i've been really unclear bout this entry..which is actually my intention..so tat no one but me noe wat i meant..u seem to interpret this whole thing partially wrong..thanks anyway for spendin ur time to read..i'm fine..thanks..

neno said...

"i dont know what is going on.
what do u mean by unfairly judged? people judge each other everyday. even when u dont realize it. u cant deny that u 2 judge other ppl. maybe in a more unjust way. its just that there is no1 2 tell u that u r wrong or right. its either ppl dont dare to confront u or they think it wouldnt matter much if they let u keep the thinking."

this part i totally agree with you..

"from what u wrote, i guess someone is making u annoy? how do u know that ur action is not making the other party feel the same way 2? have u consider about approaching the situation in a different way. things could have gone better for every1."

this part is not really accurate..

"we human tend 2 live believing we r the sensible 1 and the 1 who is more superior than other ppl. that is how unfair judgement came about. there is noway it will goway. it has been here forever n it will stay forever. u can try to make a change."

this part i totally agree with u too..

"treat ppl more nicely. be more tolerable. care more. dont simply confront ur opponent or ppl who pose as a threat to u. think b4 acting. having a friend is alwiz better than having an enemy."

this part can consider to try out..

"i hope u r fine."

this part i'm touched..

thanks..

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