Hatred..

i hate this place..i hate the weather..sigh..most importantly..i hate myself..dunno wat the hell i am doin here..a waste of time n money..sigh..everyone's been sayin tat i'm not the ai lian they knew..cos i sudd sigh a lot..sigh..i dunno wat happen too..anyway, i'll b resitin for lots of exams..

to cheer me up, agnes treated me lunch at chinese buffet as promised..but somehow, the attempt failed..probably cos the food there is not up to my expectations..mayb it's the weather..as if it's cryin wif me too..

one more paper to go..shud b two..there's the PP3 on 29th o 30th..wat i need now is not luck..wat i need now is sth more..anyone noes any cure for laziness?n lack of semangat?