SADNESS

How do you define sadness? How do you express it? Some do by crying out loud..Some by crying silently..Is sadness something that is felt by the heart?Is it express with or without tears? Or both? If sadness is something that is felt by the heart, how does it feel to be sad? To what extent can one be sad? If extreme sadness can cause loss of appetite and insomnia in some, why not in the others as well? If the same thing happens to you as it had happened to me, how will you feel? What will be your reaction? Will you breakdown like some, or will you watch as calmly as possible, not shedding a single tear, yet your heart felt as if it will stop that instant? Or will you be like me? Standing there, watching him, I thought of nothing, I felt nothing and I did nothing..No tears ran down my cheeks..It's as if I am totally detatched of the situation..It's as if I'm not there..Why is it that there's not a single trace of that wretched pain that I used to felt before? Is it because that I am not sad at all? is he that unimportant to me? Or perhaps I'm too sad for words that my heart went numb and my mind went blank? I don't know..Is there something wrong with me? Am I a cold and emotionless creature? It had happened before, six years ago..Six years ago I felt nothing as well..Will I feel the same as well in the future? Or will I be different then? Can anyone tell me what exactly is sadness? How do you know that you are sad? Am I feeling sad now?

~ Does it mean that if you cry you're weaker than the rest? Or is there more to it? Tears - a symbol of weakness or sadness? ~