It's Time..

it's time to move on..

think i have been living in the past fr way toooo long..realli hate it whn ppl dun mean wat they say..realli tired n sick of the disappointment each time i was ffk..getting kinda frus each time i nd to postpone my stuffs, my plans..jus bcos u said so..jus bcos u say u cant make it etc..

i realised i dun haf much time to waste on u anymore..i'm almost reaching quarter of a century..nt sure hw many more quarters i haf..so i guess the best way is to move on..

i m nt well-known fr my patience..yet it surprises me hw much i endure over the year(s)..u said ur circumstances are diff from me..wat i see is ur reluctance to make the effort..

it's time to go out, meet new ppl, doing new stuffs n start a brand new chapter in my life.....

Back From Penang..

Back from Penang..it was an adventurous trip..kekeke..haven had so much fun since 2006..kekeke..arriving at a new place, its ppl speaking diff language from me (diff dialect actually), making new frens etc..meeting wif old mates n catching up..brings back the UK memories..din bring camera..so no pics..unless i go nick dylan's pics from fb...

oh ya..been busy lately..i noe it's a bad excuse fr nt blogging fr months..kekeke..wat to do..laziness kicks in..nt forgetting my current addiction to fb games..sigh..i seriously nd a life..

connection is damn bad now..shall post the pics some other day :) nite~

Thomas Cup

2pm, stadium putra..hopefully it will turn out to b sth like this...

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wakakakakaka..better get ready for the match..kekeke..

RAndomness..

havent blog for ages..gt super addicted wif facebook games..till relatives started to complain me flooding their pages wif games..

nothing much happened lately..went to kl in april for mini gathering wif dylan n kimi..gg to meet up agnes in june..hoping i wont get broke in june..still waiting for apple to come n meet me..hmmm..wat else..uni gg to haf alumni AGM in 21st may..still nt sure wanna go o not..cos will b working on 22nd..

haven seen anyone for ages..cos haven been on any courses this year..jus went to my first talk of the year today..saw some old frens..will b seeing more old frens on mon n tues cos will b gg for ebm talk..hope it's nt too boring..

nt sure if anyone is still reading this blog..i noe apple checks this place once in awhile..but nt sure if she still does..issit jus me o everyone is having this prob?when i open this blog i jus found out all my pictures are all gone..

nyway, hope my cough, flu, fever, everything goes away by tmr..abit sien ad..oh ya, thomas cup starting tmr :) hopefully can see taufik plays..nt sure if he's in the indo team o not tho..

Bolus or Infusion?

IV Ceftriaxone - to give bolus or infusion?

most reference said to gif infusion over 30 mins..BNF says may gif slow iv administration over at least 2-4 minutes..

wat if it was given as a bolus injection?wat will happen?can't find anything on the net..sigh........

Happy Chinese New Year :)

Know Your Words..

Happy New Year

Jus a Thought...

You were on your way out of the ward after your rounds..jus then, a figure caught ur eye..he was sitting cross-legged with his back hunched forward..you walk towards him and realised he was one of your patient who was discharged a few days ago..you exchanged a few words with him and his daughter..he looked breathless but other than that, he was fine..assuring him and his daughter that he will be fine, you headed home for the weekend..

when you were doing your rounds on the following week, another man was in the patient's place instead..browsing through the registry, you realised his name was no longer in it..thinking he might have been discharged during the weekend, you continued the rounds..as you were exiting the ward, you heard one of the staff nurse talked about that patient..you stopped by and asked her about it..

it seems that the patient passed away earlier on Sunday..he was actually doing quite fine one Saturday and Sunday morning..he was able to walk around the ward and talk for hours without the help of oxygen mask..the doctors and staff nurses were sure that he could be discharged soon..on Sunday night, he was suddenly breathless again..the medical team tried their best..he passed away soon after his attack..

prior to his attack, he was chatting to this staff nurse..he told her that he has lost all strength and hope to live on..it saddens him each time he was warded as he sees his family members took turns to take care of him..he feels like a burden to his family..minutes after this chat, he had the fatal attack..

you were sadden by this news..just moments ago you rejoiced thinking he got better and was discharged..it seems as though it was only yesterday you saw him the first time in the ward..it seems as though it was only yesterday you taught him the correct technique of using his inhalers..it seems as though it was only yesterday you stopped by his bed to chat to him and his family members..and now he is gone..

at least throughout his stay here his family members took turn to take care of him..they took turns to visit him..the other patient at the neighbouring ward wasn't so lucky..she was one of the regulars in this hospital..and each admission would take weeks, even months..never once have you seen her family members..she was abandoned by her family to a nursing home in the area..each time it was the nursing home who admitted her..and now, the nursing home is abandoning her in the hospital..it seems that her family has stopped paying the nursing home..

Life is short..treasure those around you..

Birthday :)

got an ipod from my aunt, got myself a new mobile, got a surprise gift from a "mysterious" fren..and lots of love from family :)

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aren't they lovely?

:(

i need to cheer up..sigh..but it's kinda hard..hopes tat everything goes well.....

At Last..

I'm out at last..lol..although din get wat i wanted..but still better than none..onli get to start work on wed..wakakakakakaka..wish me luck!!n hopefully everything will b smooth sailing from now on..

Guess Where?

i'm bored..n this blog needs to b revived..so let's haf some mini games..guess where are these places?

Scotland

Taiwan

Korea

Melbourne

USA (Washington)

Hong Kong

Indonesia (Bali)

if u do not know this, u shud wack urself..

Going Insane..

sigh..things have not been going well for me..first, my car was covered wif cow's blood..then a patient's kns attitude spoilt my mood..n i received numerous complaints bout my place..sigh..i onli been away for a week..wat the hell happen during tat one week..

damn..super miss HSA now..tat one week was like heaven..although i leave at 5.30 (sometimes later) i dun feel as shitty as i feel now..

n today i was told to buy rubbish bin for the clinic..those idiots realli think i spent 3.5yrs of studying jus to buy a rubbish bin for the clinic..damn..there's no way i m going to buy it..kns..i haf enough going on ad..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

can someone tell me when has it been a pharmacist job to buy rubbish bin..KNS..i dun even buy my house's rubbish bin..

Indonesia Open

wakakaka..taufik is going to the finals..kekeke..will face LCW tmr..hopefully he wins..wakakaka..sigh..hopes tat my kursus will finish faster then can come back n watch the game..kekeke..wah..long time din feel so happy ad..kekeke..

kimi, i'm still waiting for my pressie ;p

THL..

wakakaka..i finally found it..kekeke..taufik's blog..n found out tat he is gg to haf his own sports wear line..kekeke..

i have a wish..kimi, can i haf one of taufik's sports wear??wakakaka..

THANK YOU KIMI!!

Singapore Open :)

kekeke..had a great time in Spore today..missed the times we watched Sudirman Cup in Glasgow..kekeke.. i hope tat boonsak wins tmr..kekeke :)

sigh..pics sequence is in a mess..lazy to edit ad la..need to rest my eyes for tmr..kekeke..

Singapore Open..

kekeke..cant wait for the weekend..singapore, here i come :)

Super Random..

having a massive headache now..sigh..jus finish my homework..tmr got to go work somemore..to babysit a bunch of kids..n i can smell trouble on its way ad..sigh..then need to tidy up my store..not sure when will be done..sigh..hate audits..arghhhhhhhhhhh....i wanna sing k!!

sigh..heck care la..think i'll jus finish it on sunday..kekeke..hopefully they come when i'm not ard..then at least no need to ans to those endless questions..

sigh..headache..maybe a few rounds of mahjong can cure me :p

oh ya..pics from yum cha session the other nite..

kelvin, where's my nugget n drumstick pic??

SPUB

received this SPUB from my fav place..of all the goodies i received from it, this must be the best..

i haf no idea wat the pt is getting..any geniuses ard??try guessin wat the pt's getting..i jus hope it's not some super alien drug tat i dun haf..then i'll haf to go begging ard for it..wif angry pts at the counter not understanding the situation..jus like today..sienz..