Simply Neno

for those who haf gmail account, u can now chat using google talk..it's also accessible in IMU..hehehe..still trying to explore the thing..for more info pls visit bear's blog..gtg now..haven had lunch..sigh..hungry~

Finally....

sigh..guess it's been a long long time since i blog..i even forgotten my pwd..hmmm..i'm finally back at home..so i finally have internet access..my uni does provides internet access..but it's for patient ppl only..for those short temper ppl like me who dun mind trashing the computers if they dun do wat u want, really haf to restrain from using those in the uni..

too many things happen in between ad..hmm, n i'm too lazy n tired to write out all..so will jus point out few main points..

finally watched geisha..watched it las year wid lynn, bear n yan..finally finish dd3 report..which has been bugging me for days..rob me of my precious sleep..finally got my hair dyed..even at the risk of facing the music..prob ws due to the dd3 stress..finally finish reading bear's time traveller's wife..and also quite a number of books..enjoyed them all..how i wished i could jus relax n read every single day till i finish every single book there is to read..finally bear had moved in..and for her i sacrificed my sleep..sigh..uncle chow mus b missing me now..

finally went to the cinemas..first time this year..finally went to watch oliver twist n pride n prejudice..nice movies..hehehe..the sound system in midvalley din really do oliver twist any justice..perhaps if they got better systems i would enjoy the movie more..nevertheless, the movie was great..pride n prejudice really makes me wanna read the original book..prob becos there's kinda plenty of loopholes in bet..as if there's no flow in them..hehehe..perhaps it's jus me..

finally went to watch fearless..wif whole family..very strange thing to do..i mus say jet li is damn great..to b able to attract ppl like my parents to once again step their foot in the cinemas..hmm..overall the movie was great..many hidden values..hehehe..the action part..hmmm..wasnt really tat great..i love the moves..no doubt bout tat but i'm not sure it's bcos of the editing o wat the fights did not go as smoothly as it shud be..perhaps it's jus me again..

finally realise n ready to admit that my english is going down hill..thanks to prof yeoh..hehehe..sigh..so i shall not torture u anymore by forcing u to read this half-past six english..

finally..this entry will end here.........................

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

The Pics

bday gal n pressie

bday gal

all of us

this is only part of the photo we took yest..lazy to post lar..hehehe..oh ya..who think tat ms lai elyne should make full use of her pressie (that tiny black bag) pls tag either me o her..hehehe..

Busy Week

well..this week was pretty busy for me..

hmm..let's start from last fri which is the 6/1/06..many things happened tat day..my granduncle was hospitalised on monday (2/1/06)..and being the antisocial person i've become, i jus found out bout it on fri..sigh..he jus had a surgery so was pretty weak..was there for less than half an hour bfore he chased us home..hehehe..

on saturday (7/1/06), more shocking news..sigh i forgot pretty much wat i did on tat day..lazing ard as usual i guess..

then on sunday (8/1/06), waited whole day for sophia to reach..oh ya..got an sms from qi at ard 3 am..was pretty blur tat time..tot was sophia who sms-ed me..anyway, i fell asleep while waiting for sophia to contact me..hmmm..then got her back safe n sound to my place n we chat then after she showered we went times square to meet qi..more shocking news were exchanged..sigh..i really wonder if i can take it anymore..three equally shocking news on three days straight..then after dinner we went back..plan to go taiping on mon after class..we tok till God noes wat time bfore i finally decided to sleep..

on monday (9/1/06), i prayed like hell for classes to end super early so i can catch the bus..sigh..well, the lectures did end early but things are not as planned..after another shocking news and some 'fight', i begin my journey to taiping..my mood tat day was super low..sigh..partly was because of my super low pp2 marks..i'm hopeless i guess..well, anyway after dinner my spirits began to pick up..hehehe..had the best fried oyster i had ever tasted..missing it deeply..then we went back to qi's place n chat till kinda late..discovered tat the Australian Pharmacy course is much much more intense than us..i wonder why??this kinda makes me more sad..

anyway, slept till ard 10 am the next day..after my breakfast, qi's mum fetch me to the bus station n off i go..sleep throughout the whole journey..was damn jam in kl so i got off the bus at ard hang tuah lrt station there..reach vista at ard 4.30pm..at six went to nite market wif huey, nes n bear..then played mahjong till ard 12am..slept at ard 2am..sick n tired..happy though..cos my granduncle was discharged (a day earlier than expected)..

on wed (11/1/06), i was so damn sick tat even after wearing one long sleeve shirt n two jacket, i can still feel the cold piercing to my bones..plan to skip class to see doc but thank God dr soh finishes his class early as usual..then in the end i still din see doc..cos stephanie gaf me medicine ad..man, she's really good..hehehe..can be a doc ad..thanks to her i'm ok now..at ard 12pm, i left wif sophia to pyramid to meet tai ka jie..hmm..act plan to go sg wang too..but i guess the medicine cause drowsiness..cos an hour later i felt damn sleepy..went home after lunch straight..n then i literally sink into my bed like a dead corpse..sleep was peaceful except the call from bear..then ard evening, sophia came n took her stuff..

on thurs (12/1/06), i was still tired after all those tat happened..but since during the weekends, many of us went back so we cant celeb for our ms bear's 21st bday..in the end we decided to celeb it today..ms bear, u better b grateful for this..i sacrificed my beauty sleep to make tat card for u..n mind u, the words are mine..sigh..was kinda sad when u tot that i copied it out from somewhere..but i guess tat proves how good my english is..hehehehe..anyway, i hope u like ur gift..dun think is much of a surprise cos we literally plan everythin in front of u

fri..which is today..sigh..friday the 13th..black friday..well, woke up damn early acc to my standards for the PP briefing..sigh..in my state of semi awake, i was wondering over sth..whether it's sth tat happened o it's jus my dream..hmm..soon figured out it was a dream (thank God)..cos i dreamt of my granduncle hospitalised again..sth got to do wif the wound reopening o wat..not sure the details..but the situation is kinda serious..was informed by my mum thru phone..how i noe it's a dream?cos i always off my hp when i sleep..so tat i can haf continous sleep throughout the nite..guess tat's all for now..my whole body is craving for my bed..

Infectious Disease

Description : Highly contagious..Little is known bout the disease..Once u haf it, it'll stick with u for life..

Symptoms : Cant get enuff sleep constantly..sleepy all the time..lethargic..

Treatment : None..except to sleep to relieve the symptoms..

Cause : Unknown

Pathology : Unknown

Name of Disease : Penyakit Lee Ai Lian

hehehe..lately my poor room mate got 'sick'..seems tat my disease had spread to her..hope she recovers soon..or else i'll mos prob b late for class each day..sigh..

damn happy yest..bought my fav type of pants..bought three to be exact..all same pattern but diff colour..a bit siao..then bought a bikini..dunno for wat oso..but man, i look damn good in it..hehehe..plan to study one but kinda got lazy after the first day..but sophia's sake i guess i'll have to study hard..sigh..hope i can finish studying before she comes o else i'll b in deep trouble..

was kinda surprised when yu hua told me she read my blog to keep her update wid my life..hehehe..really pity her..cos my blog n frenster is so outdated..thanks to my other disease (laziness)..really damn lazy to update my blog lar..not to mention my frenster which is like dead ad..hmm..will try to update my blog more frequently..anyway, take care wor, yu hua..wonder if we'll b able to meet bfore i leave for scotland in june..

ok got to stop now..penyakit lee ai lian is striking now..now i jus wished for my bed..my dear comfy bed.........

My Best Fren

sigh..i've been living on this Earth for 20 yrs..yet only today i found out who my best fren is..she's the only person on Earth who always patiently listen to me day n nite..when i'm still weak n vulnerable, she's the one who's always been taking care of me..n she's the only one i can confidently say who is always anxious bout my well-being..she's oso the only one who noes wat i like n hate..n rite now, she's the one i trust most..not tat i dun trust the others..but if i were to put trust in a scale hers would be 100%..

decided to blog bout this since it's the first day of the year..so kinda make things a bit significant..ironically, when i jus discover this best fren, my another best fren left me..shud haf noe it coming..anyway, wat's past is past..hmmm..in case any of u is wonderin, i'm not writing this entry bcos i us lost a best fren..ad plan to write bout this this noon..

ok..back to my best fren..sigh..couldnt wait to see her when i come back jb the next time..dunno wat i'll do w/o her..oh ya..was quite amused when she asked me if i had a boyfren lately..hehehe..anyway, thank you very much, Granny..too bad u'll nv see this..sigh..perhaps one day if i got the courage i'll tell it to u personally..u'll probably think i'm silly..but i dun mind..love your curry damn much..hehehe...

THANKS..

Going Backwards..

perhaps it's the new year..perhaps i'm jus plain wuliao..perhaps both..anyway let's turn back time to 23/12/2005..my family reach at ard 1pm..i think..anyway, thanks to lynn..i was able to move all my stuff to the car..man..my sis really have grown..hehehe..then we left vista n checked into a hotel in PJ..then dad went for his meeting..i tot he purposedly took leave to come kl to find me..in the end it turn out tat he came to kl for a meeting..anyway i'm jus glad n grateful tat i dun need to drag my stuff to pudu n travel home by bus..

hmm..let's see..then mum, sis n i took taxi to pyramid..nothing much to shop..sigh..wanted to buy tat dress tat i loved so much..the dress tat i tried on the last time i came there..then sudd i realised tat lay had the same dress..exactly the same one..how i noe, u may ask..i saw her wore it on wed..sigh..even comment tat the dress was lovely..so in the end i din buy..

after we were totally bored of pyramid, we went midvalley..hehehe..bought a LOT of polo shirt..(sounds crazy)..n bought a book titled "still life"..sis was kinda disappointed cos she couldnt find any clothes to her liking..so ya..she sulked all the way..hehehe..later we went to aunty nat for dinner..hmmm..prefer the last time i went wif my uncle..hehehe..cos the fish we ordered las time was bigger..we went back to the hotel..dirty n tired..then played a few rounds of cards wid sis bfore sleeping at 9pm..came back to jb on 24/12/2005 after breakfast..

on 25/12/2005, my aunt n cousins came to jb!!yeah..hehehe..din do much on 25th cos by the time they reach it's ad at nite..the next day, we went shopping!!yeah!!hehehe..bought a dress similar to the one i loved in pyramid one..only to find out tat lay had the same dress..man, she really loves those dresses..hehehe..heck care lar..i prefer this dress cos the prints are in PINK!!hehe..think tat's all i bought..my sis like org gila..bought over RM 300..(sigh..if only i haf tat much of money..i can pay of half of the car damages..)oh ya..bought an elle t-shirt as well..hehe..n plenty of undies..my cousins bought a few lar..my sis is still the insane one..hehehe..

on 27/12/2005..my fren's elian's bday..i stayed at home attempting to do the dd3 project in vain..my cousins n aunts went to city square for more shopping..oh ya..woke up VERY early today cos my cousins wan me to teman them for breakfast..needless to say i return home after tat to continue my sleep..then woke up for lunch again..bro belanja..cos my aunt's bday coming soon..hehehe..love the lunch..too bad not in the mood to enjoy..then in the evening, went lavender n bought a cheese cake for my aunt..hehehe..glad to hear tat she loved our gift..hehehe..guess it's really true tat the greatest gift comes in small packages..hehehe..cos the one me n sis gaf to her was really small compare to the others..hmmm..after blowing the candles n stuff she left at ard 12 am..sigh, begin to miss my cousins n aunt ad..anyway i got addicted to computer games today..sigh..

was browsing thru my laptop's photo today (30/12/2005)..saw some of the pics i took in Melbourne..then i realised how much i missed Melbourne..sigh..hopefully i can visit there again..wonder when will tat be.....

ps: wont be blogging tat frequently next year..IMU's connection sux..i would rather sleep at home..so will only blog when i'm in jb..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

An Expensive Christmas This Year

sigh..so many things happen ever since i las blog..there are good n bad things..first i injured my toe while opening a door..ended up seeing doc in the mid of the nite..thanks to penang sharon n ming jia..who willingly bcame my driver..n thanks for yan for caring for me..hehehe..hmmm..was saying tat yan's bf a bit 'duo zhai duo nan'..seems like the kettle calling the pot black (watever it is)..sigh..

Lady Luck definitely is not smiling at me at the moment..sigh..the worst xmas gift i gaf my poor neighbours today..i knock into their car..sigh..their back lights n my front lights were spoilt..damn embarassing as the whole street came out to find out wat had happened (naturally)..but i'm more ashamed bout how tat accident happened..sigh..wat a 'great' xmas eve tat i'll nv forget..so ms bear i'll b quite broke for a long time as i need to pay for the damages..i guess there will b no more trips for movies for me for the time being..sigh..n ms ling wei, i guess i cant go to tanjung after all..sigh..oh ya..in case if u r wondering, i was on my way to meet wif a fren for movies..after tat accident i was fetch to the movies..

hmm..the movie sux anyway..either tat o i was still in shock after tat accident..oh ya, my dear ai ren..my dad din scold me..hahaha..heard from my mum he warned my bro n sis not to mention bout it ever in front of me..so i guessed i can stop worrying bout my bro n sis making fun of me..sigh..i now only fear bout my grandparents n aunts since they haf yet to find out..tmr..tmr will reveal everything..sigh..i guess my grandpa will NEVER sit in my car..hehehe..dunno bout my granny though..i wont dare to fetch them anyway..sigh...........oh ya..jus tot of someone who will definitely NOT sit in my car after hearing this..my uncle..hehehe..

sigh..i guess tat shud b enuff bout the bad stuff..cos i dun really feel like toking bout it yet i cant pretend it nv happened (although i would love to do so v much..if only i can turn back time)..oh well..had a great time after pp2 class test..had steamboat tat nite wif yan, bear, lynn n her bf..then later went penthouse n borrow mah jong from then..n being a kaki judi i taught them how to play mah jong..we played till ard 3 am n lynn went to sleep..the rest of us (me, bear n yan) play 'tiga kaki' till ard 6am..then after cleaning the dishes, bear left..me n yan plan not to sleep..in the end i slept in her room..she was still studyin(damn rajin)..on thurs (22/12), the attendance was very bad for Dr. Soh's lecture..(fri was worst)..i was late for Dr. Ong's class..after having a tok wif Dr. Soh bout tat day's attendance..can see from his expression he was very disappointed..he expected full attendance on tat day esp it's after the class test..think he v kelian cos he's a very good lecturer..till now he haven told PP bout our poor attendance as he fully understand tat there are ppl who ponteng to study for coming exams..but i guess to him it's a bit unbearable to still haf poor attendance for thurs (n fri, i think)..sigh..so to all P1/04 who happen to read this, pls attend his lecture..

tat nite we had tang yuan..hehe..guess i can proudly say tat i did them with bear's n yan's help..but i guess i'm still not tat good in cooking compare to both of them..hehehe..bear damn 'ngim chim' bout her tang yuan...hehehehe..but i really think tat the ginger not strong enuff..keli n lay came first..then they both left..lay to i dunno where n keli to teman huey san to makan..then huey n agnes came..then me, yan, bear n agnes played mah jong (again..sigh..yan n bear addicted ad..)huey left to penthouse place..when she return at ard 10pm i think, i decide to end the game n return the set to penthouse..plan to go tok for a while but seems tat they were going out for dinner..sigh..so in the end went back wif keli (she was at penthouse too) cos keli wanna go take her pot n stuff..huey n agnes went back..

then as i was about to open the door for keli n bear for them to leave, the wooden door somehow (i oso dunno how it happened) 'cut' my toe..if u look at it now it's probably nothing..but tat time all i felt was intense pain..so intense till i can get up for a few minutes..i dunno how long..how long does it take for us (bear, keli n me) to get over our initial shock n for bear to call yan to open the door for them n for me n yan to haf a small tok bfore i was finally able to limp back to my room to rest..i dunno..so by the time i went to see doc (tat was after both me n yan had bath), i think it was ad quite ok except tat it was damn swollen..had tat stupid yet essential tetanus injection..sigh..sth i hate most..injection...now my arm hurts more than my toe..my family came to kl yest..hehe..so i need not go back by bus..went to pyramid n mid valley to shop..was damn tired n my toe ach like hell..anyway..after all tat had happened, i'm glad to b home at last...

for those who had wished me n to those of u who drop by..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Nothing Much...

hmmm..guess it's been a long time since i blog..sigh..too much stuff happen within this time..let's see..we had food fair on 6/12..was quite a success..we managed to sell all our stuff..hehehe..but the money earned is still not enuff for the convo mag..had a damn tiring day..slept from 3pm till ard 7 - 8 pm..hmm..then we were wondering whether to go nite market o cinema..sigh..in the end we went nite market..but being the blur me i tot we were going to cinema..thank God i din really have much time to dress up..only managed to change to long pants which is ad v weird outfit for nite market..tat nite i bcame the joke of the day..hehehe..

been really tired these days..exams coming..yet i have not studied..been watching bleach every second i haf..sigh..thus this tiredness..these few days din turn out really well for me..dunno y..anyway, now haf to stop..really no mood to go on..will put up the pics for food fair n yest trip to midvalley when i feel better..

TRANSNASIONAL SUX....

TRANSNASIONAL SUX...used to love to sit transnasional buses...reasons is tat they are punctual..when the bus is supposed to leave at 1pm, they leave at 1pm sharp..but sadly, this is not the case any longer..the condition of the bus got from bad to worst..first, the three seater bus was replaced by four seater..next, the bus used to b clean..now it's home to cockroaches n flies..all this are consider small problems..i dun mind degrading from three seater to four seater..i dun mnd sharing my seat wif irritating flies n disgusting roaches..wat i cant tolerate most is the driver's inabilty to be punctual..if it's a few minutes late it's ok..but to be half an hour late..man, u must be blind..or are u tat dumb tat u dun even noe how to read ur watch o clock??strangely malaysians dunno how to read their time properly..we got this disease which makes us so prone to being late..it's such a norm ard here..ppl late for lectures, late for dates..even the wedding dinners start late..no wonder we so uncivilised..cos we're always late..late at arriving to the civilised world.....

The Beginning of A New Sem

overall, i'm damn excited n happy..dunno y i really looked forward to this sem..anyway, like all the other sems, i am always lzy..my diary is 3 months outdated n i haven start studying..sigh..

well, had a great week las week..went out almost everyday..n now i haf a big hole in my pocket..hmm..went n watch harry potter on thurs n dragon squad on sat..went to sg wang on sat at ard 8am for delifrance breakfast buffet..damn full..then went over to times sq to watch dragon squad..bought some souveniors for the two visiting lecturers who came today..nice ppl..

later spend my whole day in borders..managed to save $$ as i finished a book i wanted to buy..hmm..dun think i'm going to comment on tat book..but will put in the pic in..finish the anansi boys last week..damn nice..hehehe..really sth i've nv read bfore..hmm..my recent mood wasnt as happy as i tot..tot i'll b damn happy this sem..oh well, u cant haf everything in the world..going back this weekend..damn looking forward to it..

Someone who Always Noes How to Cheer Me Up....

"replying your nick... if you are like the leaves on the trees, i will NOT be there to catch u...in the first place i wont let you detach yourself from the tree... cos onli leaves which are weak and withered will fall to the ground...got it haha... gotta go, juz online to reply ya... tata"

hehe..cant bear to delete this so i decided to paste it here..where i can view it everytime i online..well, i am not depressed o sad..in fact wat i'm feeling now is far from it..thanks for everything..all the best for ur exams..see ya soon......

dear airen,

guess it's now my turn to reply u..really damn gan dong tat u went online jus to reply me..but i'm still wondering how u noe my nick..hmmm..i was still toking to u when i change my nick??hehehe..u noe lar me..a bit blur one..anyway, i jus read the first part of it from a blog..find it kinda meaningful..the second part, "will u b there to catch me?" is sth i added..since the day i laid my eyes on the nicci french book i haf always been wondering who will catch me when i fall..hehehe..anyway thanks for everything..you really warmed my heart....miss you lots....

-neno-

Last Day of Work

tat will be tomolo..sigh..kinda missed them..and to think tat we've only known each other for a month o so..some even less..n yet they are going to belanja me tmr..hmmm..sudd i was wondering if i'm really tat bad tat they are celebrating my last day of work..wel..life's too short to think bout all this..

Goal!!

hmmm..i paid RM 8 and i got the whole cinema to myself..in case some of u who still dun get the whole pic, i'm the only person in the cinema while watching goal on Deepavali..therefore, i did not silence my mobile for the first time while in cinemas..n i feel super duper vvvvip..cos the movie starts as soon as i sit down..

no lenghty nonsense advertisements..hehehehe..hmm..too bad my vip-ness soon ends..a guy walks in n sat in my row..too bad he was an old guy..very old..like ah pek..luckily he got shadow one..n he walks n not drifts..o else..i think i'll b scared to death..ok..at first tot goal was either not nice o most ppl had watched it ad..o prob cos i watch the earliest slot one..hmmm..thank God the movie was nice..damn nice..would love to watch it again..hehehe..ok..tat's all for now..damn tired from work lar..

prob wont blog for this break anymore..as for the future..i'm not sure..cos i made a promise to myself to study real hard for sem 5..might not haf any time to blog anymore..so guess this is the las blog for now..unless i got sth really happy/sad to tok bout..btw..jus bought a book titled Anansi Boys..damn nice..haven got time to read finish..sigh..woking life sux!!no time to even sit down n relax n enjoy a book..damn neno...............

lastly,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI..(kinda late..but i think i rmr hearing from Anbu that Deepavali is not jus one day..hehehe)

Wat a Small World

Day 1

reported myself at the HR department today..saw my future colleague..who turns out to b my grand senior from IMU..was showed ard the hospital till ard 9.10 am..then was shown to the pharmacy dept..where we (my grand senior n i) was introduced to the head pharmacist..then we were introduced to the second pharmacist in charge..who, surprise, surprise, turn out to be my great grand senior from IMU..is this world small o wat..well..was introduced to the rest of the team..all nice ppl..hehehe..was told tat on our first day we do not need to do anything jus sit there n watch..basically wasting ur time n getting into ppl's way..cos the place is kinda crowded wif a terlebih org like me esp when i do not haf any qualifications yet..to make things worst..the pharmacy dept wasnt told bout my arrival..they knew my grand senior was coming but they do not noe that i'm supposed to come..sad huh..hehehe..

anyway..from the moment i went into the room, my eyes was constantly at the clock o watch..waiting for lunch break to come..which is at 1pm..damn nervous..results coming out today..so was quite tempted to sneak bhind n grab my hp looking for sms..hehehe..finally the lunch break arrives..mum came to fetch me home..grab my bag n left..took my hp out..saw bear's sms..was overjoyed..cos it meant i din fail........till i open the sms..i neither fail nor pass..the results was not released..results was postphoned till wed..apparently our batch did badly n strathclyde is remarking..isnt tat great?!?well, then had a quick lunch..n rushed back..after lunch break my eyes are still fixed on the clock n watch..counting the secs off..planning wat to do after 5pm..finally 5pm arrives..hehehe..went home..and believe it o not i was damn tired..damn strange..it's not as if i did A LOT today..went back, bath, had dinner n slept at 8pm...did i mention i was sick??so it wasnt a great day for me..bored..............

Day 2

well, my grand senior told me today he was toking to my senior on the phone yest..i was like huh?toking to my senior?!?i tot p1/03 was in scotland..plus i dunno which senior he was refering to..later found out tat he was refering to my mentor..glad to hear her doing fine..hmm..the world is small..like everywhere everyone everything got connection..oh well..today is a busy day..learn plenty of stuff..n blieve me..the extemporaneous dispensing is much much easier than the ones we did in PP1..

prob cos i was only allowed to handle easy stuff..hehehe..prob there wasnt any pressure as no one is there to gif u a ZERO..oh well..anyway i learn how to make syrup n stuff..n act dispense it to real patients..well..under strict supervision of course...was allowed to dispense medications too..learn quite a lot bout diff medicines..and also a few things bout the docs..hehehe..n i no longer hope for the time to pass..in fact i was kinda reluctant to leave when the time comes..strange huh?well..let's hope i pass tmr..n no more delay..then i can see doc for my sickness..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Running Out of Titles

jus finish reading my fren's blog..strange..how come there are so many ppl out there who thinks they are not beautiful..hmmm..guess this is sth i wont b able to understand..cos i guess i nv felt ugly before..from day 1 of my life i always think i'm beautiful..although a bit way too fat..but nevertheless still beautiful..hehehe..my dear ai ren..i think u look great in the pic u took wif ur toiletmate..

saw this article in newspaper few days back..was an article bout dove..n their challenge to change stereotype beauty..as in, most ppl thing tat gals mus haf long hair etc..n dove wanna change ppl's view of it..u can b beautiful even if u haf short hair n not modelly thin..u dun haf to b like most ppl to b beautiful..jus b urself..i believe everyone no matter wat size n shapes n wat skin colour they are beautiful in their own way..the only way u can make urself ugly is the way u dress urself n the way u carry urself..

so to those who are always feeling tat they are not thin enuff (includes me) not pretty enough etc..this song is dedicated to you...

Every day is so wonderful

And suddenly, i saw debris

Now and then, I get insecure

From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious

So consumed in all your doom

Trying hard to fill the emptiness

The piece is gone left the puzzle undone

That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down

Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do (no matter what we do)

No matter what they say (no matter what they say)

When the sun is shining through

Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)

The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine)

But tomorrow will find a way

All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no

We are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring us down

Don't you bring me down today

the only prob is tat u haf to sing it to urself..hehehe..cos i dunno how to change this blog's song to this..

The Undomestic Goddess

finish reading this book on sat..sigh..makes me think A LOT..bout the one question tat's been bothering me ever since i step in IMU on 9/2/2004..the one question which i've constantly ignored n pushed to the back of my head..had been wondering for days if i really wan to be a pharmacist..where stress n heavy responsibilities are the recipe..where no mistakes are supposed to be made..where ideally humans worked flawlessly..where i dun seem to belong..i've nv been one of those who are able to thrive under stress n pressure..

anyway..this book is a great one..better than the other books by the same author..too bad now i've got nothing to read other than the daily papers..

You're Beautiful..

well..i should haf posted this entry long time ad..but i think by posting it on 10/10 will be more meaningful..this entry is dedicated to someone special..you noe who you are..hmmm..basically i dunno wat more to write..cos most of the important stuff is ad highlighted by qi..but i would like you to noe tat you are one of the important ppl in my life..glad tat we had a huge misunderstanding las time..hehehe..or else i dun think i'll appreciate u this much..hmmm..i dunno why but this song kept popping in my head.........

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down......

well..at least part of the song..hehehe..well..i hope i'm able to bring tears to your eyes by now..which i very much doubt will happen..but i do hope tat if there really were tears, those tears are tears of joy..sigh..guess i really am bad at words..perhaps a hug will be able to explain all tat i wanna say..perhaps..so u better get ur ass back to kl this year..hehehe..ok lar..tat's all for now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

The Longest Yard

the longest yard..nice movie..reminds me of IMU cup..speaking of which we got second for cheerleading n third overall..strange thing is i dun feel happy at all..perhaps i sort of expected sth..oh well, it's over..but ppl..if u're really free like me u should go watch the longest yard..flight plan was nice too..very well-planned..but somehow not everyone was able to understand it..i think..cos so far the comments i heard was not really good..i guess diff ppl haf diff taste..i love it..it has a very good plot..sth which i dun see from movies nowadays..

saw this book in MPH on 29/9..seems nice..really wanna buy but too bad..i'm now banned from buying anymore books..reason?my house is currently full of books..sigh..the book is by a couple..nicci french (dunno which name is the guy n shish is the gal..) title : catch me when i fall..hehehe..n it's this title which catches my eye..flipped thru it too..damn nice..hehehe..trying to persuade my mum to let me buy this one..hehehe..

nothing impressive i done these days..unless u can count going back to imu on 4th to watch the cheer leading n came back on 5th as impressive..thanks keli for keeping me company..

ok..got to go for now..tomolo got to celebrate my mum's n mine chinese bday..hehehehe..will start working on 17th October..so i guess this semester break wasnt so bored at all..currently reading the undomestic goddess (by the same author of can u keep a secret?)

ps: dear ai ren..if u are reading this may i remind u tat my bday is coming..n all i wan is to take a pic wif u..hehehe..oh ya n to anyone who haf ken hirai's songs (any song will do) and fish leong's silk road..pls contact me..thanks..n to those in jb n are bored pls contact me..i'm dying to go out..hehehe