Wat a Day..


stupid pp1 essay..make me go crazy..sigh..keep on telling ppl wrong info..for those who got the wrong info..i'm sorry..sigh..anyway jus wanna post this pic..promise a fren i'll post up the pic of my new (act not tat new ad lar now) hp..hehehe..cant find the one same as my colour..so u haf to use ur imagination a bit..imagine it in red..




oh ya..forgot..my dear apple, 'call me elizabeth' is now available..let me noe when u coming to collect..or jus let me noe when u r in town..hehehe

The Power of Books

yup..i noe i shud be studying by now..hehehe..but jus rmr sth..books can be very influencing..sigh..been reading those neno books for too long..n it's beginning to put weird ideas in my head..sigh..made up my mind to stick back to the good old stuff i usually read before this..in case things get out of hand..hehehe..ok, really got to go now..

oh ya..before i forgot..my blog is 1 years old ad..sigh..supposed to 'celebrate' it on its bday..but forgot..poor thing..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

Miss Goatee

sigh..shud haf blog bout this days ago..hmm it's act bout a dream i had..hehehe..forgot the details though..jus rmr i had a goatee..some how..hmmm..it's kinda funny..but somehow it seems so real that each day i worry it turn true..hehehe...

went to MPO on sun wif bear..was a damn nice experience..love the classics..hehehehe..visit bear's blog for more info..lately been meeting wif my cousins..so fun..hehehehe..one of my cousins went USA last week..din act went to see her off cos of the time factor..but went to visit her the day bfore she left..too bad din haf enuff private time wif her so i was quite silent tat nite..cos most of our relatives came up from melaka to wish her etc(stuff u normally say to a person who's leaving overseas for studies)....

yest went out wif cousins too..so fun..too bad din get to tok for long cos when we meet is ad quite late..hehehe..sigh..yest huey they all went midvalley..wanted to go too..but part of me wanted to meet cousins as well..plus, i ad promied them..act i hoped that huey they all go out today..hehehe..so i can tag along as well..prob is a sign to me..asking me to spend today studying..if that's the case, i think i better stop..sigh..wasted half a day..doing nothing..oh well, will stop here..

so happy tat i'm going home tmr..

I'm Sick!!

Sick..sigh..sth i couldnt afford to be..hope i'll be ok soon..sad..sad..no mood to write ad..so this blog will be dead till its bday..hopefully by then i'll be ok ad..

The New Cheesy Pizza..For Cheese Lovers

i think only agnes will b able to appreciate this pizza..in my own opinion, the pizza has nothing much to offer..sigh..the prospect of eating many types of cheese is indeed inviting for a cheese lover like me..but i dun think i quite like it lor..hehehehe..prob i chose a bad flavor which din really go with the cheeses..anyway been real happy back at home..dun feel like going back..sigh..but wat to do..damn happy when i think tat our sem is going to end soon..so the sooner it is i can b at home..but then again, i dun wanna go scotland so soon..sigh..

I can see the sky..I can see the clouds..I can see the sun.......

i'm in paradise..hehehe..after enduring weeks of the neno haze, i'm back to where i belong..where i can see the sky, the clouds, the sun and breath more freely..hehehe..sigh..these few days damn tough esp for me..thank god i'm back at home..but still haf some side effects...hehehe..

pity the animals though..saw some on my way back in upm..sigh..we humans can escape to indoors..while they haf to suffer outdoors..some lucky ppl like me can go back hometown..n they still haf to stay there..sad sad

finish reading elyne's book ad..eleven minutes..damn nice..but then again, i realise that all the book i recommend in my blog are all 'damn nice'..hehehe..jus cant figure out this..y ppl still smoke when the haze is so bad..if u badly need to smoke jus go outdoors n deeply inhale..get all the smoke u wan for free..n stop lighting the cigratte..contributing to the haze..

Unlucky Day

sigh..was damn unlucky las sat (6/8)..went to pc fair tat day..fell down twice..fell when i was approaching the guardhouse while attempting to receive a call..in the end my phone ended up scratch..sigh..second time fell when i was climbing up the stairs..sigh..my feet was step by ppl umpteen times..and ah foo accidently step on my slippers..causing a bruise to form on my feet..sigh..basically i haf to check for injuries when i reach home..

anyway, i bought a new mp3 player..hehehe..to those who ad noe, yes..i ad got one..but then i jus cant resist this so i bought it..plus after travelling so far n squeezing thru sea of ppl etc i think i haf to buy sth..hehehe..anyway i'm giving the old one to my sis =p hehehe..

been damn neno lately..sigh..ok lar will stop here now...........

Nothing Much

hmm..damn pissed off with gmail lately..yest i cant log in..today, i cant send email..wat's the point of having an email acc when u cant log in to check ur mails n send emails??sigh..maybe i'm jus bad luck..

finally finish reading harry potter today..hehehe..finish it at ard 4.30 am..almost couldnt wake up for lecture..hehehehe..luckily huey called me which is like ard 10.20 am..i got like 10 minutes to get ready n rush to uni..went to lecture empty handed except for the essentials - money n hp..din haf time to figure out which lecture i haf so no notes were taken..now waiting for 2pm to come so i can meet my new tutor..so sad tat Dr Ling's going..sigh..
the book wasnt really up to my expectation..sigh..prob cos i haf too high expectation for it..find it quite plain compare to the previous ones..prob i kinda guess the ending..sigh..watever..guess it's time for me to conc on PP1 n HEP..........

Jus Plain Happy

i'm so happy..in a way..hehe..bear tells me yest i'm a good actress..cos althou i'm feeling kinda sad but i dun show it out..hmm..dunno if this is good news o not..hehehe..

wat i'm happy is tat after the previous entry i posted i'm quite shocked yet warmed by the responses i got..first, ai lynn sms me bout it..i'm reluctant to tell her n others bout the details cos like wat chun yau said : i only heard fragments of it..so there's no way i can conclude..hmm..then to my surprise bear n purple was concern bout it too..after they read the entry..hehehe..then my best fren was worried too..hehehe..

din blame her for not sms-ing me..sms-ing ppl from overseas is not cheap..wat i dun expect is..response/comment from chun yau..i had no idea he reads my blog..so thank you all..(the sequence of the names mentioned above is based on wat i saw/heard first..cos i dunno which comes first..)hmm..prob some of u may wonder why am i so happy over such small things..i tot no one would bother but seems like i'm seriously wrong..

next, i guessed i'm happy cos we dun need to retake the cvs exam..sigh..a load off my back..so damn happy that i dun need to study tat again..for now tat is..another tat i'm happy is prob tat bear got back her print quota worth RM 3..may seem little to some of u but believe me..RM 3 is a lot when it comes to print quota..

last but not least,

Thanks to all for ur concern..Have a nice day...........

Not So Perfect After All

sigh..went home this weekend..was quite happy despite some stuff happening..jus when i tot i would return to bt jalil in an overall happy mood, i kinda overheard a piece of conversation which totally ruin my whole week..possibly whole month..sigh..

hmm..guess i'm prob too naive o wat..cos i always tot my family was a grat family althou we're not as rich as others etc..but nevertheless, we're happy..i tot..sigh..the fragments of conversation i heard totally shattered my perception of my family..prob i've been dreaming too much........

Call Me Elizabeth

bought this real nice but not cheap book from MPH las thurs after my CVS exam..CVS exam was ok since it's much easier than i tot..been quite fan bout certain stuff these days..almost went bonkers on tues (26/7)..felt like jumping off my balcony..sigh..guess i really too stress..




A great book bout a great mother..i really salute to the author - for her courage..courage to endure all the sufferings she suffered..and her courage to write it all into a book..besides that, her love for her children is really beyond imagination..cant say if wat she did was rite o wrong..cant possibly judge her since i myself never went through all those..this book really touches my heart..more so as it's a biography rather than pure fiction..

Plain Gross

sigh..felt real sick after reading a news report on child pornography in Malay Mail on Saturday..the things tat ppl do to kids are jus plain gross..some dads rape their child cos they can sell the video to earn some cash...some jus practically sell their kids to others for filming porn..sigh..cant continue anymore..feel damn sick now..

The Ugly Side of Human (Part 3)

been thinking of blogging this entry for days..had this plot in my mind when i came back last Sunday..hehehe..somehow due to my laziness(as usual) and stress(from CVS interpertation exam) the posting of this entry was delay..hmmm..plan to act post this up only after my CVS exam..but then again, life goes on..so might as well post it today since i'm so free n haf nothing better to do =p (this is the 2nd time i'm typing this..sigh..lost the first draft..so guess this would b inevitably shorter than the original one..tired of typing)

as usual, i would like to warn whoever is reading this page, if you're unhappy wif wat i am going to write down here, there are a few things you could do :

a) close the page..there's this cute little x at the right hand side corner of this page
b) write down any comments you feel like it..no foul language though..we're in the 21st century ad..be civilised a bit for God's sake
c) go back and think..there is a high chance when u dun like wat u hear or see from ppl is tat it's the 'ugly' truth about you..so it's high time to do some soul searching
Secondly, i would like to say tat this article is not directed to anyone i noe..if u feel tat it's directed to you, it's just a pure coincidence..cos there is no way it's directed to you since it's based on myself..if you do find this familiar, you should rejoice instead..cos u're not alone..
So, here goes the ride through the ugly side of human..(for the third time)

recent incidents happening around me kinda indicate tat most humans, if not all, actually enjoy using each other for various reasons(mostly selfish reasons)..basically, i myself noe of a few people of tat kind..everyone from all walks of life have, whether directly or indirectly, use another human being for their own advantages..remember the time u ask favours, be it small or big, from others?well, tat's the time when u join the 'club'..the club of using ppl..situations like this happen everyday..i bet many of u had/have/will use others for ur own purposes..if you beg to differ, all i can do is congratulate u for making into the list of 'ugly' humans..for telling such a 'beautiful' lie...(pls refer to The Ugly Side of Human (Part 1)

chronic 'users' only tok/phone/sms/email (in plain english contact) u when they need a favour from u..the favour range from wanting transportation from u to asking u to be their personal Pos-Laju..it's ok if u ask favours from others, i mean who nv ask favours before?(i would be lying through my teeth if i say i haven)the fine line bet 'normal users' n 'abnormal users' is the ability to noe the limits..it's fine if u noe ur limits..but sadly, many ppl out there dun haf the basic instinct to noe the limits..

toking bout noe-ing limits, one shud really consider this when trying to criticise others..it's ok to haf healthy comments bout others..but it gets nasty when u forget the limits..bottom line is dun ever think tat u are perfect..cos no one is in this world..always take a good look at urself before criticising others..stop saying others are stupid when u urself are NOT tat smart..if u really are, u wont be here wif me in the first place..u'll be six feet under ground, alongside wif Einstein..and to those of u out there who had been criticising me for ages..here is a lil advice for u:

a) even my parents dont mind..why should u??y bother urself wif my matters??dont u haf A LOT of things in hand??mayb u shud jus mind ur own business??if u are really tat free, mayb u can do wat Jasper suggested..get a spouse and haf 12 kids in a row..tat'll keep u busy both physically n mentally for good..
b) u r not as perfect as u think..true, there mayb some qualities in u which is better than mine..neverthelessly, according to bear:

in my opinion, "perfect" (I really mean perfect in every ways) people won't even discriminate others as they are already so perfect that they dun have any flaws at all! So, whoever you think is/are perfect here, is/are not perfect.

c) this is me..i like the way i am n would nv change for now cos i feel comfortable being the way i am..so either u accept me, or jus get out of my life..cos u r definitely 'friends' who are not worth keeping..

lastly,
I wonder why...I wonder why AA has plenty of comments even when her entries are predominantly made up of few short sentences... =p

ps:i plan to blog three entries at first..but somehow i guess i'll jus combine all three together to make a real LONG one..hope u enjoy this..do leave a comment..badly needs them to soothe my nerves..hehehe =)

BORDERS..


went to Times Square las wed..watch a movie wif miss bear..hmm..a very chim movie..not a good option if u jus wanna relax n enjoy..mayb i jus dun quite like to think too much..after the movie, went to borders..nice place..real heaven..till now haven explore finish the store..hehehe..bought two books from there..finish one of them in jus one day..damn nice..the book currently is wif purple..i would definitely recommend this book..hehehe..althou i dun think everyone will like it..really still depends on wat type of book u prefer..

one of the books i bought...damn nice~

n3n0-ing

Before


After


Today was damn happy for obvious reasons..hehehe..took these pics on sat during the Cheer 2005..so happy tat Dynamitez won..hehehe..they were great..

learn many stuff today from bear n foo..hehehe..tat contributed to my happiness today..but i mus agree tat there are some issues which kinda got on my nerves today..guess will b highlighting some of them..hehe..got this really neno lecturer teaching us now..sigh..damn good at 'blowing cow'..he loves to waste time boasting bout his past..think i mention this bfore..sigh..but wat to do..he really sux lar..unlike miss bear i'm going to give him an evaluation report at the end of this sem tat will make him stop neno-ing(i hope)..

damn stress these days..got too many stuff haven done yet..sigh..but one thing which i've been looking forward to is tat i'm going back this weekend :D


Before After




A n3no Day

hmm..wasnt really enthu in writing bout the midvalley trip yest..till i saw miss bear calling us monkeys..hehe..so guess we would soon be calling names at each other soon..hehehe..basically this blog isnt mainly bout yest..cos i guess the main outline bout the trip will be from bear's blog..so this entry would be on wat had happened the past few days n stuff..

i guessed i mus haf grown older A LOT these days..on las tues, a lecturer, who obviously had not taught us bfore, mistook me for another lecturer..this incident created an uproar in my class..sigh..i still cant figure out wat makes me look like another fellow lecturer to him??hmm..wished i could go in further details bcos this incident seems to brighten up many ppl's day upon hearing bout it..but somehow i jus dunno how and where to start so if u r really interested let me noe..

hmmm..another 'funny' incident happened this mon when we were having HEP workshop..somehow my words were not appropriate..hmmm..i was merely asking the lecturer if i could show him my outline privately..and it seems that the word 'privately' causes many to imagine stuff..sigh..i was kinda ok wif the reaction they gave but it seems tat it causes the lecturer to feel kinda awkward n stuff..he was kinda weird today when i went n see him regarding my draft..hehehe..so i guess it's kinda obvious he remembers me?!?hehehe..so basically u can feel awkwardness n stuff hanging in the air when i was in his room for..yes, 'private' sessions on my outline...:p

hmm..basically i like all my lecturers this sem except for tat one n only..sigh..i'm not sure y i dislike him tat much..but he's really a waste of time..as in he spent the first half of the lecture toking bout wat i consider as rubbish..or should i say he spent the first half of the lecturer boasting bout himself..arghhhh..and end up couldnt finish the lecture..if u r really tat great mayb it shud ad be one of ur principles to stick to the time..man..if u r given 1 hour to lecture then finish it in 1 lecture..if u finish the lecture earlier (which i doubt it) then u do wat u like wif the excess of time..by boasting bout urself at first half of ur lecture, u are basically wasting my time n money..n if u haven noticed it, u had ad lost most of the attention from the class..the class gets more n more restless towards the end..sigh..

hmm..basically was damn excited the day bfore yest cos yest was going to midvalley for two movies..but my spirits was kinda dampen by tat neno lecturer..thank God my spirits lift up when we got the movie tickets..hehe..had Sushi King for lunch n Pizza Hut for dinner..all well ends well..i managed to buy the beans my aunt wants..u can kinda imagine how i look when i return to vista..exactly like Santa Claus wif his huge sack..hehehe..

guess tat's all for now..got to run..having a lecture soon..will blog again..when i feel like it..

A New Hope To This Blog

hehe..not really sth big deal lar..jus tat i'm kinda lag in everything i do these days..from academic to social to entertainment etc..sigh..been kinda behind wif all my revisions n stuff..then this mon i receive my HEP topics..sigh..more work to do..haven done any research yet n i've like tons to study..plus the lab practicals to cover before each sessions..sigh..one thing i am thankful for is tat i'm exempted from the damn EARLY english class..hehehe..hmmm..i dun really noe wat i'm busy wif cos i dun even haf time to go online to check emails n blog..yup..so for the first time in my life, the reason y this blog seems dead is tat i haf either no access or no time to access to the net..and not becos of my laziness creeping in..hehehe..strange har??

remember my previous entries when i said that i was forever changing n adapting to the environment ard me??hehehe..guess i'm adapting pretty well in my new home..hehehe..so much so that now i hardly had afternoon naps(pls disregard this week..hehehe..cos i've been having a lot of 'nite activities' which are unpredictable)hehehe..strange huh?for a sleeper like me??guess it's bcos i sleep at ard 11.30pm everyday now..and wakes up at 6.30 am( another shock for those who knew me well..hehehe)hmm..y wake up so early u may ask..well, been jogging wif frens (namely tze yan n jiet hui) every morning at 7 am..hehehe..kinda too healthy for a person as lazy as me?!?kinda like this healthy lifestyle..hope it'll last although this week i've been skipping jogging sessions due to the late 'nite activities'..

hmmm..probably many will misinterpret the 'nite activities' i do every nite this week..well, basically is tat my roommate (ai lynn) is not ard these days..so i kinda forgot bout time when i embarked on new missions i set for myself..normally stop only when feel tired..bad way of timing my tiredness huh??wif ai lyn ard, i sort of haf a 'reminder' wif me..so was kinda glad if she's at home..so i'll sleep earlier n thus wake up earlier n not taking afternoon naps..which will lead to me wasting a lot of time..arghhh..i cant believe this...i cant believe tat one day that a sloth like me will say tat sleeping is a waste of time...well at least sleeping too much..hehehe..i dunno whether i should rejoice o mourn for this sudden yet healthy(acc to my mum n almost everyone i guess) change..hehehe..

guess tat's all for now..sigh..damn tired now..slept only for less than 3 hours..played caesarIII wif elyne yest till 6.30am(yeah..tat's one of the notorious 'nite activities')sigh..getting addicted to games now..stupid laptop..hehehe..maybe i shud stick to old n slow laptops so tat i wont b encourage to play games too much..thank god there's now connection now at my place..or i'll be lagging more..going for lab now..(really worried bout pharmacy practice labs..looks tough..cos any small mistakes will lead to a deduction in ur marks..God bless me..)

sO hApPy!!

hehehe..damn happy today..cos my new notebook has arrived!!yea!!guess i'll be spending my free time playing with it ad..hehehe..well like usual nothing much happen..except i just cut my hair..cut by my mum..hehehe..

was kinda angry at first..cos i tot she cut ad i looked like an idiot..but when everyone seems to like it i kinda feel quite happy about it ..hehehe..my face n neck is full of scars now..the result of me scratchibg it..feeling damn hot these days..sigh..maybe cos of the long hair..finished the book elyne borrowed me..was quite nice esp some of the neno parts..looking forward to her other recommended books..

today got scalded by hot oil while cooking..was actually frying chickens..now my body is covered wif red bruises..hehehe..went sushi king yest..i haf to admit that the sushi king in my hometown sux..everything oso dun haf..and i haf to wait for so long for my ebiko and stuf..they dun haf inari oso..walao..ate two plate of sushi then i went out ad..everything oso dun haf..go back drink green tea better..sigh..ok lar..this is supposed to be a happy entry..tat's all for now i guess...

I'm Free!!

hehehe..so happy..today is the last day of my days working..hehehe..jus got my pay..quite happy wif it..i actually earn RM 6 per hour..hehehe..nowadays damn busy..no time to watch tv..so wasn't able to online..hehehe..basically this few weeks i'm busy moving house..thanks to ai lynn, agnes, elyne, huey n dylan..i was able to move my stuff in one day..was damn tired after tat..but upon reaching home, i've got to carry out my new responsibilities..

my granny was unable to cook for these few weeks cos she jus undergoes an eye surgery..so i took over the kitchen n i am the cook of the family for these few weeks..i'm doing great (i think..at least my food is edible :p)hehehe..my sis n bro is kinda neno bout my cooking..kept on criticising on my cooking..nothing much though..but i think i cook better than my aunts n mum..hehehe..my granpa said i shud quit studying n be a cook..i think wat he meant was quit studying n be a housewife..hehehe..

tomolo going to watch star wars wif my pay..hehehe..couldnt wait till sem starts..but then, when the sem stars, i think i'll be looking forward to the breaks..hehehe..that's life isn't??so contradicting at times..

The Lazy ME!!

hmmmmmmm..just came back from ENT..had my ear wax removed..according to my mum, i'm a very expensive child to maintain..hehehe..first, my eyes needed speccs..n i changed them so damn frequently..yet i never wear them..hehehe..next my nose needed special care due to synus(dunno how to spell)..hehe..then my teeth needed braces and stuff..and finally, my ears needed to be attended by specialist every 3 years..why??cos i got a very hard ear wax..chinese believe (at least my parents do) tat ppl wif hard ear waxes (like me) are stubborn ppl..quite true lar..hehehe..so ya..got my ear wax removed today..

the feeling's great..hehehe..cos i can hear properly again..lately haf been working part time..yup u din see wrongly..i'm working part time..on fri, sat n sun..12 hours a day..as an art teacher..teaching pre school kids who are driving me crazy..hehehehe..hmm..next wat else i've done..ya..been vexed bout accomodation..cos kena halau by landlord..then at first found a place to stay and all is well until tat neno guy who went back on his word..so i'm homeless again..then now decided to move in to stay wif my fren..hehehe..wont say anything yet until i move in for sure..or else ppl will get very confused..hehehe..oh ya this holidays i did a lot of cooking, driving, eating n working..sigh..damn scared of the results which are coming out next week..think i got to stop here now..going to fetch sis..hehehe..

ps: haven update my diary even though everytime i say i'll update it..hehehe..see when i damn semangat only go update my very outdated diary..hehehe...