Wat a Small World

Day 1

reported myself at the HR department today..saw my future colleague..who turns out to b my grand senior from IMU..was showed ard the hospital till ard 9.10 am..then was shown to the pharmacy dept..where we (my grand senior n i) was introduced to the head pharmacist..then we were introduced to the second pharmacist in charge..who, surprise, surprise, turn out to be my great grand senior from IMU..is this world small o wat..well..was introduced to the rest of the team..all nice ppl..hehehe..was told tat on our first day we do not need to do anything jus sit there n watch..basically wasting ur time n getting into ppl's way..cos the place is kinda crowded wif a terlebih org like me esp when i do not haf any qualifications yet..to make things worst..the pharmacy dept wasnt told bout my arrival..they knew my grand senior was coming but they do not noe that i'm supposed to come..sad huh..hehehe..

anyway..from the moment i went into the room, my eyes was constantly at the clock o watch..waiting for lunch break to come..which is at 1pm..damn nervous..results coming out today..so was quite tempted to sneak bhind n grab my hp looking for sms..hehehe..finally the lunch break arrives..mum came to fetch me home..grab my bag n left..took my hp out..saw bear's sms..was overjoyed..cos it meant i din fail........till i open the sms..i neither fail nor pass..the results was not released..results was postphoned till wed..apparently our batch did badly n strathclyde is remarking..isnt tat great?!?well, then had a quick lunch..n rushed back..after lunch break my eyes are still fixed on the clock n watch..counting the secs off..planning wat to do after 5pm..finally 5pm arrives..hehehe..went home..and believe it o not i was damn tired..damn strange..it's not as if i did A LOT today..went back, bath, had dinner n slept at 8pm...did i mention i was sick??so it wasnt a great day for me..bored..............

Day 2

well, my grand senior told me today he was toking to my senior on the phone yest..i was like huh?toking to my senior?!?i tot p1/03 was in scotland..plus i dunno which senior he was refering to..later found out tat he was refering to my mentor..glad to hear her doing fine..hmm..the world is small..like everywhere everyone everything got connection..oh well..today is a busy day..learn plenty of stuff..n blieve me..the extemporaneous dispensing is much much easier than the ones we did in PP1..

prob cos i was only allowed to handle easy stuff..hehehe..prob there wasnt any pressure as no one is there to gif u a ZERO..oh well..anyway i learn how to make syrup n stuff..n act dispense it to real patients..well..under strict supervision of course...was allowed to dispense medications too..learn quite a lot bout diff medicines..and also a few things bout the docs..hehehe..n i no longer hope for the time to pass..in fact i was kinda reluctant to leave when the time comes..strange huh?well..let's hope i pass tmr..n no more delay..then i can see doc for my sickness..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Running Out of Titles

jus finish reading my fren's blog..strange..how come there are so many ppl out there who thinks they are not beautiful..hmmm..guess this is sth i wont b able to understand..cos i guess i nv felt ugly before..from day 1 of my life i always think i'm beautiful..although a bit way too fat..but nevertheless still beautiful..hehehe..my dear ai ren..i think u look great in the pic u took wif ur toiletmate..

saw this article in newspaper few days back..was an article bout dove..n their challenge to change stereotype beauty..as in, most ppl thing tat gals mus haf long hair etc..n dove wanna change ppl's view of it..u can b beautiful even if u haf short hair n not modelly thin..u dun haf to b like most ppl to b beautiful..jus b urself..i believe everyone no matter wat size n shapes n wat skin colour they are beautiful in their own way..the only way u can make urself ugly is the way u dress urself n the way u carry urself..

so to those who are always feeling tat they are not thin enuff (includes me) not pretty enough etc..this song is dedicated to you...

Every day is so wonderful

And suddenly, i saw debris

Now and then, I get insecure

From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious

So consumed in all your doom

Trying hard to fill the emptiness

The piece is gone left the puzzle undone

That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down

Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do (no matter what we do)

No matter what they say (no matter what they say)

When the sun is shining through

Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)

The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine)

But tomorrow will find a way

All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no

We are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring us down

Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

the only prob is tat u haf to sing it to urself..hehehe..cos i dunno how to change this blog's song to this..

The Undomestic Goddess

finish reading this book on sat..sigh..makes me think A LOT..bout the one question tat's been bothering me ever since i step in IMU on 9/2/2004..the one question which i've constantly ignored n pushed to the back of my head..had been wondering for days if i really wan to be a pharmacist..where stress n heavy responsibilities are the recipe..where no mistakes are supposed to be made..where ideally humans worked flawlessly..where i dun seem to belong..i've nv been one of those who are able to thrive under stress n pressure..

anyway..this book is a great one..better than the other books by the same author..too bad now i've got nothing to read other than the daily papers..

You're Beautiful..

well..i should haf posted this entry long time ad..but i think by posting it on 10/10 will be more meaningful..this entry is dedicated to someone special..you noe who you are..hmmm..basically i dunno wat more to write..cos most of the important stuff is ad highlighted by qi..but i would like you to noe tat you are one of the important ppl in my life..glad tat we had a huge misunderstanding las time..hehehe..or else i dun think i'll appreciate u this much..hmmm..i dunno why but this song kept popping in my head.........

You are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down......

well..at least part of the song..hehehe..well..i hope i'm able to bring tears to your eyes by now..which i very much doubt will happen..but i do hope tat if there really were tears, those tears are tears of joy..sigh..guess i really am bad at words..perhaps a hug will be able to explain all tat i wanna say..perhaps..so u better get ur ass back to kl this year..hehehe..ok lar..tat's all for now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

The Longest Yard

the longest yard..nice movie..reminds me of IMU cup..speaking of which we got second for cheerleading n third overall..strange thing is i dun feel happy at all..perhaps i sort of expected sth..oh well, it's over..but ppl..if u're really free like me u should go watch the longest yard..flight plan was nice too..very well-planned..but somehow not everyone was able to understand it..i think..cos so far the comments i heard was not really good..i guess diff ppl haf diff taste..i love it..it has a very good plot..sth which i dun see from movies nowadays..

saw this book in MPH on 29/9..seems nice..really wanna buy but too bad..i'm now banned from buying anymore books..reason?my house is currently full of books..sigh..the book is by a couple..nicci french (dunno which name is the guy n shish is the gal..) title : catch me when i fall..hehehe..n it's this title which catches my eye..flipped thru it too..damn nice..hehehe..trying to persuade my mum to let me buy this one..hehehe..

nothing impressive i done these days..unless u can count going back to imu on 4th to watch the cheer leading n came back on 5th as impressive..thanks keli for keeping me company..

ok..got to go for now..tomolo got to celebrate my mum's n mine chinese bday..hehehehe..will start working on 17th October..so i guess this semester break wasnt so bored at all..currently reading the undomestic goddess (by the same author of can u keep a secret?)

ps: dear ai ren..if u are reading this may i remind u tat my bday is coming..n all i wan is to take a pic wif u..hehehe..oh ya n to anyone who haf ken hirai's songs (any song will do) and fish leong's silk road..pls contact me..thanks..n to those in jb n are bored pls contact me..i'm dying to go out..hehehe

Finally!!

finally!!finally pharmacy won the basketball match against M1/04..God is indeed fair..but happiness is short..jus when i tot we'll get first in basketball this year, we lost to sem 1..how? i'm not sure myself..prob was too tired..cos although i was there i din noe wat was going on..jus noe tat i dun like one of the referees..sigh..IMU cup as usual has been unfair..sometimes i wonder y..y pharmacy batch still wanna play when they noe they wont win fairly..no matter how good we are, we'll still lose..it's such a waste of time..is it??i think i got the answers when i read keli's blog..pharmacy batch always have the semangat to play..it doesnt matter if we win o lose..but then i think it'll be a better event if ppl win fair n square n the end result is not tat pharmacy always gets last o second last n that Sem 5 always wins the cup..if pharmacy batch is really tat lousy in the games i got nothing more to say..i wont even be so hardworking to b typing all this..but from wat i see is tat pharmacy batch this year is diff from the previous years..we've got more ppl who're capable of winning..and it's strange tat although we won quite a lot of events this year our ranking in the IMU cup is still way behind..prob if any of the committee of the IMU cup can enlighten me in this (or anyone who actually noe wat's behind this??)..or perhaps after months of counting doses i'm only capabe of transfering units of the active ingredient??hmm..probably the marks were counted in such a way tat normal ppl with normal common sense like me can never understand..like the way i can never understand physics..oh well..i jus hope tat for other events like track n field n cheerleading we can win as well..hmm..i jus rmr sth..i rmr bear told me tat this yr IMU cup has debate..strange isnt??and apparently is cos that one of the committee members can debate..man..wat's going on??does tat mean tat i noe how to play mahjong then i can include it in IMU cup??wont tat b nice??as long as no money is involved playing mahjong is not gambling..i'm really looking forward for the day when IMU cup has mahjong..

hmm..like happiness, sadness is short-lived too..well, after the basketball finals, we went to sri petaling to eat at waffer's world..and..surprise, surprise!! (well, if u read elyne's blog ad then it wont b much of a surprise..)my best frens in IMU, namely agnes, ai lynn, christina, elyne, huey, sze lay n boyfren n tze yan, celebrated my bday..in case some of u who din noe, my bday is in october..so pls dun start sms-ing me..hehehe..a bit perasan i noe..well, i guess i was too happy to be free again tat i din noticed tat my frens were acting strangely the whole day..seriously i did find it strange when patricia wished me happy bday but later dismissed it..was too engrossed in the basketball finals i guess..it was really a pleasant surprise and to all my frens who contribute tat nite..thank you..cos i noe it's not easy to organise this when we were in the midst of exam..esp u guys haf to celebrate rite after the exams..plus, in such a short time and notice too..thanks..i really cant imagine how great u are..mainly by being able to come up wif sth so special..hehehe..and as for my bday wishes, let's hope it comes true..hehehe..

finally, the last point for this entry..i'm finally free..free from exams!!too bad i'm not free from worry and anxiety yet..let's jus hope we all pass..