The Ugly Side of Human (Part 1)

Firstly, i would like to warn whoever is reading this page, if you're unhappy wif wat i am going to write down here, there are a few things you could do :

a) close the page..there's this cute little x at the right hand side corner of this page
b) write down any comments you feel like it..no foul language though..we're in the 21st century ad..be civilised a bit for God's sake
c) go back and think..there is a high chance when u dun like wat u hear or see from ppl is tat it's the 'ugly' truth about you..so it's high time to do some soul searching

Secondly, i would like to say tat this article is not directed to anyone i noe..if u feel tat it's directed to you, it's just a pure coincidence..you should rejoice instead..cos u're not alone..btw i got this inspiration from the Russian school siege..a conclusion i made after reading the news..of course there's some 'changes' i made to accomodate the world i live in..both past and present..(not future though..cos we're never sure of it..)

So, are you ready to get on the ride through the ugly side of human..

Well, this world is full of deception..surprisingly, humans love it..they would rather hear the lies (some was tactfully called white lies etc..) than the truth..wan some concrete arguement?? well, how many of u can bravely raise your hands to indicate tat u are brave enuff to hear the truth?for those who did raise ur hands, ponder this, i beg you..how many a times u shun the thought of ur parents nagging at you? for things like:

a) boy/girl ar..time to exercise ad lor..i can see ur belly getting bigger each day wor..
b) play play play..always play computer games..study ar!!
c) dun sit so near the tv wor!!later eyes spoilt ar!!

pardon me..i noe i sound just like a 50 year old granma..but if i really do, pls tell me..so i can celebrate..cos tat would mean tat i've fully mimic the typical malaysian parents..although our parents may seem naggy at times they meant the best..mark my words..they are the only person in this whole world who dares to correct you when wrong and tell you the truth when u need it..they are also the only ones who can accept you when u erred first..why??isn't the answer simple and plain yet posseses great 'powers'..they LOVE you..but nowadays (almost everyday) i can see in newspapers that a child kills the parents after being 'scolded' for things like smoking..

then there are people who lie to their peers..to be wat people call cool etc..some just lie as they dun wan to be pulaukan by their frens for their 'odd' thinking which on the surface it seems does not has the same frequency as the 'majority' of the ppl..well i feel tat every1 should accept each other's shortcomings and understand tat the planet earth has plenty of homo sapiens in it..and not all of them has the same opinion each time..it's high time people learn to respect each others' opinion whether you like it or not..if you insist on saying everyone should have roughly the same opinions torwards sth, let me ask you this..why then there's so many religions in this world??if everyone thinks the same dun you think one is already good enough??well, according to some people, we should follow the majority's opinion..tat i agree..BUT to an extend..for example, when doing a group project, group members haf to follow majority's idea of how to carry it out etc..but there are things tat we as individuals should make the decisions..not by following others..things like choosing a religion..(using back the same example for ppl to understand better..)well, take for example if all your frens belongs to the same religion, are you going to change your religion just to FOLLOW the majority decisions?if it is so, then i pity all my frens..they haf to convert their religion for the sake of following..sad case man..

another thing about human is tat they dun have RESPECT for others..they feel superior than the rest and feels that there's no need for them to respect others..(i'm one sad case to..sigh..hey, i'm trying to improve k?)well, this causes the rise of unwanted dispute which claims many lives of the innocent..take the recent Russia siege, the Hitler's reign period..and our very own 13 may..all this rises from lack of respect among humans..no one is superior than the other..remember tat..the word is simpple yet tough to acheive..as we are becoming more and more civilised, we should respect each other more..rite? so why are they still cases like this??cases like the abuses done to the Abu Sayaff's prisoners??cases like rape, women discrimination etc?

Next, most people do NOT do wat they preach..we see cases like me..yes me..i'm toking for so damn long tat people should respect each other, learn to accept the truth no matter how ugly it is etc...but yet there are times when I look down on others, thinking i'm superior etc..there are also times when i prefer to kept on saying yes to everything when my heart has been shouting a solid NO!!! umpteen times just to please someone who never seems to try to please me just for once..all my life i hate people telling me tat i should control my temper etc..i just dislike hearing the ugly truth bout myself..i bet plenty of you has the same experience bfore..if you beg to differ, all i can do is congratulate u for making into the list of 'ugly' humans..side by side wif me..for telling such a 'beautiful' lie...

to be continued...

A Boring Day

sigh..just came back from the cinema..went to watch Puteri Gunung Ledang..all i can say is tat it was a waste of my time..not as good as i expected..the movie is long and unable to answer most of my questions..the special effects are not special at all n even a 3 year old kid can tell u it's fake..so much for the publicity it receive from the media..only person worth watching is the puteri herself..the 'istana' was quite real to an extend they took effort to copy the istana from Melaka..the story was too long and the skills involve is really poor..i guess this will be the last time i watch a malaysian movie..sigh..should haf watch anacondas instead..

Death Is Life Bursting into Bloom

by Alan Harris

When I die, I will not die.
I will be a foot coming out of a too-small shoe,
a bird flying free out of a cramping cage,
an astronaut taking off his space suit,
having safely returned home.

When you die, you will not die either.
You are not your body, as I'm not mine.
You will see a brighther rainbow
and hear heaven's ethereal music
which no stereo can capture.

When I die but not die,
I will leave a little part of me
inside your memory.
It will be your key to my door
that is always open in heaven.

When you die but not die,
I will have the key to your door too.
Better to have keys for open doors
than closed doors without keys,
as in locked-up life on earth.

When I am gone but not gone,
think of me and I am there.
When you are gone but not gone,
I will send you flowers through the air.
Let us celebrate the magnificent safety of death.

At My Comfort Zone

Still at my home..wont be back so soon..good oso..wont do so much blogging these days cos wanna study Bioscience unless i'm tired of studying..but for now i'm really glad to come home and get away from reality..hehe..the cruel and harsh reality tat is forever inevitable..btw i really dunno how this blog works..for example how to add ppl's link to my page..sigh been playing ard for a long time but just cant seem to find the way..really glad to be home cos my family has got some lovely surprises for me..hehe..sigh..one sad news is my granpa's sick

Sad..but on the whole other's are as usual..hehe..if I can choose I'll choose not to go back to tat deserted Bt. Jalil..As the evenings there are the darkest there..and to stop without a farmhouse near between the woods and frozen lake..i give my harness bells a shake..to ask if there is some mistake..only to find tat I've no other choices..but to keep the promises I made.. For those who's in same english group as me..erm..u'll be able to understand this more or less.. hehe.. how I LOVE poetry..it depicts ur life to and extent tat only those who understand u will understand wat u are trying to tell and yet not hurting other's feelings directly..

Hail to all poets..including Shakespeare..although i dun like his works at all..cant appreciate them..prefer Robert Frost and Rudyard Kipling..sigh..tat's all for now..next blog i'll share my fav poem this year wif u all..

At Home

I'm finally back at home for an extremely long weekend..well, basically i a bit outdated ad in many ways so... very happy..finally saw my new housemate yest..n he clean the toilet..yay..so now i got myself a super duper clean housemate..hehe..very happy..went to KLCC to watch fireworks on national day..damn nice..will stop here for now..need to clean my inboxes..till then